Habe mir Nepo Fitz (genau wieder ein Fitz ;) Spross von Lisa Fitz) beim "Karbarett New Star Festival" gesehen - mei war das ein Spaß. Kann ich nur empfehlen, hoffe bald mal das ganze Programm sehen zu können.

"Aus Ärger über angebliche jahrzehntelange Benachteiligung des nördlichen Bayerns haben unzufriedene Bürger aus der Region die „Partei für Franken“ gegründet. Die 51 Gründungsmitglieder wählten am Samstag in Bamberg den aus dem mittelfränkischen Roth stammenden Robert Gattenlöhner (53) zum Landesvorsitzenden. Die Partei strebt nach seinen Worten eine Teilnahme an der Landtagswahl 2013 an. Franken brauche eine stärkere wirtschaftliche Förderung. Ein eigenes Bundesland Franken werde vorerst aber nicht angestrebt."
www.bild.de 31.10.2009

mal ganz ehrlich liebe franken und ja ich bin auch einer - so schlecht geht es uns in bayern nicht...es könnte schlimmer sein. und ja wir sind "bayern" wenn es uns passt, ansonsten "franken" aber...man kann es auch übertreiben. und was soll der spruch, dass "vorerst" kein bundesland franken angestrebt wird? lächerlich..würde ich ohne hin nicht befürworten. ich mag bayern, ich fühl mich wohl hier...

...a free ride to the next hospital - found out yesterday that something is wrong with some of my nerves in my right hand - they are already degenerating. That's going to go over really well at work "Hey guys, I need to have surgery on my right hand and I'll be out for some weeks - see ya"
So for now I have to wear this funny thing - the doctor and I though first that it's just a case if CTS unfortunatley the tests revelead that it actually isn't...sigh some week...

Do you know those days when you wake up and you already have a funny feeling and you can't explain where it is comming from and then as the day goes on this feeling intensifies and you just KNOW something is going on and you don't like it and you're basically just waiting for the ball to drop? I have had such a day and the ball just dropped. The whole day my mood went from bad to worse to "get out of my way, leave me alone, don't talk to me, f*ck OFF" and NOW - NOW I know why and it scares me how much I knew this would pull me down again. Will I NEVER learn? God I can't stand myself at the moment....F*CK!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok I normally don't believe in horoscopes and things like that. I do believe that the sign we're born under has some kind of influence on us and usually I can tell by people's behavior what sign they are. In some ways I'm a typical leo, in others I'm not.
Anyway, what I wanted to say is, that I read at two different places that supposedly today is my lucky day. OK?! - OK if that's so then I already have a thing or two in mind that I really would like to happen. I know, it doesn't work that way, but wouldn't that be awesome? And I'm not even talking about playing the lottery here, minor things that could make a BIG change in my life.

So now I'll pack up and go to work and who knows - maybe something unexpected will happen ;) See ya!!!!

PS: you can really tell my the increase of blog entries lately that I finally have a life again...

...kind of god darn weather is that? Last week I was sweating in a T-shirt and today I was happy to have my gloves with me? So I like AUTUMN - what I don't like is going from summer to winter without having to fly somewhere first - this is so wrong - and unfortunately I won't get my winter tires onto my car for the next two weeks. I can only hope and pray that it won't freeze.

On anoter note though, during the summer I always had this on going discussion with three of my colleagues. I'm sitting across another woman at the window front and next to us we have two guys - in the summer they were always whining ;) (yeah I know guys never whine - but they actually DID) that it is too hot and that they want the AC switched on. No problem - I'm not too fond of sweating while working either BUT, the female colleague across from me was always cold. The problem was, the guys turned the AC so freaking cold..... the office is not supposed to be Antartica - know what I mean? But NOW that it's cold outside - it suddenly is TOO cold....now that's what I don't get and that might actually be one of those things again women not understanding men and vice versa BUT - my female colleague is always cold no matter the temperature actually, the guys usually are too hot ( and I don't mean it like it sounds, there are only a few guys that I'd define *hot* in THAT way ;) ) but the fact is now they are cold and I'm inbetween....no fun at all - try to get a decent temperature into that corner of office...it doesn't work....so we are having some interesting friendly discussions again....I love working with the guys but MAN....

PS: added on 2009-10-31 actually there's only one guy I'd define as *HOT* ;) F. find me!

Decision made - I won't be going to Melbourne next week. Friday morning I had my flight booked and was about ready to go and Friday afternoon it was decided that I won't fly - I don't care one way or the other Melbourne can be fun but not when flying there takes you about 30 hours, your work there will last about 48 hours and then you fly back - 30 hours again. If I ever go to Australia, I'd really like to stay there for a little while and get to see something.

So now I'll hopefully have the time to get everything in order again at work, be a part of the big business trip to Madrid in November and that's it for me then for this year. I don't plan on joining the trip to Chile in December - I really just want some time to myself again and don't work myself to the state of total exhaustion - basically enjoy life. I recently realized that I haven't finished a book in MONTHS! I can't believe it, I love reading so much but I can't finish any book, that's truly sad and a bit disturbing - I mean for some times I basically inhaled books and now it takes me forever to finish one single book.

It's really strange to have some time for oneself again - this is the first weekend in three weeks that I don't have to work and I honestly feel a bit weird about it - I feel kind of "useless" if that makes any sense? It's really strange, I mean don't get me wrong I could work, there's so much work to do at the moment that I really should work actually - but I can't go on like that - I need some time for myself.
What frustrates me the most about it though is that right now I'm basically working 200 % to cover maybe 70 % of work with a lot of gaps inbetween - gaps that'll catch up with me eventually - but there's just so much work you can do. Last three weeks my work day started at around 7 am and ended at midnight - including weekends - the first "break" I had was my flights from Orlando to Washington, from Washington to Frankfurt and from Frankfurt to Budapest last week Wednesday and then Friday morning last week - but it was still all work related travel. I like my job but there are currently moments....*no comments*

So now I will have some days off starting next Wednesday. And then on Thursday two friends will come by and stay for a few days. Yet I already know that I'll receive calls from work, so no rest there.

On another note - I recently ended up on one of those forum pages that I used to frequent - surprisingly my account still works though I won't need it any more. Curiosity got the better of me and started reading through some of the stuff - what the hell was I thinking back then and why? I didn't look for any stuff that I posted back then but the biggest question I really have is "WHAT THE F*** WAS I THINKING?" and another note "I TOLD YOU SO - LOSER!"

Now it looks like I'll be heading to Australia in two weeks no idea which city though - geez lol And then in November Madrid...some year lol

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So as unbelievable as it might sound I finally had real luck for my flight today to Orlando. When checking in the guy at the counter asked if I wanted an upgrade to first class – BUT I would have had to pay for it with my miles – so no way – business is fine – when my colleagues and myself wanted to board the plane we suddenly received the message that we were assigned new seats – and guess what FIRST CLASS BABY – without having to pay with my miles. It’s really strange but I LOVE it and I better not get used to it lol the only thing is the personnel always wants to chat with you even if you don’t want to. It’s their job, so it’s fine, yet…geez it’s strange to be treated like you’re special.

Of course I can’t sleep no matter how much space I have – I really should but we’ll land in a few hours – I’m writing this on the plane and upload it later. My body is tired to the bones but my mind just doesn’t shut up – it has been like that for weeks – can’t be that healthy.

Orlando will be stressful but that’s the job I wanted – so I’ll deal with it.

On Wednesday I will now arrive back from the States at around 5 am and I will fly out to Budapest in the evening at 5 pm so I have decided to drive home in between. I really don’t want to hang around the airport for 12 hours, lounge access or not. This way I can re-pack my suitcase and take a shower, maybe even take a nap.

I will also find out this weekend if I’ll fly out to Singapore in October – cross your fingers – Singapore would be cool.