Cut right above your chest and rip that heart out. Why set yourself up for heart break. People in this world can run you over in a car and leave you behind. Sad I know, only so many people out in this world that actually care for one and other. Walking down a side walk and I will do whatever it takes to help a stranger out. Why? I have no clue. Is it the way I believe in God? But why do I feel like I’m one of a few in my believe that feels that way. Just because you don’t believe in “him” don’t mean I have the right to turn my nose, like others do. I feel I have to be nice every second of the day (which I’m not 24/7 I am human). Yes, and I do. My friends can tell you I’m too nice, that I tended to trust people to much be for I know them. I do, and I’m never going to complain.
Another thing, I never truly talk bad about people. When I’m all up in fire and rage I talk of “why” how could they do that, Please give me a good smack in the face I know there been one time I can say I have talk bad about someone and it bugs me to this day. Another thing, I can’t lie. Yes I’m bad at it and I’m truly glad that I can’t lie. For some reason, if I lie and it goes a little far in the end I get caught. No use right?
Beat it down then cut it up. Look real close and see that everyone has some good in them. Some take a more of a wait but you will see it shine threw. I believe in that so much, but sometimes the wait will tear you down fast then you can say cheese ball.
What sucks worse than coming to the end of your lollipop, it’s for some that think they can run me over. I can see right through you. No lie, I know the ones that hate me. I know the ones that talk bad about me. We are not perfect, so you talking horribly bad about me you’re just a bridge that I will never cross again. There a pointer, if I know from my heart that you treat me bad and don’t talk about me nicely I will walk away. So much people out in the world, why do I have to put energy in to your always negativity?
Love, is really just a word. I hear it so much that the world could feed off it for one day. My feelings has been crush, my heart has stop for that brief second, from one guy that build me my perfect little city then destroy it with his second nature. Watching something you help build for some many year then allowing it to tumble is one of the worst things in the world. Every lives on love, I don’t care what you say. They will even go and live on the generic brand if they must called lust. I had a second calling to rebuild that city I one love, but why take the chance building it again, this time I know my ground is not trust worthy? I walk away, I went a build towns and watch them tumble. I notice a small factor that every time I build in my head I know what is going to work for me and what will fall.
Like I said love is just a word, a banner in front of the opening street. It will not hold up that city. Finding “him” will let me build sky scrapers, and right now I’m on one. ^….^ .
Saying- I always go into love… lol hope you enjoy my boredom blog. ^///^ Hey it don’t have to piece to gather lol