I am a recovering addict, i have been clean for 2 1/2 yrs now, and im just wondering when will the urges stop ,and when will i finally feel "normal" im  also kinda hurt 2 cuz the peeps I thought I was close 2 and i actually cared about have all turned their back on me becuse i guess they think because we used together that they need to keep distant like their high and mighty... i dont know, maybe its 4 the best, but it still hurts. thanx 2 all my friends that have been there for me. u know who u are! If ur going through the same thing hit me up!