So I have this issue with belief...being that I am an artist and I normally have a very nonlinear way of thinking and doing things, abstract concepts usually make perfect sense to me. But  lately, i find myself bound by the concrete existance that, might i add, is barely there for me right now. I never thought that i would be the person starting over again,and here I am.Everything I thought was so sure about my life, the few things i actually held any confidence in, are gone now, and they are not gone because of something i did, but because of what i didnt do, God said, "Move from here" and i didnt believe him. I thought if i just hung out a little longer, we could work out a fair compromise, or, where do i go when i leave this place in life? whiile waiting on God to clarify himself, i looked up and it was all gone. So here I am reading John 3 and thinkng about what it takes to live eternally. I could be like Nicodemus, who was a believer only because he saw Jesus' great miracles...not really grasping the real concepts of belief and only thinking i have something to believe in when i see the physical manifestations. or i could be like John the Baptist, who was not rich or powerful, but firmly stood on the idea that, "Anyone who accepts his (Jesus') testimony...can have eternal life".
       So often I am stuck in my own rut believing that because I dont see any good in my life at the moment then something has gone terribly wrong. but John 3 shows that eternal life, the only one that matters, is not based on what u can wrap your hands or mind around, its on the impossible, the unbelievable,the highly unlikely and improbable...A man can be sent from Heaven, be born of a virgin, die, and 3 days later get up and be lifted back into the skies so that i never have to feel alone,unloved, or unworthy. I believe this, so therefore I must know that a woman, or man, can lose a job, a house, a loved one and remain faithful to their destiny as a child of the Most High God in Heaven and BELIEVE that there is a place in eternity for them.
        So, okay, yeah...I dont have anything right now, but Ive got everything forever. Im A Believer!!!!!

God,
     thank you for an opportunity to live another day in the glory that is the earth created for me. thank you that no weapon formed against my mind, family, home or  friends will prosper. thank you for that peace that will continue to re assure me of my destiny here in this life and lead me to an eternity hereafter...I love You, and I am sorry.
Selah,
E.

This reading selection can be interepreted many ways...my invisible consists of Ancestors and God the Father...enjoy...

For many years the numbers 11:11 have been mysteriously appearing to people all over the world. Often appearing on digital clocks, the sightings of 11:11 tend to occur during times of heightened awareness, having a most powerful effect on the people involved. This causes a reactivation of our cellular memory banks. There's a stirring deep inside, a hint of remembrance of something long forgotten.

The appearance of 11:11 is also a powerful confirmation that we are on the right track, aligned with our highest Truth. Throughout the years, I have personally encountered thousands of people all over the world who, have experienced repeated sightings of 11:11. They all want to know what is happening to them and why. What does the 11:11 signify?

11:11 is a pre-encoded trigger placed into our cellular memory banks prior to our descent into matter which, when activated, signifies that our time of completion is near. This refers to the completion of duality. When the 11:11 appears to you, it is your wake-up call. A direct channel opens up between you and the Invisible. When this happens, it is time to reflect on whatever you are doing for a moment and Look Larger. A transfer is in position. You can enter the Greater Reality if you wish pray or meditate and seed your future and also, you can be seeded by the Invisible. You can ask for help in some specific area of your life or simply listen quietly and receive a revelation.

The appearance of 11:11 is an always beneficial act of Divine Intervention telling you that it is time to take a good look around you and see what is really happening. It's time to pierce the veils of illusion that keep us bound to an unreal world. You have been chosen, because you are ready, to step into the Greater Reality. To lead the way for others into a new way of living, into a Greater Love. To ascend from
duality into Oneness.

The 11.11 is the bridge our vitality and oneness. It is our pathway into the postive unknown and beyond.

Its official...

i will be sacrificing my mane alone with all the things that dwelled within it. The hurt the lies the disobediance the old me will be trimmed away to make room for the new me...that isnt really new, its just ready to shine through...I see the God in me now and i dont want anyone else to be confused or blocked by the old style that spoke to so many of who i once was...its time i shed this pain and moved on from the hurt. join me for the ceremony on 11/22/08 at 11:11 pm by sending up a prayer for spiritual guidance all the days of my life...dont forget about you whaile your at it... Whats the significance? I was born on 11/11 at a little after 11pm... in the study of numerology, the numbers 11 and 22 are considered master numbers and they hold a lot of spiritual significance...i will not break the cycle that bonds me to the spiritual connection of Our Most High God...

transition...slow fade

into the me i was born to be.

but somehow got lost on the way to my present standing

now its clear to me, that shes never fleed

just fell asleep somewhere deep inside me

but out of the fuzz and fog i walk in,

the Word has awoken her form from sleep

and like a praised heroine i hear her speak

"Im on my way, no longer seek"

so i just stand and let my hero work on me

until i emerge a manifestation of she

I think i will call her "purity"

and i cant wait until the change is complete

im a little nervous of what she will think of me

and my mistakes and wrongdoing

for now...i'll pray for inner peace

and anticipate the new chapters on me

lets all view epiphany

 in her shining glory

once this transition is complete....

and whomever appears im happy to be

I in I who is She in Me

with the most high smiling watching

then my circle will be complete

....to be continued...by the new me.

selah,

epiphany

I am a spiritual antagonist that will not allow the injustices of man to go unnoticed. I will speak clearly,intelligently, and loudly about the wrongs of society and those who have sat idly by with no opinion. i will get of the bench of life and get in the game to change the paths of our youth who think that fame and fortune are the only chances at succeeding in life.

I am a culture shaper who will show children and parents that education is a valuable aspect of all lives and can be achieved regardless of the economic status of a family. The journey to higher education starts with a spark within that child, and it is the responsibility of the adults in a community to light that fire.

I am a social visionary  who sees the potential in my society to have the ability to nurture its youth and expose the benefits of education instead of headaches. i will spur a revolution of youth who knows that a rewarding life can come from choosing to educate themselves in some way shape form or fashion.

I am a missionary who will travel into the most undesirable places and work with the seemingly undesirable people to build better families,communities, and cultures. I will erect programs in these neighborhoods,my neighborhoods to be an example that anyone with any background can suceed.

Only one requirement blocks that success, Faith, in yourself, God, and all the dreams you have for yourself and your family. Where I walk I will leave behind changed lives. People who have been renewed and reminded that they too have a right to a life better than were they stood.

 THIS IS MY MISSION...

MY IMPACT MANIFESTO...

I was shown truth sunday...just like every Sunday at the Awakenings Movement, I was exposed to myself and i realized that i have been so lost in this music business thing i forgot who the person that wanted to promote change and live a life she could be proud of was. i had begun to live my life like a business, but i am not that...I can not apologize to those who subscribe to my writings only work to better the future...There are some big things happening in my world...Stay Tuned,the revolution might not be televised but it Will be blogged and podcasted...what a crazy world we live in huh?

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Selah,

Epiphany

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