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DANIELLE HOLT


Last Updated: 11/18/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 25
Sign: Pisces

City: OTTERBEIN
State: Indiana
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/12/2006

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Thursday, August 14, 2008 

Category: Romance and Relationships
ok as most of you know nick and i got married on friday. 08-08-08 and no it wasnt planned that way. that is our actual 6 yr anniversary being together. wierd i know. neways for a couple of months i have been talking with my mom and dad. getting their flight and hotel stuff squared away. they arived the thursday b4 the wedding. my best friend also came. i think i was the happiest person in the world this past weekend. i know it was expensive to travel like that but i can honestly say it was an honor to have them there. i dont get to see them nemore now that i live up here. tiff is closer but the cost of fuel is so outrageous i understand not being able to visit.

neways i had help with the planning from my soon to be sister in law and mother in law. thx so much for the help. oh and deidra helped as well. she is nicks cousin. she did my hair and make up. awesome job. love ya. honestly everything just turned out perfect. even with the limited funds it was perfect.

im an only child and to actually have a sister and brother now is so awesome. i mean i know they r in laws. its still nice to know i can say hey yeah thats my sister or brother.

i know im a dork and half of this stuff doesnt make sence but its what is in my head as im writing..lol.

one of the greatest things about that day was when my mom put my great great grandmothers pearls on me. wearing those was awesome.

nick was so handsome. that was the first time in 6 years he has ever dressed so nice. seeing him in that suit almost made me cry. i was very impressed he could look so stunning. he was beautiful(not girly beautiful but u know what i mean). lol.

omg kira was such a doll. gram did a beautiful job on her dress. fit her so well and she looked like a princess. my princess. she did a wonderful job being the flower girl. it was cute. when she was dropping the flowers one fell off of the runner and onto the grass. she stopped and picked it up and dropped it again. it was cute.

all in all it was just the best day of my life. if u werent there i know u wanted to be. if u were. thank you so much for sharing such a special day with us. my family and friends. thx so much.

i love you
-Dani
Currently watching:
Jumper
Release date: 2008-06-10
12:01 PM 
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Thursday, May 08, 2008 

Category: Food and Restaurants
Ok so i was really wanting something sweet today and so i broke out the old fashion cook book. thumbed through it to see if i could find something easy and tasteful. found something called burnt sugar cake. looked at the ingredents said ok i have everything there. and the proceded to break out the mixing bowls measuring cups and spoons utencils....etc....etc....

it was going really well. the burnt sugar was easy. (i know how to burn things really good.) the the next step said to take the egg whites beat them till it was a foamy texture then add half a cup of sugar on tbsp at a time. i was like ok i can do this. then i read on. BEAT TILL REALLY STIFF AND GLOSSY. i was like OMG IM MAKING A MERINGUE!!!!! never in my life have i ever made a meringue. i was scared. so it was doing good. then 10 min later it was still liquidy and just wasnt doing the right thing. so i dumped it out and grabbed 2 more eggs. the effin thing broke some of the yellow in it so i had to throw that away. got out a fresh egg and did it again. FINALLY 25 MIN LATER i have something that sorta resembled meringue. it didnt have the stiff peaks that alton brown talks about all the time(food network for yall who dont know him)(good eats is his show.).

anywho. i decided to leave it alone. i didnt want it to over beat and fall. so i set that aside and made the batter. then folded in the "meringue" poured it into three 8 inch pans. baked them at the temp and time it said to do. well i had a screaming kid who wanted it so when it was done i let it cool for like 10 min....BAD IDEA!!!. all three of them broke in half. pretty much crumbled in my hands. so needless to say i ROYALLY SCREWED UP!!.

but hey u can never say i didnt try.


come to think of it. i had some bakers cocoa in the cabnet. i could have made home made brownies. SHIT!!!!. oh well isnt this what they call lifes little lessons.

thx for listening to my little story i had to tell. its really good cake tho. at least i got the ingredients right..lol...better luck next time i alway say.

good night and i love all yall....
6:05 AM 
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Sunday, October 14, 2007 

Category: Romance and Relationships
WHY DO YOUR EYES PARALYZE ME?
WHAT MAKES ME FEEL THIS WAY?
JUST CARRY ME AWAY WITH SILENCE AND HEARTBEATS
AS RAPID THINKING ABOUT YOUR EMBRACE
AND HOW IT MAKES ME FEEL
I JUST WANNA FEEL THIS WAY FOREVER
SLEEP ON PORTRAITS PAINTED AS PERFECT AS YOU
WHY HAVE I BEEN GIVIN THE CHANCE TO FLY
WHEN IM NOT WITH YOU I FEEL LESSER ALONE
I REMEMBER YOUR FACE
IMPRINTED ON ANGELS
YOUR VOICE AS BEAUTIFUL
AS THE SOUND OF WAVES
CRASHING AGAINST MY HEART
TIME SLOWS DOWN WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME
IM INFATUATED WITH THIS
IMFATUATED WITH YOU
ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND WHY
I HADNT FOUND YOU BEFORE
DONT DULL AWAY
HOLD MY HAND
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007 

Current mood:  anxious
Category: Life
OK SO I DID MY SOUL SEARCHING THAT I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO DO FOR A LONG TIME AND I HAVE CLEARED MY MIND A BUNCH. FIRST OF ALL IT WAS ABOUT NICK. THINGS WERENT THE WAY I LIKED AND I THOUGHT I WOULD BE HAPPIER IF I LEFT HIM AND START A NEW LIFE. WELL I TALKED TO HIM AND READ HIM A 5 PAGE LETTER. WE TALKED ABOUT IT FOR ALMOST AN HOUR. HE WAS SO DEVISTATED AND I WAS CRYING AND SO WAS HE. I TOLD HIM THAT IF THIS WAS TO WORK THINGS HAD TO CHANGE. I DONT WANT HIM TO CHANGE BUT I WANT THE THINGS HE USED TO BE. AND AFTER 5 YEARS KINDA DEMINISHED. SO HE SAID YES HE WOULD DO THAT FOR ME. HE HAS BEEN WORKING SINCE THIS HAPPEND AND EVER SINCE THEN I CAN HEAR A DIFFERENCE IN HIS VOICE. HE SEEMS HAPPIER TO TALK TO ME. ACTUALLY WENT ON A DIET. EVERYTHING. SO IM HOPING THINGS STAY THIS WAY. AND I EVEN CHANGED A FEW THINGS WITH ME AS WELL. IM NOT AS DEMANDING. IM A LITTLE BIT CALMER TOWARDS HIM AND WE ACTUALLY TALK. NOT SCREAM.

ON TOP OF THAT WE HAVE DECIDED IT WAS TIME TO MAKE A BIG CHANGE IN OUR LIVES. WE WILL BE MOVING TO INDIANA IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS. FLORIDA IS JUST NOT WORKING FOR US NEMORE AND WE FEEL THAT INDIANA IS THE PLACE THAT WILL COMPLETE THE CIRCLE OF HAPPINESS. AND I KNOW I SAID THAT ABOUT IDAHO WHEN WE LIVED THERE BUT THE TIMEING WASNT RIGHT. I DO MISS IT THERE AND WOULD LOVE TO MOVE BACK BUT WE HAVE TO MAKE THE SMALL STEPS FIRST. I HAVE BEEN LOOKING AT DIFFERENT HOUSES AND APARTMENTS FOR THE PAST WEEK AND HAVE FOUND A FEW THAT IM INTERESTED IN. AND ITS RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CITY. NEAR THE PARK. WALMART. EVERYTHING. THE MOVE WILL ACTUALLY BE FREE FOR US. THANKS TO THE WONDERFUL PPL HE WORKS FOR. EVERYTHING WE OWN WILL GO INTO THE SEMI AND WE WILL BE MOVING EVERYTHING THAT WAY. NOW THE DIFFICULT THING IS IS GETTING THE CAR IN THERE AND OUT OF THE TRUCK. LOL....SO I THINK I MIGHT HAVE TO DRIVE IT UP. GRR I HATE THAT IDEA.

NOW SOME OF YALL R THINKING WELL SHE REALLY HASNT MENTIONED KIRA AT ALL....NO THATS NOT IT AT ALL.....WE WANT HER TO HAVE A LOVING AND CAREING FAMILY. NOT A SPLIT UP FAMILY. WE WANT TO HAVE A STABLE HOME TO LIVE IN AND NOT HAVE TO BE MOVING ALL THE TIME. SHE IS SO CONFUSED THESE DAYS. NOT KNOWING WHEN DADDY WILL BE HOME AND WHEN HE IS HOME...FOR HOW LONG. AND LET ME TELL U SOMETHING....THAT LITTLE GIRL IS DADDYS GIRL ALL OVER...WHEN HE IS HOME SHE IS SO SWEET AND LISTENS. AND WHEN HE LEAVES SHE TURNS INTO THE WICKED WITCH OF THE WEST....I KID U NOT....LOL...BUT ALL OF THIS AND MY SOUL SEARCHING IS TO BENEFIT HER AND HER NEEDS. SHE COMES FIRST AND THATS Y WE R DOING THIS. I ACTUALLY HAD A GOOD FRIEND ASK ME Y WE WANTED TO MOVE AWAY FROM FLORIDA. AND I SAID TO START A NEW LIFE. THAT PERSON KINDA TOOK IT TO HEART AND THOUGHT WE WANTED TO GET AWAY FROM THEM. NOT AT ALL. WE LOVE ALL OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY BUT SOMETIMES U HAVE TO DO WHAT U HAVE TO DO. NOTHING AGAINST U OR NO ONE....THIS IS WHAT WE WANT TO DO AND KINDA HAVE TO DO. OUR LIVES HAVE BEEN ON A ROLLER COASTER FOR ALMOST 5 YEARS AND IT SUCKS.

WELL IF U READ THIS THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO ME FOR THESE FEW MOMENTS. IT MEANS ALOT TO US FOR EVERYONES SUPPORT. I LOVE U SO MUCH ALL OF U....

LOVE,

DANI
Currently listening:
A Beautiful Lie
By 30 Seconds to Mars
Release date: 30 August, 2005
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007 

Current mood:  chipper
Category: Quiz/Survey

here's how you play: once you've been tagged write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts or habit's about yourself. At the end you choose 10 people to be tagged and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a coment "you're it" and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.

ok here goes

1.i hate driving in the rain. when i do i get to the point to where i want to cry b c it scares me.

2.i agree with chelle on this one...when im driving i get the urge to pick my nose...lol

3.i have a thing for guys who wear makeup. like goths or punks...just eyeliner thats all. i know its wierd.

4.im addicted to the smell of tide laundry detergent. thats the greatest smell in the world.

5.i burp and fart louder then nick sometimes. yeah i know not lady like...so what.

6.i have a thing for the female body...not in a gay way but i think its the most beautiful thing ever...art wise.

7.ok this is gonna sound really wierd but hear me out....if i could be pregnant all the time i would. just not have to take care of the kid....lol..being pregnant was the best time of my life. i loved the way i looked.

8.even tho i have never had a run in with the law i get paranoid when i see cops near me. maybe having a mom who was on the first airing episode of cops did that to me....yeah u hear me the first ever aired episode...lol

9.every year of my highschool career. i threw up on the first day of school. i think it was nerves tho...lol

10.last but not least. i hate living in the years of technology and fancy clothes etc...i want to live in the day of bardering and having to do everything urselves. like midevel times or the victorian  era.


ok this is who im sending this to...

angie just b c i know she will do this kind of thing..lol

brandi b c she is always doing silly things like this...

tanya just b c i want to..

nick b c he loves me and he has to.

reginia i hope she does it. dont know if she will but im gonna shoot for it...lol

tiff just b c shes my best friend and she better do it...lol

chris. hes wierd and i know he probably has lots of wierd facts about himself...lol

ben. just b c chelle said he wouldnt do it and maybe he will but who knows...lol

sandi. she just likes doing things like this and it will keep her occupied for a while...lol

and alisha. just b c.

now go do it ...lol



 

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Saturday, July 21, 2007 

Current mood:  frustrated
Category: Life
ok so this is whats been goin on lately. life sucks!!! i dont really like to talk about it that much just b c it makes me even more upset. i have been really short with everyone that comes in contact with me. most of yall dont know or do but just dont care . but i have been trying to persue a career. i WANT to go back to school and get my life on track. well in order to do that i have to take the tabe test. now when i did it for my GED i didnt do that bad and actually passed my GED with flying colors. which shocked the hell out of me b c i hate math and i got a great score in that as well. well i had to take the tabe test again for college placement. low and behold i failed the math......ahhhhhh.....so im like ok not a big deal ill just take a math class while taking the class for nursing. WRONG!!!!!! u have to have all ur scores up pass 11.0 b4 u can do nething with the nursing classes. so now what i have to do is get a tutor and retake the math part when i feel im confident enough. and which means i would have to wait to register for classes till spring not fall. sometimes i feel like i just want to rip out my hair and scream so loud. on top of all that nick decided to go back over the road and work for joe again.....dont get me wrong i like the ppl but i just dont want him going otr.....(over the road). kira would not go to bed last night b c she missed her daddy so much. she kept calling for him and crying. i felt so bad  and didnt know what to do or say so i just said he is at work and he will be back soon. telling that to a 3 year old is not the wiseist thing in the world. she watches the door. cries. etc. u get the point. then ON TOP OF ALL THAT..... my family is so messed in the head. alcoholics. i get yelled at for everything i do in this fucking house. usually theres only one that i can speak of and im not saying names. but my god its gotta stop. all these ppl saying they live in harmony with the world. energy. life. love......YA FUCKING RIGHT!!!!. and if one of them try to give me another god damn stone and say its good for test taking im gonna shove it down their throat and say then u use it b c i failed. and i honestly wore it around my neck. asked it to help me with my test. these r the wierdest ppl u will ever meet. dont believe a word they say when it comes to stones or gems. or whatever it is. and im gonna kinda quote this from a friend of mine that she put in her blog that i just read. honestly im leaning more towards agnostic/athiest just b c these hypocrytes get on my last damn nerve. and i will continue to say this till the day i die. if "GOD" did exist and he is real etc etc etc......then y the fuck did he take my son. what was the purpose of taking the life of an unborn child. was it to test me? give me a lesson? PISS ME OFF????? what can someone please tell me. so i will end that topic with this. we were not created by this so called  "GOD"..... we were evolved from monkeys. now most of yall have a different opinion then me and everyone is entilted to their own opinion. but please dont try to change my mind. it wont work. ok well i have to go now and if u do read this thanks for listening to me ramble on about the things that have been bothering me lately. i know they will all get better soon but if i didnt get it off my chest then i was gonna explode....ok have a great day...love ya all....


love,
dani
Currently listening:
One X
By Three Days Grace
Release date: 13 June, 2006
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Monday, May 21, 2007 

Current mood:  anxious
Category: Quiz/Survey

I DID THIS QUIZ TODAY AND I DIDNT READ IT PROPERLY SO WHERE IT SAYS HOW MANY THINGS I REGRET IN THE END I ACCIDENTLY SAID WHAT IT WAS AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO JUST PUT A # SORRY FOR THE CONFUSSION

 

 

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: DANIELLE SHAW
Birthday: BROWARD GENERAL MEDICAL CENTER 
Birthplace: FT. LAUDERDALE FL
Current Location: AVON PARK FL
Eye Color: HAZEL
Hair Color: BLONDE
Height: 5' 7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHT
Your Heritage: WHITE
The Shoes You Wore Today: NOTHING. STAYED HOME
Your Weakness: PASSONATE KISSES
Your Fears: NOT BEING NEEDED
Your Perfect Pizza: SUPREME. NO ANCHOVIES
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: GET INTO COLLEGE AND BEGIN MY CAREER AS A REGISTERED NURSE
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: OMG ITS WAY TO EARLY(10 AM..LOL)
Your Best Physical Feature: MY SMILE I THINK.
Your Bedtime: WHEN EVER I FALL DOWN
Your Most Missed Memory: THINKING I WAS GONNA HAVE A SON AND ENDED UP NOT WORKING OUT THE WAY I WANTED IT TO.....MISS YA JORDAN
Pepsi or Coke: COKE!!!!!!!!!!
MacDonalds or Burger King: DEL TACO....POST FALLS IDAHO
Single or Group Dates: SINGLE BUT GROUP SOMETIMES
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE
Cappuccino or Coffee: CAPPUCCINO
Do you Smoke: YES
Do you Swear: SOMETIMES
Do you Sing: TO MYSELF
Do you Shower Daily: YES
Have you Been in Love: I AM
Do you want to go to College: YES MOST DEFINATELY
Do you want to get Married: ONE DAY WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT
Do you belive in yourself: SOMETIMES
Do you get Motion Sickness: NO
Do you think you are Attractive: SOMETIMES
Are you a Health Freak: HELL NO
Do you get along with your Parents: MY DAD
Do you like Thunderstorms: HELL YEAH
Do you play an Instrument: NO
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: NO
In the past month have you Smoked: TOBACCO YES
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: YES AND GOT YELLED AT B C WE DIDNT INVITE SOMEONE AND IT WAS SOMETHING THAT DIDNT INVOLVE OUTSIDERS...GRR
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: NO
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: NO BUT I WISH I HAVE
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EEEEEWWWWWW
In the past month have you been on Stage: NO
In the past month have you been Dumped: NO
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: NO
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: NO
Ever been Drunk: HEHEHE YEAH
Ever been called a Tease: A FEW TIMES
Ever been Beaten up: NO
Ever Shoplifted: ONCE
How do you want to Die: HAPPY AND LOVED
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: SOMETHING VERY SUCCESSFUL
What country would you most like to Visit: GERMANY OR IRELAND
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: DONT MATTER
Favourite Hair Color: DONT MATTER
Short or Long Hair: SAME
Height: TALLER THEN ME
Weight: DONT MATTER JUST NOT TO FAT
Best Clothing Style: THEIRS
Number of Drugs I have taken: 2
Number of CDs I own: IDK 6 I THINK
Number of Piercings: 8
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: LEAVING MY EX BUT IT WORKED OUT IN THE END WE R GOOD FRIENDS NOW

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Currently listening:
Lies for the Liars
By The Used
Release date: 22 May, 2007
1:45 AM 
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