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Breanna Baker


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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 17
Sign: Pisces

City: Band Room and Beyond, California
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/31/2004

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

Current mood:  thirsty

Can one see

the motivation

single foundation

the numerous

one's destination

 

What has us reaching

What has us failing

Such that ignites us

to every morn's waking

 

Can one see

desires of the heart

come to pass

or do they part

 

What has us reaching

What has us failing

Such that ignites us

to every morn's waking

 

Can one see

That one can be

 

Can one know

that one can achieve

 

turn plans to actions

actions to demands

 

For one does

what one can

 

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

Current mood:  accomplished

Sobbing, the storm lay equally with my sorrow
Hopes are low for a better tomorrow
This war is never ending
And chances of life are always bending

When I was little, peace it was
But now my memories are such a fuzz
As for my brother, never the chance to see
His young life was bought with hate and agony

For that was then, and not today
My heart is commanding and I must obey
In order for me to go on and be
The knight who was once deep within me

Earth and sky, please join my praise
That my brother's spirit will someday raise
Be gone my thoughts of what was once
My cowardly life, when days were months

The lightning opened its mouth to cry
But every scream had fallen dry
Every flash reflected this place
Tearless I stood, expressionless my face

I wore my armor, with sword in hand
As I walked upon the enemy's land
Although we were a distance apart
I could feel the racing of my heart

With my sword, my enemy, I lashed
I thought I had won, but found our swords clashed
He caught me off beat as we warred
My blood then stained his crimson sword

Nothing had I to comfort the pain
But push it away with courage, I strained
For my brother's sake, my strength did hold
My body bled and fell as my vision rolled

Dying from my foe's victory, I lay
And in this moment, forever I would stay
But with the last breath I drew
I prayed that my brother would not die too

Struggling to set my brother free
I stood, but then my strength did flee
And as my body fell to the ground
My spirit called out its destinned sound

Swinging a bolt from the shadow of my shame
I lit the sky with my inner flame
The thunder roared across the skies
And a fire was burning within my eyes

I stood and drew my sword up high
Then charged and roared a battle cry
Although I had fallen at my foe's blade
My voice was heard, and a hero I was made.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

Current mood:  blah

Forced on me by something known
to no ones mind except my own
The ignition of this verbal thrill,
this mystery which binds me still;
What is the source of this rhythmic flow?
It must be you, enslaving my eyes wherever you go

I want to know so much,
but no, let it stay a mystery
let me not wake up yet
let me dream eternally...

 

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

Current mood:  numb

Several times I'd struck

From the beginning I couldn't win

But is it called a fight

When your opponent does not defend?

 

She'd never done me wrong

So why had I pressured her?

It wouldn't prove I'm strong

And wouldn't be a show

If it isn't pure and smooth

The miracle cruelly smothers

That magical flow I gratefully watch

As she casts upon specific others

 

I never should have harmed

Such a truthful friend

Now my mistakes, my debts, I must pay

And my apologies to you I send

 

Now our pressure is equal

My foot against the ground,

Energy level full

You give my heart a pound

And take my breath, my toll

 

My part in this run

Now my only motion

Second by my heart

When I drank your magic potion

 

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

With tears, an ache in my head
I awoke from those dreams which I dread
My life, I controlled
My reactions, I patrolled
But awoke with no sheets on the bed

 

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

Current mood:  lazy

Listen my Children and you shall hear

Of the whispered secrets far and near

The silent tunes of this mystic land

A story of Nature's Wonder Band…

 

Looking out my window

To the gray cloudy sky

Hopeful to see birds flying by

Rain pounds the glass

The roof

And the ground

But down on the grass

A small cricket is found.

Somewhere in the distance

A croak comes along,

Cold breeze to which I tense

Adding to the song

 

I listen to the beat

A beautiful rhythm

Tap my feet

And begin to hum

 

As I add to the music

Of this dismal wintry land

I finally decide to join

Nature's Wonder Band

 

-Pez and Piper

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

Current mood:  bored

   If I could plant a lie and make it seem as real as the sky; Let you believe it so, as I would make it grow; Then, the truth, you would never know. What would that make me? Not only someone you would never truly see, but someone who would look deep in your eyes and wonder if you were also telling such lies.

   Honesty supports the base of all relationships and should fill every word that leaves our lips. With hope that our friendship will forever continue, I promise to always be honest with you. I would never plant a lie in you, nor any other kind of scar. Together we shall never be afraid of what and who we truly are.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

Current mood:  calm

To define myself

I must live

My explanation

I now shall give

 

Your admiration is my demand

Your eyes' enslavement

At my command.

My life has eternal extent

My worth's intent,

My existence, wisely spent

For I'm employed to compliment

 

I must have a fatal hue

For whenever I am in your view

Time holds its breath as I take yours away,

It divers on how I'm living

But my theft is most forgiving

It pays my majestic duty

Hello, my name is Beauty

 

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

Current mood:  sore

... Once again, the chains are out
Yet another man is dragged about
Since he's dead, is he finally free?
No, he's alive and heading straight toward me!
Oh, what a risk he is taking!
Now my scream begins its shaking,
The white man was prepared and started aiming
My verbal vomit shall soon be ending
For my husband is the target of the white man's shooting...

"...If a yellow drop of rain fell into a stream of blue, the water may turn green, but it would taste the same to me and you... The reason for the white men treating us this way is not their color. It is the fact that they would rather die than ever drink from a stream of green water..."

...Is this real, or just a nightmare?
My wrists are bound, my mind a flare!
Life is revealing nasty surprises
Once again my stomach turns and rises

When will this torture end?
How many nightmares must I attend?
I open my eyes and see no other,
then a change of race, a change of color...

What I experienced in class
could never even compare
to the Africans enslaved
in that horrible nightmare...
They were chained, I was taped;
They were packed, I had escaped...
If I were a slave, I wouldn't have accomplished that.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007 

Current mood:  sleepy

Every night I cross a garden

Of fear and fantasy.

A moonlit path is all I have

Throughout my ecstasy

 

Small I am

Beneath the towering trees

But as quick and silent

As a wintry breeze

 

On one of these journeys

The quiet night surprised me

With a sudden fall of rain.

My foggy breath was rising,

Hanging heavy in the air

As the shower soaked my skin

While trickling down my hair

 

Although I couldn't see

I knew my way

But a soft, lingering scent

Had lead me astray.

When all that was familiar

Had gone away

I traced my hand along the cold stone path

Only to find tender petals of a delicate rose

Falling into a rainy wrath

 

As though it was not enough

The river seemed to invite

With eternal patience as it humbly asked

For my foot, despite its might

 

I made myself a dare,

Ran towards the rippled strip,

Held a breath of air,

And sweetly took a dip

 

Tilting back my head

My pulse began to skip

As I cupped my sodden hands

And took a frigid sip

 

As tired as I was,

Was comforted by the degree,

And the rushing water,

Gently massaging me

 

But the glorious moment was

When the moon splashed masterpieces,

Lit the clouds and inflicted my eyes

With gorgeous, breath-taking diseases

 

Now lightning danced across the sky

Leaving a sparkle in each eye,

Cherishing each and every moment

As they witnessed vicious torment

 

It is often amazing how beautiful

Even threatening scenes can be

Just to see, it requires and inspires

An important part of me

 

Nature, a work of art

Whose roots are embedded in my heart