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Chelse Gathing


Last Updated: 12/26/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 17
Sign: Leo

City: PARKER
State: Arizona
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/29/2006

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Sunday, July 26, 2009 

Current mood:  relaxed
Category: Blogging
Over the last few weeks i was really confused, lost, angry, a lil hurt i mite add. I think im coming to realize that maybe u have changed. U realized the more important things in life. Family, friendship, love. Maybe u havent seen yet that i wood love to stand by you and love you. If you wood let me. U have really grown up over the past two years and u have taken on better path and for right now...yes im happy to be a friend, buddy, wutever you wanna call it. Az long az u no tht im hear for you. There really iz something about you that will always draw me closer to you. I havent quite figured it out yet but once i do...ill be sure to tell you...because after all this time, you'll understand because...you have definitly changed.
6:59 PM 
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Thursday, July 23, 2009 

Current mood:  moody
Category: Blogging
I dont know how to feel. Like a fool, a litte hurt, angry, or just nothing because my point iz very well proven. I dont know what to say. I spill my feelings out to you again...i fall for you again...i become confused...again and worst of all you lead me too it and u cant even do as much as say something as simple as hi. Thanks for making me feel real good. I know that you've made improvements but im not so sure you've actually changed, but all i know iz that everything i've felt for you the past week and said to you the past week was a waste because...once again...the guy i fell for once i will always fall for again because you are the guy that i fell hardest for.
4:25 AM 
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Monday, July 20, 2009 

Current mood:  scared
Category: Blogging
Oh god i have funny feeling. A bad feeling, a wrather scared feeling. I know that i shouldnt fall for you. Im scared to fall for you. I cant help it though. I wish i could control it but i cant. I dont know how too and that scares me so much.
3:27 AM 
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Saturday, July 18, 2009 

Current mood:  optimistic
Category: Romance and Relationships
Its only obvious how i feel about you. Its only obvious that when i cant stop smiling when im around you that i have butterflies with huge wings. Whenever i hear or say ur name or just think about you i get these huge butterflies. I feel so wrong because my heart iz going in three different directions, but i cant help falling for you again. I dont know how to feel about you. Should i just let my little butterflies fly and float me towards you or should i try to keep them still and let you foat towards me???
6:30 PM 
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Saturday, July 18, 2009 

Current mood:  nervous
Category: Writing and Poetry
I was scared to tell you. I was scared of your reaction. But i was mostly scared of wut could have happened. I really wish i knew why i im reaching back into the past and trying to bring it to the present. Yes, i do miss you. Yes, i do have feelings for you. But somehow i feel as though we shouldnt be together. Even if maybe just maybe we could be. I want u to understand my feelings. Understand where im coming from and how my head just spins when your around me and how everything just becomes confusing and painful. I know tht you've changed [for the better] and i guess thats what attracts me to you. And why my heart stops and my stomach drops when i hear your name. I just want you to understand where im coming from. And where im going. :-)
7:56 AM 
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Thursday, July 16, 2009 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Writing and Poetry
Have u ever been so emotionally confused where it feels like ur insides are just ripping you from the inside out? Today i saw someone that made my heart take another turn. Take a full-on detour. When you tell someone how you feel and time passes and you dont know how or where to pick up you just feel so confused. You feel very torn when you dont [cant] fall for the wrong guy again, dont wanna have to play heartbreaker, want to be single, but only be in a relationship with a good guy, and last but not least dont want a relationship ever because its always the wrong guy. Im tearing second by second because of all the confusion. You dont know how to feel, where to be, where to go, what to do...WHO TO CHOOSE. :-(
5:06 AM 
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009 

Current mood:  moody
Category: Blogging
Myspacers-its me again chelse. Have you ever lost a friend who you loved but werent in love with but then gained them back at an unexpected moment but didnt realize tht u still loved them more for who they are now than who they were a couple years ago? U can talk to them all nite and all day but fear that you may fall for them again?? You know that all you want is a good guy buddie to talk to but you want them to look at you as though they've fallen in love for the first time because you want to feel the same way even though its to painful to look at them in the eyes and know you had strong feelings for them. But now tht their back in ur life u dnt want them to leave again because in a way u still love them even though their your buddie. The only buddie thts the closest to your heart.
5:34 AM 
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Sunday, July 12, 2009 

Current mood:  creative
Category: Life
I just feel like writing my feelings,thoughts,and ect. Well in his tiny town of parker,im a 16 year old girl with the dream of getting out of here and living the dream. My dream. The most that people know about me is that my name is chelse. Im person that has learned so much within the choices ive made as a teenager. Im one of those girls who hasnt fallen in love yet. And truth be told i will wait as long as it takes. Why rush fate? Im not a smiley person but i love to laugh. May not make much sense but its who i am. Im living my life by not judging who you were but who you are. But if you havent changed for the better. Then you wont change at all. I dont know what the future holds for me but i cant wait to find out. The future isnt something to fear. Its something to welcome.
6:11 PM 
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Friday, October 06, 2006 

Current mood:  loved

Boyfriend Application!! -Fill Out-



(i took this from my BESTEST FRIEND!)

Boyfriend Application!! Please Fill Out!!!

DO THIS NOW!

*DO YOU's*
1. Do you think im cute?
2. Do you want to kiss me?
3. Do you want to cuddle wit me?
4. Do you want to hook up with me?
5. Do you think im smart?

*ARE WE's*
1. are we aquaintances?
2. are we friends?
3. are we hook ups?
4. are we in a relationship?
5. are we gonna have kids?

*AM I's*
1. am i smart?
2. am i cute?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?
5. am i the most brilliant person ever?(better say yes lol)

*WOULD YOU's*
1. would you hang out with me?
2. would you date me?
3. would you be my hook up?
4. would you be my girlfriend/boyfriend?

*HAVE YOU EVER?*
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever thought about about hookin up with me?
4. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
5. have you ever wished i were there?

*ARE YOU's*
1. are you done with this survey?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you mad at me?
4. are you thinkin bout me?
5. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

5:05 AM 
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