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Friday, July 24, 2009 
beaux yeux et la lumière de plaisir, de l'autre côté de la rivière, il m'a fait frémir comme vous le savez, je dois vous avouer m'a en quelque sorte dans le plus petit i im ya toujours l'espoir, même si j'ai oublié
Friday, July 24, 2009 

Current mood:  nostalgic
 placed in my hands
the river i dream about opens and expands
i was or might still be very foolish far from schoolish. I hate being a tool, you think 
we alllllllllllllllz special.
place yourself in my amuzement cee me like i do.
i forever mess up i was afraid of him, my dreamz screamed no, but i dont gotta alwayz follow my dreamz, you learn in time it seems
time is not enough in certain a certain light things how they have changed in1.5yrs...
i think i gotta give it up to you, fav net friend you were dear to me tho far away always u felt near to me, like a tear to me.
clown,wino,roads, expectations, 'premeditated resentments' ja know they show
i lived in a egg shaped house him on the other side of the river poached in his window we could comunicate with our eyes that always true tho full of lies, we had thisbeautiful thing
him and me swimming in our sea meeting half way floating with eachother smilling willing
inncoence it felt till the dark part kicked in, i always wondered why i remember it so vivid cuz it had significance, back to my dream ( u always wanted to read me write about a guy, well its u and i hope you get to) on his side of the lake watching me while another attacks from behind, beautiful eyes delighted and light up, on the other side of the river, it made me quiver like you do now, i gotta admit you got me somehow. in the smallest way i hope im there forever, even if i forget u. and i think i got to. itz better for you i think
im not a normal cat, to wild for you hey dont frown you know thatz tru.
i wanted you to say it was my fault, i thought you would one day give me blame, i wanted it, some shame to know maybe i was a pang or even a reality for you for a moment or two.
or 3,4,5,6 maybe 7?
 i dont know if you know it was a mistake leaving you there for him the show, mr man who i loved and love but will never come for me, jo, thats the diff tho, i love him, but coulda loved you. i coulda loved you, your in love with me, famous words, i later found out came from some mental case cat you met instead of me, well befor n after came this, i wish i could be your friend i wish i could wanna meet you and not get drunk on wine and dance and lay beside those arms or play with your back, its never been more then just a day or two, im sad to know its not gonna happen.
dogs  here in my life. dont matter much to me. i never give it up, always a reason to wait it dont have to complicate, or be complicated dogs  dont  dothat  fuck off fast i when i make beatz i want them to last.
i wanted to paint you even for a day or 2
dance in the gras
s never sleep lying around like the cat u saw, moving
statues.. god i realize i mizz u mizter it too late i think to wonder anymore i give that part up to my subconcious now you can live in my river in my reacuring dream
Monday, June 29, 2009 


es triste cuando no puede hablar con alguien sin sentirse mal
su más triste aún cuando usted no quiere sentirse triste, pero es una cuestión de confianza
y los celos es una enfermedad que la historia se repite de esa manera ....
te marcada.
Monday, October 06, 2008 
Dont count on heaven or hell.
You're dead. That's it. Adieu. Farewell.
Eterninty awaits? Oh, sure!
It's Putrefaction and Manure
And unrelenting Rot,Rot,Rot,
as you regress, from Zoo. to Bot.
I'll Grieve, of course,
Departed wife,
That's Grieving's never
Lengthened Life
Or coaxed a single extra Breath
Out of  Body touched by Death.
 
  -from "Offcuts" by
 Sherwin Stephens
 
Saturday, August 23, 2008 

Donnez-moi de quoi tenir tenir
Je ne veux pas dormir dormir
Laissez-moi voir venir le jour...
Notre vie à deux s'arrete donc la
Dans les grandes plaines des peines à jouir
D'une vie qui ne veut plus rien dire
J'espere ne plus jamais faire souffrir quelqu'un
Comme je t'ai fait souffrir
Je n'etais qu'un mauvais presage
On s'est aimé
Puis vint l'orage
Moi qui aimais tellement ton sourire...
J'espere ne plus jamais faire souffrir quelqu'un
Comme je t'ai fait souffrir
Pouquoi pourquoi même quand les gens s'aiment
Il y a, il y a, toujours des problemes?
Fallait pas qu'on se connaisse
Fallait pasqu'on soit deux
Fallait pas se rencontrer et puis tomber amoureux
Notre vie à deux s'arrete donc là
La où les dieux ne s'aventurent pas
Moi qui aimais tellement ton sourire...
Pourquoi, pourquoi, même quand les gens s'aiment
Il y a, il y a, toujours des problemes?
Moi qui aimais tellement ton sourire
Je n'entends plus que tes soupirs
J'espere ne plus jamais faire souffrir
Quelqu'un comme je t'ai fait souffrir
Moi qui aimais tellement ton sourire
Je n'entends plus que tes soupirs...
Donnez-moi de quoi tenir tenir
Je ne veux pas dormir dormir
Laissez-moi voir venir le jour...
Il est minuit à Tokyo
Il est cinq heures au Mali
Quelle heure est-il au paradis?

- Manu Chao

Friday, July 11, 2008 
Theres ants in my house, they appear only when the cat foods out.
Thursday, February 07, 2008 
waiting for the train its quiet as the snow falls
 i spot this cat spotted white and black
walkin along the fence we make eye contact
 for a moment i smile
 the cat walks over to me
i put out my hand so he/she can smell me
 then pet the cat for a minute or 2
till someone else aproached an the cat bolted away,
 ' how did you do that?' somebodys ask,
 i respond ' im a crazy cat lady'
Tuesday, January 08, 2008 
ring in the new year
ringing in my ears
another one goes
another one knows
what i am
who are you
you are who
me im you
little by little
it slowly comes
back into view
lust fuck screw
where am i
is it down
is it up
around around around
stormy weather ahead
reaking head havoc
ringing in cheer
ringing in beer
belly dancing
rollin on floors
there always deported
or unatanable
like elvis in bell bottoms
like cavemen buffed
with brains & all
 on a boat
floating on rocks
moving slow
to get to the water
 
 
 
Friday, November 02, 2007 
lie
lie is
lie is everything
in truth
how de we know
what we beleive in
any way?
how do we know
who
we
are
defenseless to change
every minute
i
am
someone
else.
lie
lie to it
lie to yerself
i was walking
i lied today
walk right by
like nothing to say
sweet love is true
sweet anything but is
just for you
i didnt know myself
i still dont
its like a
little
itsy
bit
of faith you gotta beleive
in something you dont know.
something you dont know
no show
till we meet the maker
will we meet the maker?
its all insanity
whats good
whats bad
whos a friend?
like made up with the wrong shade
how do you get enlightened?
i ask this after one
longs ass brain fart.
like when with someone you admire
im all over the place
forget who i am
shit im just as confused as you.
goodness
is light it shines through .
so its a big ball of
confessions
lost
confusion
so many questions
Thursday, November 01, 2007 
celebrate the dead.