unanswered confessiondo i cross your mind the way you do mine?
do you realize how i feel by looking in my eyes?
can you tell how by my act on the outside?
is it obvious?
realizing my depth for this feeling i contain,
do you even feel the same?
yes or no? please no maybe's.
confusions in my head will say 'no, you'll never be my baby.'
is it in the way we touch?
holding tight when we hug.
maybe it's in our kiss;
the chemistry lingering like bliss.
shit, couldn't this be all in my head?
my optimistic side overtaking me;
emotions uncontrollably tired of lying to me.
yes we have this situation.
no feelings shown beyond pure emotion.
mine growing from innocent to dangerous.
hiding genuinely, how i feel for you.
i don't expect a future, but it's what i want.
it's probably not me that you think about,
the way i do you ...
so this is my confession; feelings I kept hiding from you.
i wasn't ready when we met,
emotionally mending from previous mishaps.
attempted to block my feelings at pure innocence.
asking you could you detach emotions,
because i was afraid i'd fall during our situation.
but it still happened unknowingly.
acting like a little girl inside when I'm next to you.
smiling from ear to ear just thinking of you.
heart racing when anticipating to see you.
getting uneasy at the possibility of another with you.
is it too late?
or am i like kat deluna just dreaming?
this is for you; my unanswered confession.
©15feb2009.
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is losin' it.