Mornings like this remind me of you...

 remind me of true happiness...when I had no real worries and if I did it was easily put behind me.. behind us.

I walked onto the belcony, the crisp morning air,  the sunrising,  the birds singing, the beautiful flowers that sarround my house lead me to a memory.

 I closed my eyes and I could see you, the sunlight warming your face, your smile, I could hear you laughing.. The feeling I used to get inside, deep inside in the pit of my stomach and at my fingertips when I looked at you.... I could feel once again.

I was so deep in tought I dropped my cup of tea on the hard tile floor. The noise echoed through my small neighbor hood. It brought me back to reality... Gaaaaawd I fucking miss you.

RIP my love