HEY EVERYONE, SO YEAH I AM LIVING IN ARIZONA HAVE BEEN FOR ABOUT A MONTH OR SO NOW. TO THOSE THAT I DIDNT TELL AND STILL DONT KNOW SORRY. UH WELL LETS SEE.

THINGS HAVE BEEN OK HERE THEY'VE BEEN ROLLING I GUESS YOU CAN SAY. IM LOOKING FOR WORK GOT ONE JOB INLINE UNLESS THEY'RE DICKING ME AROUND WHICH THEY MIGHT BE NOT SURE YET. IM PRETTY MUCH DIGGING IT OUT HERE, DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY ITS DEFINATLY DIFFERENT HA, THE MOUNTAINS ARE PRETTY COOL KINDA WENT UP IN ONE LAST WEEK NOT TO BAD, IT WAS DARK OUT SO AT SOME POINTS YOU COULD SEE THE WHOLE CITY, FUCKIN AMAZING IF YOU ASK ME. A REAL GOOD WAY TO JUST RESET YOURSELF I BELIEVE. WELL OTHER THINGS GOING ON NOT MUCH MISSING EVERYONE IN TEXAS FOR SURE. MISSING THE BAND, DEFINATLY MISSING PLAYING ON THE STAGE. OTHER THAN THAT THINGS ARE GOING PRETTY GOOD FOR ME, KINDA GOT SOME THINGS ON THE OL MIND, CAUGHT IN A SITUATION AND NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO ABOUT A CERTAIN DELIMA. (HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT HA.) I KNOW IM ALWAYS SAYING YOU CANT LIVE WITH THE WHAT IFS, AND I REALLY REALLY WANNA DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BUT THERE'S OTHER ISSUES THAT COME ALONG WITH IT AS WELL HAHA, DUNNO ONLY TIME WILL TELL I SUPPOSE. BUT YEAH I HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS ARE ALL DOING GREAT AND WHAT NOT. HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS OR OOPS "HOLIDAYS" FUCK IT ITS CHRISTMAS HA. ANYWAYS BE SAFE OUT THERE PEOPLE. I MISS YALL SEE YA SOON I HOPE.

P.S. HIT ME UP FUCKS HAHA, LATERS

-SEAN

whats up ppl, oh hell where to start haha, well the show went good last night. sore as hell right now we hadnt played a show in a good while and i got alittle out of shape haha but handled it well i think. we played a new song "Gun For Hire." its a killer thrash song one of my favorite songs we've written so far. all in all it went good. it wasnt our type of crowd i can say that, why the other bands well all but one of them acted like they're shit dont stink i dont know. ive never understood that we're all here to put on a show and have a good time right? well whatever its not the first time we've shared the stage with ppl like that and im sure it wont be the last. so there is the gig update. good show when you wake up the next day sore haha.

oh hell alright now, many of you know that i have been struggling with some things lately. things have been rocky as hell in my personal life and to tell the truth this has been the worst year of my life on a number of reasons many of you know. so to clear up shit incase ppl are talking nonsence they know nothing about heres the deal. i was struck with a decision to leave texas and move to 2 locations, well haha one of those locations fell apart and so be it life continues. im still deciding on the other location as  im typing this. i dont know whats going to happen yet, the band hasnt broke up or anything, we're all just riding the wave of life right now and are going to see where it takes us. me personally im trying to deal with some issues that have surfaced in my life. and depending on how certain things turn out. i dont know if im going to leave or not yet. when the time comes i will know, and so will everyone else. thanks for the support everyone i just wanted to clear up some things. peace,

P.S. the new metallica kicks ass get it when it comes out, ive heard the cd and will be buying it this friday. get it. haha

-sean

HEY HOWS IT GOING, AW ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE IVE REALLY MESSED WITH MYSPACE SO I FIGURED WHAT THE HELL, I FEEL LIKE PUTTING ANOTHER STORY UP FOR YOU FOLKS OUT THERE TO READ AS YOU PLEASE HA. ANYWAYS

OH HELL A COUPLE YEARS AGO I REMEMBER MICHAEL DROVE TO GUITAR CENTER, BEN SAT IN THE MIDDLE, AND I SAT BY THE WINDOW IN HIS TRUCK. SO WE'RE ON I35 HEADING TO FORT WORTH AND IM ON THE PHONE WITH CHRIS ASKING HIM IF HE NEEDS SOMETHING FROM GUITAR CENTER. I HEAR BEN AND MIKE TALKING AND WHAT NOT, THEN I STEADLY HEARD SEAN, SEAN, SEAN. I REMEMBER SEEING SOMETHING IN THE CORNER OF MY EYE BUT DIDNT THINK ANYTHING OF IT.

SO FINALLY I TURNED TO LOOK WHILE STILL ON THE PHONE WITH CHRIS, AND IT WAS MIKE DRIVING WITH ONE HAND AND HOLDING SOME SNOT FROM A SNEEZE IN THE OTHER IN FRONT OF MY FACE. HA ITS FUNNY NOW BUT WASNT THEN, I RIGHT OFF THE BAT START GAGGING, I REMEMBER CHRIS HEARD ME AND IMMEDIATLY GOT OFF THE PHONE. BEN AND MIKE ARE LAUGHING THERE ASSES OFF, CAUSE THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME KNOW I HAVE A WEAK STOMACH, I WILL GAG OR THROW UP TO A CRUSHED BUG.

SO THEY'RE LAUGHING IM SITTING THERE GAGGING REALLY DRY HEAVING, MIKE STILL HASNT WIPED HIS HAND HE KEPT ASKING IF I WANTED SOME, I REMEMBER I GRABBED A PAPER SACK IN HIS TRUCK AND WAS READY TO HURL IN THAT MOTHER. I REMEMBER YELLING AT HIM DUDE STOP MAN IM SERIOUS IM ABOUT THE THROW UP, HIM AND BEN STILL LAUGHING. AND HE KEPT SAYING "I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO WIPE IT ON. HA HA" WITH THAT GOOFY LAUGH HE HAD.

FINALLY WE STOPPED AT A STORE AND I WENT TO THE BATHROOM TO CLEAR MY HEAD. HE WENT TO CLEAN HIS HAND. AND WE HEADED OFF TO GUITAR CENTER LAUGHING ABOUT IT AFTER THAT. I NEVER THREW UP BUT CAME DAMN CLOSE.

I TELL YA ALL THOSE DUDES KNEW I HAD A WEAK STOMACH, HA THEY STILL DO STUPID SH*T TO MAKE ME THROW UP. HA BASTARDS. ANYWAYS, I MISS YA MIKE THINGS ARE BETTER NOW AND WHAT NOT, JUST THOUGHT ID PUT THAT STORY UP THERE. PEACE ALL

-SEAN

HOWS IT GOING PEOPLE. WELL ANOTHER NIGHT OF NOT GETTING TO SLEEP AND JUST THINKING OF SOME FUNNY STORIES WITH MIKE, AND THE OTHER GUYS. SO IM GONNA PUT ONE ON HERE.

MIKE, CHRIS, BEN, AND BOTH MIKE’S BROTHERS ALL WORKED THE NIGHTSHIFT TOGETHER. WELL MIKE HAD TAKEN A DAY OFF, AND ME HIM AND OUR FRIEND ALVIN GO DRINKING UP AT CADDO. WELL WE GET BORED AND BUZZED AND I TOLD MIKE, HEY LETS GET SOME SHOE POLISH AND WRITE ON THE GUYS CARS WHILE THEY’RE WORKING. WE FINISH OUR BEERS AND HEAD IT ON TO WALMART AND GET SHOE POLISH.

WE GET TO THERE WORK, AND MIKE JUST STARTS WRITING GANSTER STUFF ON THERE CARS, DRAWING DICKS ON THERE CARS ALL KINDS OF GAY STUFF HA. ALVIN WAS JUST STANDING BACK LAUGHING THE WHOLE TIME, I GRAB THE POLISH AND THE ONLY THING I DID WAS DRAW SOME RAINBOWS ON CHRIS’S WINDOWS. WELL MIKE RUNS TO HIS TRUCK AND ME AND ALVIN ARE LOOKING AND LAUGHING AT ALL THE STUFF MIKE HAD WRITTEN ON THERE CARS.

ALL THE SUDDEN MIKE STARTS YELLING COME ON GUYS GET IN, (WE RODE THERE IN HIS TRUCK.) SO WE HOP IN AND HE’S ON THE PHONE WITH HIS BROTHER CHARLES. THE NEXT THING WE HERE IS. "HEY I WAS JUST CALLING TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT SEAN AND ALVIN WROTE STUFF ALL OVER YOUR CARS. YOU MIGHT WANNA COME OUT HERE AND WASH IT BEFORE IT DRIES." ME AND ALVIN WERE LIKE WHAT THE F*CK. NO WE DIDNT I DREW RAINBOWS ON CHRIS’S CAR THAT WAS IT. WELL MIKE GETS OFF THE PHONE AND WE’RE IN THE PARKING LOT WAITING FOR THEM TO COME OUT.

THEY ALL COME OUTSIDE WE START SCREAMING AND HOLLARING AND WHAT NOT LAUGHING AT THEM. THEY WERE PRETTY PISSED HA, GOOD TIMES. THE PART THAT ME AND ALVIN ALWAYS TALK ABOUT IS THAT MICHAEL HAD BLAMED IT ALL ON US, AND WE DIDNT DO IT HE DID  IT ALL. HA HA. TO THIS DAY I THINK SOME OF THEM THINK ME AND ALVIN STILL DID IT.

BUT ANYWAYS I REMEMBER NOT TO LONG AGO I HAD WENT WITH MIKE TO A JOB LOCATION, AND AFTER THAT WE STOPPED IN CADDO TO DRINK A FEW. I ASKED HIM HEY WANNA GET SOME POLISH AGAIN, HE SAID SURE, I ASKED YOUR NOT GONNA BLAME IT ON ME ARE YOU LIKE LAST TIME. HE SAID WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT WAS YOU AND ALVIN THAT DID ALL THAT. AND LAUGHED WITH HIS GOOFY LAUGH. HA.

BUT ANYWAYS IT WAS A GOOD TIME AND ALOT OF FUN HANGING WITH THAT DUDE. SOME OF THE STUFF HE DID ESPECIALLY WHEN HIM AND CHRIS GOT TOGETHER WAS JUST CRAZY. SO I THOUGHT IT WAS TIME FOR ANOTHER STORY. ENJOY, AND MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT. THANKS TO THOSE THAT HAVE STUCK BY IN THESE TIMES THERE ARE A FEW OF YALL THAT HAVE BEEN WAY FUCKIN COOL OUT THERE. AWESOME. KEEP EM COMING, PEACE

-SEAN

UH, ONCE AGAIN I AM TIRED AND JUST CANT SEEM TO GO TO SLEEP. LEFT WITH NOTHING BUT MY THOUGHTS. AT TIMES I SEEM OK AND THEN IM ALONE TRYING TO GO TO SLEEP AND DONT QUITE FEEL SO OK.

IM JUST GONNA TELL A LITTLE STORY, THIS PERTICULAR STORY IS WHEN I KNEW MIKE WAS MORE THAN A FRIEND, BAND MATE. THIS IS WHEN I KNEW HE WAS ONE OF MY BROTHERS.

A FEW YEARS AGO ONE OF THE FIRST TIMES I WENT OUT DRINKING WITH MIKE I GET HOME ABOUT 11 OR SO AT NIGHT. I CHECK MY HOUSE PHONE AND SOME DUDE LEFT A MESSAGE TELLING ME TO CALL HIM BACK. I DIDNT KNOW WHO THIS WAS I THOUGHT IT WAS A FRIEND WANTING TO B.S. A BIT. SO I CALL THIS NUMBER BACK AND THIS DUDE STARTS RUNNING HIS MOUTH ABOUT HOW WHEN HE GETS BACK IN TOWN HE'S GONNA COME OVER AND DO THIS AND THAT TO ME. WELL IT TURNED OUT TO BE AN EX'S NEW BOYFRIEND.

MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS DUDE WE'VE BEEN SEPERATED HOW LONG NOW LIKE 6 OR 7 MONTHS. AND YOUR CALLING MY HOUSE NOW. WE TO KEEP IT A LITTLE SHORT HE KEPT CALLING AND I KEPT TELLING HIM HE DIDNT WANT TO DO THIS DONT CALL HERE AGAIN. FINALLY AFTER HANGING UP FOR THE THIRD TIME I HAD ENOUGH AND WENT OVER TO CHRISS' HOUSE. IT JUST SO HAPPEND MIKE WAS THERE AND WHEN HE HEARD WHAT HAD HAPPEND HE WITH NO HESITATION ASKED FOR THE NUMBER. I GAVE IT TO HIM.

HE THEN CALLED THE DUDE AND LEFT A MESSAGE. THEN THE GUY CALLED THE NUMBER BACK, AND THE FIRST THING I CAN REMEMBER MIKE SAYING WAS, " IF YOU THREAT MY F*CKING DRUMMER AGAIN I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN YOU GOT THAT MOTHER F*CKER. IF YOU COME AROUND HIM ILL BEAT YOUR ASS. ECT. " I REMEMBER I WAS SHOCKED HERE'S SOME DUDE THAT MIKE DIDNT EVEN KNOW THREATENING HIS LITTLE BUDDY AND HE TOOK MATTERS IN HIS OWN HAND.

ILL NEVER FORGET THAT. I WASNT SCARED OF THE DUDE I AM STILL NOT SCARED OF THE DUDE, THE FACT IS MIKE LOVED HIS FRIENDS AND REALLY WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM WHETHER THEY ASKED STRAIGHT OUT OR NOT. I DONT KNOW IM JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT THINGS, REALLY WISHING I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE THAT NIGHT TO WATCH HIS BACK LIKE HE ALWAYS, ALWAYS DID MINE.

UH ANYWAYS THATS WHEN I KNEW MIKE WAS ONE OF MY BROTHERS, EVERYTIME I SAW HIM AFTER THAT I WOULD LET HIM KNOW, SOME WAY THAT HE WAS SPECIAL TO ME. AND THIS JUST COMPLETLY SUCKS. UH SORRY PPL. WELL THATS ONLY ONE STORY TO TELL THERE WILL BE MORE TO COME IN TIME. ALOT OF FUNNY ONES TOO. THAT ILL NEVER EVER FORGET.

ANYWAYS, I HAVE GOT TO GET SOME SLEEP. JUST THOUGHT ID SHARE THAT STORY WITH YA, MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU, WHETHER I KNOW YOU OR NOT. AND MIKE I MISS YOU MAN. I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY F*CKING DAY MAN, AND WILL TILL MY TIME COMES AND I SEE YOU AGAIN. PEACE.

-SEAN

WHATS GOING ON PEOPLE, WELL LETS SEE. THIS WEEKS GIG TURNED OUT PRETTY GOOD. THE WEATHER SUCKED BALLS BUT STILL A GOOD TURN OUT ALL IN ALL.

WELL WHEN THE FIRST BAND WAS SET TO GO ON THEY ANNOUNCED ALL THE BANDS AND NO ONE WE KNEW WAS THERE YET SO NATURALLY WHEN THEY MENTIONED MINAMUS NO ONE SAID ANYTHING I JUST TURNED TO CHRIS AND TOLD HIM DONT WORRY WHEN WE'RE DONE THEY'LL KNOW WHO WE ARE. AND EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT HAVE MUCH TIME TO SET MY KIT UP AND WAS VERY UNCOMFERTABLE ON MY DRUMS WE STILL TORE IT UP. IT WAS GREAT PEOPLE HAD WENT TO THE CLUB NEXT DOOR WHILE WE WERE SETTING UP AND ALL I COULD THINK WAS OH GREAT NO ONE IS GONNA BE IN HERE, THEN WE BUSTED OUT WITH THE FIRST SONG AND BOOM ABOUT HALF WAY THROUGH I SQUINT (DO TO LIGHTS IN MY EYES.) TO SEE THE CROWD JUST COME IN. SO EVEN THOUGH I WASNT TO RELAXED WITH MY KIT WE STILL HAD A GOOD SHOW. ALL IN ALL IT WAS FUN AND WE MADE SOME NEW FRIENDS OUT OF IT.

SO HERE'S WHATS GOING ON WE ARE NOT PLAYING ANY SHOWS UNTIL MARCH, UNLESS A BIG ONE COMES ALONG. WE HAVE BEEN WRITING NEW SONGS AND WE JUST FINISHED ONE UP TODAY, ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS I HAVENT HAD A HARD ON FOR ONE OF OUR SONGS IN A WHILE TILL THIS ONE. ITS JUST AMAZING, 9 DIFFERENTS RIFFS, ABOUT 6 MINUTES LONG OR SO. AND JUST FUN TO PLAY. SO THERE'S THE UPDATE ON THINGS NEXT SHOW UP IS GOOD OL LAWTON ROCKLAHOMA AS WE LIKE TO CALL IT. SO UNTIL THE NEXT ONE, STAY SAFE,

-SEAN