Through life we live we die.
We breath to get high
You take your first and
Soon you'll take your last
Trying to find your way
Tripping over your ego box
Anticipation of death.
Let me just take a guess
Before you know it your in a mess
Trying to get dressed.
Knocking on the door
No one home
Your at the wrong house try the next
No thats not it..........
Head pounding. Legs throbbing
Heart pumping. Adrenalin racing
Oh YES!!
Now your high in these back bracking lies.
You look to the sky and realize..

Your Dead.

Anticipation of death
Holding onto your last breath.
Yeah, I wouldnt if I were you.

i stand here with a pencil in my hand
wanting to draw were i stand in the sand.
i cant cant seem to.

why

why

why

because im afaid is this really were i stand
is this were i belong.
there are these little men in trees yelling at me
trying to tell me to go every wich way.
i want to get away from them because i know they are wrong
so i draw myself a sail boat
and sail off the beach
im so far off in to the sea
i feel free finally and feel like im going were im supposed to be going.
then a storm comes it rocks me around i try to stear the boat but i make it worse.
finally i just stop and give up
im so tired and exughsted
i screamed in agony for help
Then the He came to me and helped me
He was there the whole time.
He just wants us to admit we cant do it and
give our hearts to him.
and put all our faith in him.

Katie's got Class.
With dirt on her face.
Dancin' all over the place.
Come on!
Dance with me!
Oh Please.
She's all that you know.
Katie's got sass. Oh Yeah
Dance with me!
Come on!
She's every were you go.
Katie makes you want to D.A.N.C.E.
YeahYeahYeah!
Oh
YeahYeahYeah!
Were going to dance tonite.
Im ready!
YeahYeahYeah
Oh
YeahYeahYeah
Lets DanceDanceDance!!
Im ready, Lets go!!

Hey you gotta give the girl credit. ;-]

I am only one voice out of a million others.
I know it has been said before.

But i am one voice all alone.
It feels like to say the right thing is the wrong thing to say.
To do the right thing is the wrong thing to do.
So what is right any more???
Simple....
The world has gone Mad.
Thats all you can say, 

I Am The Voice Of One and NO i will not be dismissed
So here I am,
Im Kathleen
I Have Faith
And I Speak up.

For what I believe in.

I am genuinly happy right now. I may not be were I want to be.
But it’s good, because i just have to love life as it comes.
I am Being molded to who I am supposed to become!
Not what the world wants me to be.
And molding isnt painless.
Life isnt painless,
So we all just have to hold on and not give up.
Because you are Loved
Loved by God.
=]

I Have Come To The Realization......
But I Havent.
I Simply Like Saying that.
Dont Know Why.
Maybe I Wish I Have.
Or Have I.......
Nothing Is Sure.
But Everything Is Eventual.

Awkward
Awkward
Choking on my own Awkwardness
Cant do anything right, nothing polite can come out of this mouth
Slipping
Stumbeling
Mumbleing
Nothing Right
& &
You treat my like a fool Mr. Savvy
Just
Just wait
Just waiting till the day
When you act just like me....

normal  =]

I stopped and stared.

I didnt Care.

I just sat there smelling the air.

The wind blowing through my hair.

I closed my eyes.

My hands in my pockets.

And took in the all sounds.

All around.

I can hear the trees.

And the leaves.

If I focus more.

And can hear beyond that.

And beyond that further and further.

To were I come to my own silence.

In my own head.

Nothing more.

Nothing less.

Just quietness.

These voices telling me what i should do,
Picking and scratching at my skin till it gives way.

These creepy crawly creatures,
Dark and derey they are.

I scratch at the walls,
Till my finger tips bleed.

Trying to escape,
Trying to flee.

Now they inject me with
Anger and with a dash of hatered too.

HAHA!!

They laugh with glee
Even though they are not done with me. . . .

To be continued. . . .