I have been upgrading, to say the least... I want to think "for the better" but we will see. A few thing that have changed are: my eyes, my music, and my emotional state, and my awareness.

I now currently have contact lenses instead of glasses, but for some reason this hasn't inspired me to take any new pictures. I usually take pictures with any style change and this time I've been left so uninspired (sp?) that I've just wanted to throw my camera. Maybe it's because I am seeing what other people are really seeing. ...The truth in apperance... I guess the funny part is that now at Subway I can actually tell the parmesan from the salt...lol!!

I have become close buddies with Victor and he has opened up my musical collection to new and greater bands such as Circa Survive and Chiodos! I believe now I have 1.8 GB on my itouch and not only that but I got a converter for my homofictional movies like Shelter 2008 and other naughty films!!! YAY itouch porn!

 I feel that my friendship with Victor is becoming more and more important. I value him in my life right now, I just hope that he does not become another Ben...for his sake and mine!! We've done several casual things and my relationship with all of my friends has made me very happy, they make me enjoy myself and slowly forget / look over the things that make me unhappy. I guess that could also be attributed to the movies that I watch. Now that I don't have school I can put several things in the front of my priorities.

My pride and confidence is also growing. I've reached out on so many levels, and I guess it's now paying off. I feel as if I can now sense slight notions of gay-ness (word?). Well, I am happy, me and my man-purse and I <3 Twinks button (look it up!)... YAY Brokeback Mountain!

Since I have a new job that is right by the library I think I will start my dairy again...that way some of my friends that are'nt so close can actually know what's going on.

I guess the major developements would be my new job and the gift I gave myself, my new itouch.

In case you were wondering I work at the Subway on Paulding:

425 E Paulding Rd

I should be getting contact lenses tomorrow, if I like them I will keep wearing them and if that happens I will be taking new pictures.... I have to strike that pose again!!!

Well lets just say my life is pretty routine, I eat, go to work, go to the library, then after I eat and everyone is in bed I watch my movies...most being homofictional. I recently watched Brokeback Mountain and it was so moving that I cried over and over... It is one of my new favorites!!

I less-than-three Men!!

I have a LiveJournal, updated week-daily...lol!

>>kazuma-sama<<

I just put up the new profile, custom made by me, this morning... Tell me what you think!! If you would like tips, instruction or my code, hit me up and I'd be glad to assist!! =D

-kazu

I am going to be getting some more dvds to add to the collection soon... All of which will be anime!! lol! And I just uploaded a new self-pic... I need to update my page soon... Its so scrunched and non-organized, plus some of the pix have expired... I'll be getting to that!! Any suggestions, tell me!!

p/o dawg~

~kazu

*mini-update

I got my e-mail address back finnally... woot.. I thought I'd never get it back... YAYYYY~~~~

I've also made a new icq account, it's a stupid website but I found it and became a member... look to DA account for more info...

YAYYYYY~~~ I have my e-mail address back!!!!!!!!!

lol

-kazu-

*btw, if you didn't kno it's triad_kuro_yuki@yahoo.com ... thanks again for reading*

Yay today i got a yahoo instant messenger...woooooo. same as my e-mail...: triad_kuro_yuki

tell me yours??-

I just got a new aim service, and if you'd like to know, my screen name is: silas of light

!!woot!! I'm so happy, a new toy!

Tell me yours!

Well this is just a funny that someone called me and I think I'll share it with you...

So I was in class and they (students) were all saying bad things about one another and then suddenly I got thrown into the whole debate. So one of the girls said I was conceided(sp?) and I said no I'm not... and then another girl said that I act like Splenda..???.^.^ lol

At first it was confusing but now I get what she said she just ment that I was unique or maby she just thought I was fake? IDK, I am unique, but I just found it funny that someone could relate me with a food product. And since it hasn't came up anymore I just thought I'd share with you that I was called having the personality of Splenda*~

I use "I" a lot i kno...***

-kazuma