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Always a pleasure to write freely about whatever I want. Those who keep interested known or unknown continue to read and keep interest. Whatever the reason maybe I continue writing. As a matter of fact in order to write so much I need to accumulate material over a period of time, which is why my blogs are so spaced, from the last blog I wrote... not much has changed however just like the seasons the cliche of 'change' is around the corner once again. Of course me being who I am I continue steadfast just like being in a canoe in a smoothing flowing river. I just let it go where ever it takes me... of course I have to remember to stop and "eat at joe's." Having this train of thought you could almost say that my mind is completely clear and free to do whatever... however just like dawn and dusk I have my bright and dark moments. Currently I have passed a dark moment with the biggest thing of all my future....

Life has its ways of saying 'your a lucky bastard' or 'your a dipshit you cock take that!' As always I continue to fumble with either, 2 years after briefly falling down into the pits of .... Mt. St. Helens nearly killing myself and feeling pretty stupid as it happened, I'd have to say I have recovered quite nicely as always it's still a work in progress. When I say work in progress... here's what I mean. For two months now I've just been scratching my balls and calling it a day 2 hours after it's began. why? Another nasty habbit I always go with and can do without, I'd like to call this "PROCASTINATION." Yes it's an evil word, big, mean and awfully stupid looking for describing someone who is lazy and waits till the last minute. I'll let you know when I actually do something about that.. (never.)

Now about me being 'lucky? or being a 'cock' what am I referring to? Here's a good blip try going "Felony" speed and slowing down just before seeing a cop. (More than once.) Driving too fast in a fantasy world... or not getting fired for being myself at my current job. I've had a few reality checks every now and then so I better continue doing well rather than worse. I'm too tired to pull examples out of my ass but I'll say this, I'm very lucky. I'm just lucky to be alive ....

Moving on my car is slowly receiving love. Lucky bastage she gets more than I do. Thanks to a certain friend of mine, It can play music! I have other shit in stock for it so look out have some NISMO Rice.

Under 2 weeks I will be A+ certified so i can find a job in something I'm already doing just fine at. Instead of working as a Donkey from who knows where the heck from for some evil corporation that sounds like the 'wally.' I have better things to do... just wish me luck actually finding something around here. I guess it's time to move huh??! =p oh jeez.

Finally before I depart I'd like to say thanks for reading, anyone who bothered to read this far should message me sometime, I'd like to know how your doing. Interaction with the readers is quite nice. Once again thanks for reading and damn I don't care how 'bugged' this car is I want one! Here are the blokes at Top Gear having a GO with Dat... I mean nissans new budget rocket? I don't know about 90k being budget but.. whatever. peace!

Hello again, I'm back writing another blog for the small masses that are able to read my blog. I usually make these blogs available to YOU my friends who have me on this myspace list of ..... "efriends." I couldn't come up with a more fitting term so I will refer to you all as E FRIENDS (some of you of course i know in person take no offense still <3 all of you ok?) Now enough of the disclaimer it's rattling me more than the gaseous dinner i had last night. As you have so far notice the tone and style of these blogs are slowly changing... so slow I don't think any of you have fuckin noticed haha, well except for one person she knows who she is and shall remain name less. Moving on I've had a slow few weeks since that last cheery blog i wrote where I sounded like I just got laid before writing it. (Gosh that sounds good right about now.) Now onward with this piece of... thing.

How much have I been picking my nose since last time?

A lot, I have been doing absolutely nothing, why? Gas for my car is $4.70 a fucking gallon since I last filled up two days ago. You think I can afford a life outside of my house? please. I'd rather get sucked off by a skanky whore for the price it takes to fill my shit full of "Petrol" as they call it in Britian (that also sounds pretty good actually.) that of course is beside the point. Whether it be the change in weather, my over confidence about doing everything at last minute or everything else I have indeed become lazier. No way around it, I'm closer to being a couch potato... that gets up and goes to work 5 days a week. Nothing has changed much in this arena other than I'm looking for another job, certified or not I'll muscle my way in. I'll even squeeze some tits... to get in, and you know I wont so thats why you decided to laugh. Get off these!!@$% Kidding I need to calm down.

Current plans?

I'm slowly trying to find people that need their PC's fixed for $$$ of course. It was my 2nd job at some point in my life before I decided to "throw it away." I was making decent money too. Fuck why did i just become a dumbass instead of a silicon pirate. Moving onward my first computer that I fixed this week has Windows Vista loaded on it, as most new machines do now. I have to say.... I'm not impressed. Yeah It looks better but looks and function didn't exactly work well in this Windows ME decendant of Windows. Don't even ask me about performance it's rather lacking for my first look at this OS. I'll work with it as much as I can over the next 72 hours I'll be stuck with it, because unfortunately this probably wont be the last Windows Vista based machine that I'll have to "troubleshoot." Just to smack Vista in the face Ubuntu 8.04 looks like Keyra Augustina and if anyone knows who that is it says a lot. Vista mean while looks like a 15 year prostitute in Rosarito, Mexico looking to give sexual favors in return to have free passage in to the United States. I wont rant on about how shitty or expensive Microsoft products are, instead I'll tell you about how I will learn to deal with this OS and start some video projects pretty soon, if not I'll hop into photography.

Before I forget I'm almost read to make that big trip across the state to look for "adventure" if you know the details of this you know what I'm talking about.... 1 phrase describes the mode of transportation on this trip. "Toyota Prius." I'll elaborate on a later blog.

It's been serious time at my house, the whole family is working to improve our lives as so have I. It is a long journey so we have a long road ahead, I'm looking at my future everyday. I'm trying to shake of the habits of wasting time playing CSS by fixing somones computer instead, or cleaning my room, washing my car, or fuck an emo ridden girl who just needs some love and attention. Anyway you look at it, it works out. As you can tell I'm still up to the same bloody bullshit with changes going along the way... well that's about it, I really wanted to write to this blog to get shit out of my system and of course inform the lovely groups of people who actually read this blasted thing time to time. Hopefully it entertained you for a few seconds.... well there you have it... that's everything I have for the moment, of course I can't finish this blog off with something that really either A) pissed me off B) annoyed me or C) I wanted to complain about it anyway.

We'll call these complaints "GRIPES."

Grip 1
Gas is pissing out of my ASS it hurts man when will it end....

Grip 2
Windows Vista has more dialoge boxes and options than a 3 nippled hooker with two legs and a very large vagina she just wants to you to slide it in at the expense of giving you an STD.

Grip 3
My car has rips wear and tear. Dirty engine bay a HUGE hit and run dent, and 20 mpg in the city.

Grip 4
Vagina?

Grip 5
The mouse on this Dell Inspiron 1526 sucks my nuts.

Grip 6
Online Counter Strike players that I'm not friends with are ANNOYING Leaving me random messages .... A simple message flood will fix that.

You get the picture...

Time for a brew

<3

romE-

That's a huge title for a blog I might say. Of course it is of importance...

I have reached another turning point in life that life has been trying to teach me. It's hard to do some times, it really is, sometimes I'd like to plea the 5th... but we all know how that works, I feel I'm still self incriminating myself in some way shape or form. Fact of the matter is that I need to start accepting the facts, what could have happened never happened, and I did not allow myself to accept "it" as it was. Patience is a virtue that I have not yet perfected, I'm only human I will never perfect it but I can live an ideal existence on what I know to be right. Seeing the bigger picture I know I have done right, but also I have fumbled much a long the way, but this fumbling has allowed me to learn and mature like great tasting wine. Time will tell what "taste" I will sense on the next "test." It's easier said than done but I have finally learned to let go and take the next step in my maturing. It's a long road ahead... We shall see where that leads.

romE-

Finally the years over; yes I am talking about 2007. This year was the year where the bubble bursted, from our nations economy to my own psychie. (if that is even spelled right.) The whole year was spent, lost in my own bubble of shame, Yes I am ashamed of many of the actions I took in the year 2007. Most of them are self explanatory to those who know me well, of course for those who don't well that's a touchy subject...looking at the bigger picture that just leaves one question doesn't it? How am I feeling towards myself now? What am I going to do to correct the mistakes of my own stupidity? As I've been told in the past mistakes are part of living.

I'll deal with my "situations" as they arise, but what am I trying to get at with this blog? what is the point of even writting this? It's to make clear mostly to myself that even though 2007 was a failure of a year, 2008 will lead ... no I will make sure that I make positive results. Failure is not an option it's only motivation to not continue the path I had been taking... I need to wake up and get out of the bubble I had been cacooned in, because it's not there anymore. Time's going by and I wont just sit here to become old, fat and miserable.

This random blog of Jibbersh will make sense come December 31st 2008.

romE-

How hard was this???

Not that hard

Overview of hardware?
1 Dell Inspiron 2100 ultraportable laptop:

Why the weird title? Because even i wonder about myself sometimes its quite apparent that I sometimes don't have a clue where I'm going or what I'm doing... example I get home from work and plan to relax and play counter strike, yet rather I turn on the computer and do something else such as... watch the discovery channels show "man vs wild." With that crazy brit that tries to educate us on how to survive anywhere.

So this is how I interpret myself

If my brain was a GNU/Linux installation this is how my "hard drive would look like"

My brain = hda0 = 1 tb (terabyte 1024 gigabytes)

/home/romeo/ (all files and directories)

attention span (empty)
smut ( 250 gigs)
horny (269 gigs)
My cruel Intentions (50 gigs)

Remainder is free space....

I'm sad comparing myself to a computer.

Other great news I will be divorced officially sometime in June of 2008.
(finally fuck... Let that shit go too long)

I've also been more productive during my time from getting off work to going to sleep. 9pm to 2am I study ...whether its for my A+ exam, wireless exploitation, PSP mods, xbox mods, or learning this wonderful distribution of Ubuntu Linux... I love this operating system; I only use Windows XP to play my games (such as Counter Strike) and when I use it, I feel like I want to shoot myself just waiting for it to boot. Its like watching old people fuck... slow and sloppy. (Not that I have watched the elderly fuck but this is what I would imagine it to be.)


Over all I'm doing great, getting on my feet, divorce filed and some how a lot of my former co-workers knew about my divorce before I could say anything. Actually I had planned to keep it on a need to know basis; rather ask me and I'll tell you but guess that went out the window. Since y'all reading this, now you know... can't wait till my tax return fuck!

Well thats all for now take care
thanks for reading

romE-