Whining is one of the primary uses of blogs!
Enough with this review stuff.. it's time to lament.
I'm SO sad :(
Here's my story.
I was going to do a little photo shoot for this amazingly talented artist. He was sending in cover art to a magazine. He had this really cool idea to.. actually..you know.. since he hasn't done it yet.. I should probably keep it to myself.
Anyway.. it was a really cool idea.
I was going to be able to make my own costume.. a very cute pouffy dress! And I had picked out some "sparkly red platform shoes of happiness" and was very elated at the opportunity of doing this.
However...
The magazine which it was for is called "Heavy Metal".
"I" thought hmmm.. not my genre of music... but I'm just going to be a chick used for graphics and such.. whatever.
( and I know all of you are already pointing and laughing because "Heavy Metal" magazine has nothing at all to do with music)
SO... I dropped into Reid's and picked up a mag... with my 3 year old... and leafed through one of their magazines. And was like..."oh dear".
I was introduced to the content of the magazine and had the epiphany that anime artists spend more time on nipples than they do on the poor little cartoons faces. hehe
Soooo I was faced with the decision.. I can be in control of my decency on the cover... but the inside can have just about anything in it.. as it's a sci-fi erotic/fantasy adult magazine. So I had to back out... and I feel like a flakey idiot doing that to him. He'll probably never talk to me again. :(
The artists that submit to this magazine are amazing.. like for the comic/story portions. I mean I'm not so big on the amount of boobs littered throughout... I mean I'm cool with boobs and all.. got a couple of my own.. we're cool.. but the magazine is heavily "endowed" with breastage and sexuality.
Being anti-'porn industry".. cartoon or otherwise.. I just thought it would be hypocritical for me to be even a potential canidate for a magazine that is fetish oriented.
No.. I'm not repressed.. no I'm not a prude.. no I'm not judging anyone regarding this topic.. I'm just not personally cool with it.
I can't locate a soap box so I'm not going to blog my inner most feelings on the topic.. the topic of the blog is my infinite sadness over not getting to work with an amazingly inspired artist.. design a cutesy pouf dress and have a valid excuse to buy sparkly red platform shoes!!
*whimper*