As we lie wrapped up in each others arms there is a rush of sweet emotion that runs through my veins.
We start breathing in sync, as if we are two bodies as one.
Then we start to drift away, The synchronization slowly fades.
Though it has stopped it plays another tune, it gives off another emotion.
Nothing is perfect, because the failure of pattern is what makes us feel, understand, and love.
Perfection is not a realistic goal.
Perfection is one hundred and ten percent the way you want something.
Perfection means nothing could make this any better.
Lack of pattern and organization is chaos.
The universe naturally goes to chaos.
Therefore to fail at achieving  perfection is inevitable.
As the moon rises higher in the sky, as time elapses, Our breaths join again and become one, once more.
Love is not perfection. 
Though, love is the feeling of being wrapped in another's arms feeling the warm sweet emotion run through your veins and the fading and the sharpening of the synchronization of your two individual breaths as one.
And to some for that one moment they have felt perfection.

11/14/08
If your wondering why I don't come on here as much or why it says I live in huntington... It's because as you know my mother is schizophrenic and yesterday 11/13/08 she was taken away in an ambulence and admitted to the hospital. I am currently in the process of moving most of my non-furniture stuff to my aunts house. I don't know much yet but im sure I will update this as I obtain more information. Thank you for reading.

Life deals you a a hand of cards, and it is your choice how your going to play them.

Every action you and the people around you do has a consiquence, it is your decision how to respond to it. Some people take it upon themselves to try and solve that problem, or at least find a temporary fix untill you can. And some people dwell on that particular problem, some expecting that to fix it.  Which

How do you see the glass, as half empty? or half full?

I think they are adorable together.

I don't unserstand myself. I can analyze and help other people, but when it comes to myself i can analyze myself, but when it comes to actually feeling better, i can not. This morning i woke up and felt nothing. I didnt feel like i didnt want to go to school, i didnt feel like i wanted to go back to sleep, I felt nothing. Throughout the day, i still felt apathetic. I feel like i just want to be alone and sit, not listen to music, not talk to friends nothing, Just sit in a corner and do nothing. I would occationaly crack a smile if somebody said something funny, but that is not true happieness. the only feelings i hae truely felt all day, were sadness, anger, and regret. I also have a rather negitive view on things. Everything that is good in my life, i somehow find something negitive or wrong with the situation no mtter what it is.This sucks. I do not know why i feel the way i do, but i hope it passes, I want to be happy again, i want to run around and laugh and chat, i want to have feelings again. Not haveing major emotions for just one day has impacted my life severly and i dont know how long i can go living like this. The emotion that is mostly constant is i am fed up. Fed up with where i live, what i look like, who i am, what i enjoy, who i hang out with, and feeling like this. I havent had the urge to eat or drink , though my bodt tells me i am hungry i lack the motavation to get up and make something or call my mom to make me something. This could lead to a more serious issue so i guess ill attempt to eat something. Apathey is a very serious, confusing, and frustrating feeling. I just don;t know what to do. I just don't know.

Your the thoughts that fill my head, my dreams when I sleep, my confidence in myself, my knight in shinning armor.
When we are apart, I miss you excessively, and I long for the moment I'm in your arms again, When I'm with you, I feel safe, I feel a rush, a rush of emotion, of lust, of love, of passion, of excitement and joy, of warmth and security.
When we must go our separate ways, I feel somber, and until we meet again, I shall keep the feeling of our last kiss, emerged in my thoughts. For I will miss thee, until we again embrace each other, in the moment and the feeling, and the emotion.
When you smile winsomely and look at me with this face of innocence, of charm, of kindness, of love, I get an feeling which I am incapable of forming into the proper set of words, a feeling unlike no other, a feeling that I want to be with you, always, always.

Love....

Love is a feeling shared bewteen two people, It is the feeling that makes your heart beat with that rhythm, the rythm of two lips gently pressing against each other in the sparkleing light of the sun setting over the horizon. the rhythm of the profound converations of life shared between two affection drawn people. the rhythm of their hearts beating wile bodies pressed together, the rhythm of two bodies just caressing each other Love is not just the passion and intimacy of the relationship but it is deeper down, it is the sercurity you feel wile in their arms, it is the tender way they lift up your chin and embrase you and look deeply into your eyes, but most of all love is that undescribeable feeling in your stomach and that "it hurts soo good" ache in your heart.

Last night.........was the best night like .......ever.

sorry i just had to say that heh.

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Me + Dillon = Best times<3