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Someone one said that life is too short, which couldn't have been more true today as I went to the funeral for Tez Money, who was gunned down in Louisville, KY last week at the young age of 25. Wow. He had a son too. I still can't believe he's dead but he is. He was a good dude.
I got to the New Jersalem Baptist Church and found out the service started an hour later than I thought. The empty parking lot except for a lone hearse and a coupla cars should have been an clue but I took advantage of the time to go in and pay my respects and view his body. The last thing Tez said to me was "Get at me", because he wanted to get some footage for his DVD project. I hadn't talked to him since and as I stood over his lifeless body I thought about the times we had spent together and I said to him, "I'm at you." I could feel nothing but disappointment that we hadn't had a chance to help him realize his dream making it one day in the music industry.
A son, a father, a brother and friend I met Tez Money during my first year working on Street Credit in 2005, while filming a project for GMC, the hip hop group he was a part of and he was fun to be around. I loved his spirit and he always complained about not gettin enough footage. We even travelled out of town together and he would sometime drop by mu house, and it seemed like I was always running into him somewhere while workin on somebody else's project.
Tez lost his life on the same day I was celebrating another year of mine, and I got the call about his murder the next day, which, looking back, I am thankful for the late news as it would have been hard to enjoy my birthday knowing he would never celebrate any more of his.
I sat in the back of the packed church during the service, looking at all the people he had affected, alot who undoubtedly knew him alot better than I did. I didn't even know his real name was Martess Bethel until I read about his killing online. There were people there who loved him, and some sobbed openly, others wiped away tears, and I even heard a lady ask why did this happen. Though we will never know the answer, we were all given comfort by words from a cat named Kevin that touched us all. The minister delivered his eulogy while kids were getting restless, having little idea of what was going on around them other than the fact that a church service was taking place.
After the service was over and the casket was put into the hearse for Tez Money's final ride, after the hugs and handshakes between the mourners, family and friends, after I had met his mother and tried to offer her what little comfort I could, and I was on the long ride home, I couldn't help but to think back almost exactly 2 years ago when Smurda, another Street Credit soldier was gunned down, as well as numerous others that I have filmed over the past 3 years who have also died violently. I was saddened back then that another black man was killed and I feel the same way now.
Tez, you will be missed, and the full impact of losing you hasn't even hit your family yet I'm sure. I loved ya spirit man. Hate that we didn't get more footage so we can put you somethin nice together. But you already know Street Credit gone hold u down. Your music will always live through us.
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