August the 19th 2006, My Dad passed away. He went before his time, to cancer. He was given the all clear a couple of months before and was living life to the full with his family and friends. Then it came back more so than ever,it had force to it which even took the experts by surprise. Which make me wonder how could they give him the all clear one minute and then it returns the next with even greater force. They say you cant win them all but they could of won this one surely. Man it hurts, I cant explain how bad it does hurt that knowing one of my best friends is gone and never to return. But he made me the man I am today which is some thing I will always be greatful for. He went in his sleep, its just I never got there in time from NZ to be with him at the end. For that I am sorry for but there is nothing I can do about that.

Well happy today as i have now started to learn how to kite surf, ok iam not on the board yet but i have my training kite and I have biten the sand a few times today but what a laugh. had a real blast by the end of the month I am looking to start getting wet lol

I got it, its here and she is good looking so I need a name any Ideas People

Well the money is now here, but they sent it in NZD's insted of GBP's. Are banks really this thick when you tell them what you want and they still do it wrong. Anyway going to pick up the car tomorrow and hope to have some photos of my new baby on by friday and some of the place were I am living he he!!!!!

Bloody banks! How long does it take to get money from one side of the planet to the other. I tell you in this day of electronic transfers you should be able to get your  money in a couple of  hours with out a problem.

But no you cant, I mean what is the problem some one please tell me aaaagggghhhhhh there is a car with my name on it and I cant get at it because the money is not here yet christ sake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well thats my little bit hope every one else is having a better weekend than me.

Just put down a deposit on a new car today. a subaru Forester turbo what a lovely motor will put photo up as soon as I get my  digi cam fixed

Woot!!!!!! 

Well I have made it to New Zealand, well been here 3 months and I still not killed my self or anybody else but a lot of people have come close to killing me!
I have never seen roads like this, here in Auckland they are mad, complete and utter nutters.
The first month here was not to bad, but the second month was really hard, so hard in fact that went to the docs and got told i had depression which is not nice  in any form for anybody. Now I am into month 3 and things are starting to come together. Still not in my happy place yet but I am getting there.