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Corey Sweeney


Last Updated: 11/22/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 19
Sign: Libra

City: San Diego [619]
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 12/31/2004

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29 Apr 09 Wednesday 

Current mood:  awake

Cole said something cool to me, and I wrote this
cool

btw, you should check the book out thats in this entry
it will change you




Your pitiful existance is overshadowed
By the reflections of a dying world
Three hundred cry out in this savage
beat down, dead and forgotten streets

More must be done [x2]

They all pray for a miracle
Their screams fall on deaf ears
This overpopulation has brought nothing
But hunger, starvation and disease

More must be done
To help

More must be done
To help

To help prevent the spread of this disease called procreation


You say this is God's gift to humanity?
A sick and dying world is the work of Satan
His reign has consumed you [x4]
Your contempt breeds hatred
Your hatred awakens malignity
Malignity acts as a shield from the light
Which was the only thing that could save you



Run for your lives
This is all ending now
Run for your lives
This is all ending now

Malignity acts as a shield from the light
Which was the only thing that could save you

Currently reading:
Paradise Lost
By John Milton
23 Jun 08 Monday 

Current mood:  inspired
Category: Religion and Philosophy
If there is anything that I have learned in my 17 years of life, it is this:

That even though I have made my fair share of mistakes, I can be at peace now knowing that the Lord has entered my heart.



I am fully willing to change my life around and be on my way to a life of happiness.



I am going to try my hardest to treat others as I would like to be treated, whether it be my friends, my family, or complete strangers, because whether you know it or not, we are all God's children, and if you want to call yourself a Christian, Hebrew, Muslim, or any other religion then you have to learn to tolerate and respect others, even if their actions do not necessarily follow the way of the Lord.



We are all brothers, and though our beliefs may separate us, we should still all treat each other with the same kind of respect that we treat ourselves with.



I'm not trying to preach or anything, because I fully respect each and every person's beliefs, but if you let him, God can make your life complete.



My mom gave me a keychain with a message that speaks to me, and I am starting to hold very dearly to my heart.



It says:

Behold, I stand at the door and knock;
If anyone hears my voice and opens the door,
I will come into him

Jesus says this in Revelations 3:20




You know, I have personally struggled with my beliefs for a very long time, and let me tell you that during that time I had endured some very hard times. I was flat out disgusted at every mention of the word Jesus Christ, God, Holy Spirit, etc.. I was an unhappy person, and my actions showed it. I struggled with addiction and theft, among other things, and I never realized that all these actions were the result of me running away from the one thing that I knew would bring me true happiness.



I was afraid and alone, taking out my personal problems on those who cared about me and for that I am truly sorry and regretful.



I can't explain how great it feels to know that someone loves you, and will keep you in their faith until the day you die and receive eternal life.



All I can say is that I have let the light of God into my heart and soul and I am saved because of it.



I am not going to make any more excuses as to why I can't do certain things, and to why I can't make a relationship work, everything will be laid out in front of me when the time comes.



I am ready to turn my life around, and give it all to the God who loves me, and loves you, even if you ignore his name and teachings.



I love each and every one of my friends and family and I thank God that I got to meet every single one of you, because whether you know it or not, our lives would be completely different had we never even met at all.
Currently listening:
Dread Champions of the Last Days
By Sleeping Giant
Release date: 2007-05-01
25 May 08 Sunday 
The lights flicker on and off
and still your image runs through my mind
Holding on to your memory has only shaken me
but I'm still standing, I'm still standing yeah

I keep trying to sleep
But your face keeps turning up in my dreams
All I do is think of you
I can't help this
All I do is think of you

I'm thinking too much
my mind is in a million places
I don't know what I want
Or who it is anymore
And I just can't live on

I keep trying to sleep
But your face keeps turning up in my dreams
All I do is think of you
I can't help this
All I do is think of you

The lights flickers
My mind races
I'm losing my inhibition
22 May 08 Thursday 
new song I've been writing. Tell me if you know what its about



Light me up, breathe in deep
I'll keep you in my hold
You won't ever escape
I know your weakness and I'll exploit it
I'll exploit it now

You call out and scream for me
I need you more than anything
My addiction has grown like flames
Douse this fire, put it out
All I can do is scream and shout
This addiction has grown like flames

Breathe in my fume and I promise
I'll never let you down
My blackened soul will hunt for you
You can never run

You can never run

You call out and scream for me
Breathe me in babe, breathe in deep
This addiction has grown like flames

Breathe in my fume and I promise
I'll never let you down
My blackened soul will hunt for you
You can never run

31 Jul 07 Tuesday 
Don't you run away (song 1)
written by: Corey Sweeney
Performed by: The Thrown



Wait because the sun is about to set
Across the horizon
I wait in the fields of black
For you to run into my arms
I'll wait here for you forever
Or however long it takes
I will cherish this, however
I will never let it die

I'll hold your hand as we walk into
A desolate and deserted land
I feel the coldness in your palm
Don't let go or drop my hand

Run into the darkness
Or run into my arms
Don't you hold out
Don't you run away
You fix the voices
Telling you to leave
Don't you hold out
Don't you run away

I'll hold you
I'll make the demons go away

Run into the darkness
Or run into my arms
Don't you hold out
Don't you run away
You fix the voices
Telling you to leave
Don't you hold out
Don't you run away

Wait for me because the sun is about to set
On the horizon
I wait in the fields of black
For you to run into my arms
I'll wait here for you forever
Or however long it takes
I will cherish this, however
I will never let it die