Hey peeps.

I am super sorry. I dont even get on myspace anymore. I am a total facebook addict.

Anyway for those of you who dont know, Aubrie Grace Marie Dickey Joined us July 6, 2009 at 8:59 am.  She weighed 8lbs 15oz.  Like almost two weeks late. She takes after mommy.  Pictures are posted, but i know you all have seen those already.

That second baby really changes everything. As much as my life was a zoo before it's a full on fest here all the time.  I wouldnt change it for the world.  The national guard has been a nice detour, I am working on getting accepted into Austin Peay State University, I am transferring from Columbia Southern so I can enroll in the ROTC Program with APSU. That and its the only school I know where you can yell "LETS GO PEAY" and it be funny. After I complete ROTC I have every intent on going back to active duty as 2LT Dickey. Tee hee. Thats hilarious. And I warn you...if you got in my way in the past and I come across you...oh ya..ima getcha. 

Moving on, I recently almost died that was fun. NOT.  I went to Maryland for a Guard School and while there I started having a time breathing. So I drove myself to the closest ER.  After waiting an hour, I get to see the doctor who promptly sends me to get an MRI.  Upon which I am told that I had a blood clot in my right lung..and that I was lucky to still be alive. (Being that I walked around like that for 3 days!)  After the MRI I was admitted and stayed there for 3 days hooked up to all kinds of IV's and other shit.  It was SCAAARRY.  NO worries though I'm home now (obviously) and on blood thinners for a minimum of 6 months. 

In the meantime my contract for post has ended so I am just chillin out living my life.  I intend on deleting my myspace totally very soon.   And moving to facebook of course! So follow me or dont! HA!

I gotta run..just wanted to throw out this update.

Hey Everyone!
Kevin hasnt voted but I am accepting First Girl Name Suggestions! Keep in Mind the last name is Dickey! Love YOU GUYS! VOTE!
Ava
Natalie
Brianna (Bri)
Lauren
Jocelyn
Bailey
Brylee
Jocelyn
Riley
Aubrey (Bre)
Megan* (Meg_ I can deal with this but i dont really like
Paige
Claire
Kameron, Kamryn...(Kami)
Camille (Cami)
Lucy
Ciara
Rosalie (Ros)
Mallory
Kiera
Whitney
Vivian
Elise
Madelinem (Maddie)
Sadie
Jaelyn
Kadence (Kady)
I know that Breanna will vote for her name, but I've always liked it!

As would life would hand it to me, 2009 will be the most different year of my life.  In case you havent heard i am pregnant with our second child, a girl, due June 29th!  This tuesday the 21st of January is my last day of active duty military service.  I haven choosen to leave for many reasons, primarily just so I am more available to braeden and the upcomming addition.  I am leaving with an Honorable Dischage. I did complete what I said I was going to complete. But moving on I basically just want my children to know that no matter what I will be here with them.  I have been given a lot of negative feedback from the army community here at fort campbell, but everyone's situation is different. So whatever its my life! For those of you who have been supportive and seen what i've been through this past year, thank you. I love you guys so much and you are considered family!   I did enlist in the KY National Guard and it was a sweet deal.  My home unit is in independence KY so this means that for atleast one weekend a month for the next 3 years I will be in the NKY area. Hopefully I'll get to see some of you more often now.  I really miss home. I have made clarksville my home, but nothing is better than goin to the old stomping grounds, well that and Skyline Chili! :P  Anyway I am super excited about this new start.  I start a job with TEK Systems out of Nashville on tuesday as well! So pumped that finally i will wear cute clothes, have cute hair and get to wear what I want after 6 years!!!! At the same time I plan on finishing my degree. 
Kevin is gone again, he left about two weeks go for Iraq.  I miss him terribly and it has been a struggle to help braeden understand where Daddy went.  And while my heart is broken for both kevin and braeden they will make it through this tiny speedbump.  I just tell braeden that daddy is at work and we look at pictures and watch videos of daddy almost everyday.  We are very proud of kevin and will support him until the end.  ( Love you sweetie!)
Other than that life is what it is: Life. It goes on.  I just hope the next months go quickly!  Thats pretty much all i got for now!
xoxxoxooxox

If you ask me how long I'll love you, my answer is forever.

Until my last breath, until my heart stops and beyond. That's forever.

My love is unconditional. You are my true love. I truly believe you were hand selected just for me. And I thank God everyday for you.

I am an independant person, but every person has needs. More than anything, I need you. You are as essential to me as air to my lungs.

. We will push through, I will hold your hand, or hold you up whichever is neccessary in order for us to make it. You can count on me not to leave you.

I just wanted you to know. I want everyone to know you are mine. And I will fight for you. I've always fought for you...and I dare anyone to attempt to interupt our life together. Injury to said person will then be imminent.

It's soulmate or cell mate babe....either way we will be together...and this will make us stronger. 

xoxxoxxxxoxxxoxxoxox

 

First and foremost let me say that I am officially laughin my ass off at myself.

My cocky self took the day off work. Which is kinda a funny story..

See what had happened was.....

My alarm went off but I said "fuck it" and turned that bitch off. Braeden woke me up at around 7:30 ( at this point I had already missed pt so WOO). I called my babysitter and let her know I'd be late.  I dropped Braeden off around 8:30 and thats when it hit me! Im already fucked I might as well make a day out of it! I then asked for a sick slip for baby B. Since Kev is gone if Braeden is "sick" he cant go to daycare... no daycare and sick baby = no work for mommy. So i got my slip took it over to work dropped it off and then went home.  I changed into my jammys. I cleaned my house, did some college and then went and got my hair done. THATS RIGHT BITCHES I PULLED A FAST ONE. AND THEIR WASNT SHIT THEY COULD DO ABOUT IT!!! HAHAHAHAH. Best fuckin day of my life. I'm gonna do this shit all the time until I get out.

Most of the people in my unit are cool. I got no issues. But If I got beef with ya, you already know. So Ima say this now: "I'm about to get out..and If i were you, Id stay the hell outta  my way... **COUGHS* S-6. I need to put this out there in the world, I am sick and tired as fuck of babysitting people that have more rank than me. If you dont know what the fuck you are doing then dont ask me. And if it continues I swear to god I will ensure that your life sucks for the rest of the time I am a Soldier...I have my ways. I'll be laughin when y'alls shit starts disappearing from the network. You two are in charge not me,......so damn it...run your dog and pony show but this bitch has taken off her collar and her leash. Learn your damn job.

Everyone else, I heart you.

Just needed to vent..

but hahahhahaha I was off today...and am debating another fast one, half day tommorow...muuuuuuah!

Looking forward to the next awesome day.

xoxxoxxxoxoxox

lou

So I think the last time I actually blogged on this deal I was in a bad spot in life.

As luck would do it, things got better.

I guess you could say that I got smart and thought to myself:

You are an addict to issue and the first step to a cure is admission. Followed by severe theraphy ( chocolate theraphy) and detox.

It has been a long summer.

Kevin returned home safe, braeden had a birthday, I planned and destroyed an entire wedding....( DONT ASK unless you want a HILARIOUS story), got rid of some people in my life that were toxic and have just had a great time.

Most recently I participated as a Camp Counselor for an "Operation Purple Camp" as a counselor.  This camp was for all kids who had atleast one parent deployed no matter what branch of service they were in.

I cant lie I had a great time. It was probably one of the highlights of my year. I met some awesome people (SARA! LUV YA CHICK) and a few others that we are still struggling to pull a radio out of their hands ( Just kidding Ed). The camp itself changed me...and had a lasting impression. Kinda made me think it was time to quit this life in which I suffer from battered womens sydrome ( again if you ask it I'll explain it, but for you civi's you wont find it that funny).

That being said I'm thinkin its time for a career change. Kevin is leaving me again this weekend.....woohoo. NOT

And My mom and I havent spoken in 3 weeks.....( Zachary I miss you call your big sister or you are gonna be grounded)

Other than that life is business as usual. I know some of you are feeling neglected some of you deserve to be neglected as you only come and find me when you need a good friend....frankly to you I say "F**K Off." Your fair weather friendship is not welcome.

The rest of you rule and I love ya. Stay Patient and I'll hopefully get back to my usual my space junkie self.

Hugs

Lou

The nerve of some people in this world is outrageous. I mean I give myself props for being a "ballsey" type girl but GRR... ok ok let me back up just a bit.

So my night would go as follows...

Lindsay the "recovering flu victim"  lent her car to a guy at work so he could drive back and forth from school.  I recently discovered that homeskillet didnt have a license, just a Ky permit. That being said I decided that a smart thing to do would be to get my car back.

So i told him to drive it over to my house and I would pick him up here then take him back to the B's.  This was at 4:30pm  he was supposed to be here at 6:30. At 6:33 he calls to say hes on his way...but ya never shows and gives me some quick run on explanation that he "fucked up" while mentioning a cop was behind him and then proceeded not to answer his phone for over an hour!!! Which would make me think all hell something is up. I then decide to drive around a bit to see if I can find either my car or him and a copl...either way... after about an  hour or so and me missing My Movie ( THAT IVE BEEN TRYING TO SEE FOREVER) being the bright girl that I am I decide to drive back to the living quarters of said retard to discover my car!!! With mist on my windshields an indicator that my car hadnt moved...oh and the car temp was flat. Usually right after I drive it * within an hour or so* after I turn it on it'll heat up faster...ya nothing.  The best part is he's sending me a text message * stating that he's on his way back to post* Oddly enough I find it hard to be heading back to post...IN MY CAR, WHEN IM SITTING IN IT YOU DUMBASS!

No to mention the fact two days ago that with a fever of 101.7 im running around * BABY IN TOW* tryin to help him get his shit straight for air assault school, all this because he's a fellow Soldier. And how do I get repaid...by getting shit on.

I dont understand this: I go out of my way for you, why wouldnt you return that same kindness and why lie to me>> I hate that shit. But again no one is perfect..im just like WTF!!!

Im done helping Soldiers and or people. I have a child to worry about and if your life sucks thats on you. 
GRRRRRRRRRR

ok ok im done. just needed to vent. THE NERVE OF SOME PEOPLE!!

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My little brother let me steal this from him. I thought it was interesting.

The object of this little "game" is to try to identify a person soley on their actions, NO descriptive details can be given about a person. No gender (He, She, Lady, Man, etc)I don't know if it will but give it a try and try to guess who I'm talking about
READY?

1- Everyone has someone to laugh about, think about, to cry about,  yes its true...for me its you. -Jason

2- Your are the cornbread mutha f**ker that makes me laugh daily, thank you. -Danny

3-  Next to my mom, you are always there when I need you. You have had my back thru thick and thin, we have done so many things together and I woulnt know what I would do without a friend like you. Even though I know we drive each other crazy. -James

4- I love you more that anything in this world! Even more than chocolate, things just havent been the same since you've been around. You are worth every sacrifice that I've had to make. But in the end you know I'll always be here for you, and I'll killl anyone that EVER tries to hurt you. AND MY FAVORITE PART: I love you!  - Braeden

5-  I find it hysterical that I had to go to a completely different country to meet you, it was lust at first sight! Seems that no matter how far apart we are sometimes, you are like linked into my brain. I've changed so much because of you and what I've learned about life just from spending time with you. I cant wait to see you. - Kev

6- We have a very love-hate relationship, we have been together for a little over 4 years. You can be so harsh and controlling. On the other hand I deal with you because not a lot of people no how to handle you as a result my life is this way because of you. But I STILL HATE YOU MOST OF THE TIME!!!! - Uncle Sam...AKA the army

7- I'll never forget the Britney Spears days, Ooops I did it again...lmao..I've never seen a kid dance like that. But omg, you are something special and I cant wait to see where you end up. Just know that I'll always be a phone call away if you need me.  - Zach

8-  Ducks in the Hood! 4 Life. I cant believe that after all this time we still talk. Not as much as Id like to, as I missed out on all of your high school days, but I blame my parents and GCHS...I would have traded my days as a Brave to be one of you!  You have a beautiful family, and Im so excited that you are adding a new addition.... - Bre

9- I respect you for all you have done for me, but i dont love you. You can be very toxic to everyone around. Go see a doctor.... -cant tell

10-  I really feel like you use me, and its very fucking annoying. I feel sorry for you at times, because you have never learned how to grow up. You have a kid, master the art of being a parent and quit running to mommy and daddy everything something doesnt go your way. IT DRIVES ME NUTS! GROW UP! -this would really hurt someones feelings so im leavin it blank too.

Ok Im done. Im gonna wait to see what the comments for this one are..then i'll edit this and repost the answers! Get thinkin!