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Last Updated: 7/15/2009

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Status: Single
City: Minneapolis
State: Minnesota
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/27/2006

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Friday, April 24, 2009 

So it's been ages since I've posted a blog, or even connected with people on MySpace.

It's been a tough year, from break-ups, to lost jobs, and dealing with health problems. It has taken all my energy, so I've made some personal radical decisions.

It's time to leave the land of fairies, and go back to the heartland. So with my cd in my pocket, I'm going back home to Minneapolis to re-group and take a much needed rest from never-never land. Songwriting is such a big part of who I am, I can't be truly happy unless I'm writing, performing and constantly recording new music.

Thanks so much for your support and feedback so far: I'll be in touch soon, with more detailed news and plans.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 
 When you live in Los Angeles, you run into just about every star 
imaginable. After a while, the magic fades away and seeing
celebrities becomes the norm. However every once in a while you
meet someone who truly defines the word "Movie Star", and I've been 
obsessed with "Old Hollywood" for as long I can remember, watching 
old black and white movies as a kid, and always feeling like I was 
born in the wrong time.
 
I use dress up in these old vintage gowns at school during recess, 
and I would dress up my pseudo six year old boyfriend, in a three
piece suit and demand he chase me around, if he caught me, he would 
get a kiss.

So feeling like I was born in the wrong era has always had me
obsessed with old movie stars, particularly the female movie stars.
They just seem to possess a quality that no one today could even 
measure up to. So as we've established I'm an artist living in Los
Angeles, so of course the perfect side job, in common with every
other starving artist out here, is serving. So last night at work, 
I saw a older women from afar; red short hair, carrying a small 
dog. My first thought was, "we don't allow dogs in here," my 
second thought was that "who could that be"?
 
I waited until the woman drew closer: I knew I could confirm her 
identity with the sound of her voice. Just then a younger man ran 
up behind her, she with her alluring voice, said " Please,take my 
coat darling". It was Shirley MacLaine, an old screen legend.
Right in front of me. Hey, I've seen a ton of stars in Los
Angeles; everyone from Britney Spears, to Braneglina, but this is
no competition. Stars of old Hollywood have a sort of regal quality
that you just can't find today. Things are much different now I
suppose, we're much more interested in drug busts, and breakups.
Hollywood use to be a place of class and envy, and with the over 
abundance of fifteen minutes' of fame reality stars, it has really 
lost some of its luster.
 
Sometimes I wish we could go back to that era, things seemed so
much simpler than. Life has gotten so messy and complicated these
days. Innocence is bliss, I guess.........
Saturday, July 26, 2008 
So we've already established I'm a struggling not yet starving artist, so just like every other struggling artist in Los Angeles, of course as a means of survival, and a very flexible schedule I wait table's. So a few night's ago I truly encountered, and had the unfortunate privilege to wait on one of the most ignorant asshole's, I was truly shocked and disgusted by his stupidity and behavior. So here's what happen, as I was approaching the table, I saw this man leering across the dining room at this table across from his (where a table of four was energetically telling stories and seemed to be having a great time, who yes all coincidentally had dark skin and eye's) I said hello to the man to break his stare, in to which he responded, "What's wrong with those people is there a problem are they going to attack us?" I was of course horrified by this statement, first of all these people were not Arabic you asshole, they were jewish, and speaking hebrew, and even if they were arabic, of course doesn't mean there terrorists. Los Angeles, being such a melting pot of all sorts of people you begin to pick up on these sorts of things. I replied in a monotone voice, I think there fine. I followed this with a great look of disappointment, and the man began to feel uncomfortable, as he could tell we I was disgusted with his statement. I tried to stay away from the table as much as possible, and the man was extremely polite thru out the remainder of the evening, he actually ended up giving me a big tip, I wasn't sure what all the money was for, to buy back his conscious perhaps..............
Saturday, July 12, 2008 

Hey everyone sorry for the delay in my blogs, fallen into the pitfalls of the monotonous everyday lifestyle.  So I've finally decided to take this show on the road.  I'll be meeting with guitar players this week, so I can start rehearsing and start playing out.  I hope to be playing out by the end of this month.  I'll be around the L.A. area, and then will see where it takes me.  Random thought, anyone catch any of new awful reality show's yet this summer.  I'm as guilty as the next person, when it comes to reality TV, of course I watched the "Rock of Love" (First Season Only), but it seems like everyone and there uncle, grandma or assistant has there own show these day's. There's Living Lohan, Denise Richards, Tori Spelling, the list goes on and, a little more credit for your viewer please.  Although I did hear a rumor the Ozzy's were coming back, have to admit I'm pretty excited about that one.....guess I'm just as guilty as the next guy. 

Monday, June 23, 2008 

Life is full of little unexpected surprises.  Strolling thru my local amazing flee market, (Melrose and Fairfax) is where you can find me on any given Sunday.  You can really find so many different treasures, I went there today with my roommate, with holes burned thru my pockets, with my forty dollars, which I insist on not spending, because it's the only money I have until Friday.  I convince myself into not buying anything, very level headed, gas and food is more important this week.  Just when I thought I had escaped the tantalizing appeal of the trading post, I saw it, it was the most amazing picture I had ever seen, it was huge an old victorian painting, set in about the 1800's, with a real wood grand gold frame perfectly outlining the scene.  It drew me and then drew me into a depression when I realized this painting was at least a couple hundred dollars, which I no where near had.  As I was gazing in solace at the painting I knew I could never have, my roommate approached the seller and asked how much the painting was, in my amazement he replied forty dollars, at that exact moment a women's voice behind me said, how much for the painting, (she was obviously as shocked as I was) and then I screamed 'I'll take it', I grabbed my scrunched up gas and food money from my pocket and handed it over, took my painting, and made my way out of there, (out of fear, that the man would have realized he had made a big mistake).  Any way's it was a great day, just finished hanging my enormous painting up and have been staring at it for the last hour.  I have to say, I've never been so happy to be so poor in my life! 
P.S. Go to my photo's page to see my painting.........

Tuesday, June 17, 2008 

So, rambling around the whole state of america and was reminded by a friend, how good we actually have it.  My friend being from Israel, had to go into the army when he was eighteen and commit the next three years of his life to his country, while all the while living on one hundred dollars a month.  In fact all teenagers must devote three years of there lives boys and girls.  His sister turned eighteen this year and his mother is worried sick about her going to protect the country.  I know we (americans) have there own reference of experience, but it sure does put some things into perspective.  Did I mention he still has a piece of bullet shrapnel in his arm, and has already lost a best friend.  I don't' know what quite to make of the current state of america, I feel like Hilary got a bad wrap, and Obama has this new idea of how everything should be changed, is it to idealistic?  Are we capable of that much change?  I would like to think all things are possible, but as I graduated into my mid-twenties, I already feel like I've lived a couple life times, and am to jaded to believe that things will really change.  I feel like I've seen and done to much, already, which yes makes me definitely wiser, I guess ignorance is bliss. Sometimes, I wish I would have grown up in much simpler times, and other times I wish I was part of the revolution in the late sixties.  People were so inspired to make things different, today it seems like a trend or a fad, like there's a transparency laced with-in it all.  This may be the most relevant decade in my lifetime, I guess we should all pay extra close attention and try to enjoy the ride.

Monday, June 16, 2008 

Does anyone ever feel like, taking a pair of scissors and cutting themselves, not even thru the skin, but cutting off all there hair.  I feel like that everyday, and everyday I keep fighting the urge.  I wonder is I love myself, sometimes I can't control the pages and pages of dialogue that burn thru my head every night, it makes me want to do something crazy, so write to get some sort of release, to get some sort of peace, I wonder if I've scene to much, done to much, and now have no control.  I hold myself so close, so tightly with the fear, of what may happen, all I want is freedom, and peace from myself. 

A work in progress.........

Sunday, June 15, 2008 
Woke up at 3am again tonight, my life as an insistent insomniac is wearing me thin these days, at least there were no night terrors.....so has anyone seen the puppy mills stories that have been running on the news's...saw a special on Oprah today, which I catch from time to time, was so violently disturbed I had to stop watching half way thru, don't these people have a soul, there darken existence haunts me, and it's been a week out already.  If anyone is reading this,  the best way to stop the puppy mills, is get all your animals from a shelter, all the pet store's, either knowingly, or not get there there puppy's from puppy mills, it's cheaper for them that way, I promised my self I would never trade myself money, happy to say I never have, perhaps that's why I'm broke.  So to mention my faith was restored in people the other, at work was slipped $100.00 bill for going a little out of my way for someone, if you haven't figured out I'm still a struggling artist and I emphasize struggling......no not a prostitute people, all though sometimes in the music I feel like one, pimping myself out for gig's...etc......for some reason I feel like such an asshole when I try to sell myself (meaning my music, cd, etc.).  I know the cd I've written is amazing and what a shame for no one to have ever have heard it....need to work on that.  In this city -Los Angeles everyone is so busy trying to sell there transparent, souls away with usually nothing really there to offer, I guess I have a fear I'm one of those people.  Not to mention this whole blogging thing has been such a internal struggle for me, note to self (need to work on intimacy 
issue's). 
 

Wednesday, April 30, 2008 

I've fallen to number two, help me get back to the number one spot!

Please help a struggling artist who so desperately wants to be heard!

Only four more days until the competition is over!

Click on the link and check out the new ipod for your car.

It's the "Rock the Dash" competition.

I'll pop up on the right hand side

Remember to vote for me five times.

Myspace will let you know your leaving there site.

Rock the Dash! Vote for Ali Taylor

Thanks so much,
Yours,
A.Taylor

Monday, March 17, 2008 

You should watch CNN Speacial Investigations:  The Women of Iraq.  It will give you a whole new perspective of what’s going on over there.  Thank god Bush will be out of office soon.  The United States Satan of America.

Hey Guys,  if you get a chance, please take a minute and vote for me, and help an artitst who so depresstely wants to be heard.  It’s the new iPod for your car "Rock The Dash"  competition.

Just click on the link below and wait for the artists to pop up on the right hand side.  Myspace will alert you that your leaving there site.

Scroll to number 11,  and click on play song.  You vote down on the bottom of the page, you can also use the remote to move to the next song.  You can vote once for each song.

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Thanks so much for your support!

Yours,
A.Taylor