1. How tall are you barefoot?
511

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
Nope

3. Do you own a gun?
No

4.Do you have a crush on someone?
sure....

5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parent"?
Nope I love parents!!!  As a matter of fact, i look forward to it!!!

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
theyre ok

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
I love most of them I like to hear new arrangements of old songs

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Milk lately its been Protein Shakes

9. Do you do push-ups?
When I dont get a chance to go the gym
10. Have you ever done ecstacy?
yup unfortunately

11. Are you virgin?
I cant answer that

12. Do you like painkillers?
not now but boy did I use too

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
Ive been told my voice or my hands  But I would have to go w/ my butt yeah, defiantly my buttloljust kidding if you know me you know I dont have one.lol..

14. Do you own a knife?
a whole kitchen full

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
If you know me you know that is a YES!!!

16. Middle Name?
Neil can you guess my first?

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment
1. I have so much to do
2. I miss her
3. Does she miss me?

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today.
1.A toy drum machine from Toys R Us
2.Batteries
3. paid some bills, does that count?

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink.
Sweet Tea, Water, Protein Shake thats it for now

20. What time did you wake up today?
8:25 am

21. Current worry?
Not many right now just waiting on God

22.Have you ever been in love?
Yes..

23. Current hate?
I dont have one

24. Favorite place to be?
In the arms of the one I love whoever or whenever that may be

25. Least favorite place to be?
In Traffic!!!

26. Where would you like to go?
Hawaii!!!

27. Do you own slippers?
Yes,  bedroom shoeslol

28. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
Who knows God has taken me so many places that have been amazing!  So, I will say I will be wherever he wants me in 10 years

29. Do you burn or tan?
Both

30. Favorite color?
Red, light blue, or black...

31. Would you be a pirate?
I would just so I could sing Yo Ho, Yo Ho, the pirates life for me

32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
about a month ago

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
Whatever is in my head...or whatever song Im trying to learn

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
The boogie man?
 

35. What's in your pockets right now?
Im in bed so DEFINITELY no pockets

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
 rehearsal

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
Snoopy!!! I still have one of the pillow cases!!!

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
busted my lip open when I was a kid had like 150 stitches under my skin, next to my nose OUCH!!! Does that make any since?

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
4

41. Who is your loudest friend?
I dont know I know that most of my friends would say that I was their loudest friendlol give me a break, my voice is deep and travelslol

42. Who is your most silent friend?
Clete

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
I have no idea! But it would be nice to think so

44. Do you wish on stars?
Yeah I wonder if the person Im thinking of when I'm wishing, is wishing on the same star

45. What is your favorite book?
The Bible! And Blue Like Jazz

46. What is your favorite candy?
Cherry laffy or tangy taffy!!!

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
"A Page Is Turned" Bebo Norman and he told me that when I get married that he would have to see that, so he wouldnt miss it and would sing that song for me and my wife!!! (those are exact words by the way) thanks bebo

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
I dont know....something happy though....

49. What were you doing 12AM last night?
Sleeping

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning?
depends on which time youre talking about 4am or 8:30am at 4 I was wondering why in the world RP was doing laundry!!! At 8:30, I cant wait to read my bible, and spend time w/ my savior!

hello everyone... i just wanted to put up this blog to explain the last 2 that i have posted... i know they seems like i have been a little depressed...lol... BUT, that is not the case AT ALL!!!  actually those 2 blogs helped me get through the things i'm going through right now... for those of you who know me, you know that the past month or so has been really hard for me... BUT, i know that God has renewed my strength in Him, and things are great now...is it still hard sometimes? sure it is, but i look directly to Him... all of this has made me see, i don't need a girl in my life to make me happy!!!  CHRIST ALONE, is enough for me...i just want to encourage any of you who are going through a hard time, the God is still there... it might now feel like he is anywhere near you, but whenever you feel the most alone, He is right there carrying you... i heard someone say the other day..."when you are down to nothing, God is up to something"... here is a passage in Isaiah 40 that i have read every day, and i thought i would share it w/ ya'll.... HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!

 25 "To whom will you compare me?
       Or who is my equal?" says the Holy One.

 26 Lift your eyes and look to the heavens:
       Who created all these?
       He who brings out the starry host one by one,
       and calls them each by name.
       Because of his great power and mighty strength,
       not one of them is missing.

 27 Why do you say, O Jacob,
       and complain, O Israel,
       "My way is hidden from the LORD;
       my cause is disregarded by my God"?

 28 Do you not know?
       Have you not heard?
       The LORD is the everlasting God,
       the Creator of the ends of the earth.
       He will not grow tired or weary,
       and his understanding no one can fathom.

 29 He gives strength to the weary
       and increases the power of the weak.

 30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
       and young men stumble and fall;

 31 but those who hope in the LORD
       will renew their strength.
       They will soar on wings like eagles;
       they will run and not grow weary,
       they will walk and not be faint.

Seems like I'm the only one who understands where I'm coming from

Maybe I'm wrong

I crawl beneath the moonless sky trying to connect the hurt w/ why

The tears don't cease to come,

So I give it one more shot, I cast my final lot

God maybe you can understand what I'm going through

Have you ever hurt so bad before,

That you could not feel the floor beneath your feet

Have you ever cried so long, the tide swept you away?

Like a song that was bittersweet

Do you understand, do you thing you can relate

Maybe this reminds you of another time or place

Perhaps Gethsemane

I could have sworn as I lay warm in my bed,

I could hear your heart break for me,

And you did not hesitate to take this pain away

You throw your arms around me like a robe

Hold me close to let me know, I'm not alone anymore

And you tell it like it is, like it was yesterday

And I just can't believe my ears as I hear you say

Do you think that I'd forget the kiss of death that was left on my face?

Did you think I didn't hear the people mock, the soldiers sneer on that day

Do you think that I don't cry, when the very world for which I died

Just tries to wipe my name from history

Child it reminds me of Gethsemane

Do you think that I'm immune to the pain you put me through?

When you close your heart, and walk away, and disregard the price I pay

Do think that I didn't cry all day…

You see you're not the only one who understands where you are coming from

I'VE BEEN THERE ALL ALONG….

I may not know what tomorrow holds for me,

I may find that days ahead are hard for me,

But I know that you are great oh God,

And I know that you are good...

So, even when I don't understand,

Even When I can't see your plan,

I will never cease to lift up my hands,

I will worship you, I will worship you my God...

You're the strength for every struggle I must face,

Help me Lord to live before you a life of praise,

For I know that You are great oh God,

And I know that you are good...

So, even when I don't understand,

Even When I can't see your plan,

I will never cease to lift up my hands,

I will worship you, I will worship you my God...

Fess up!
Mark your confessions:

[x] I'm afraid of silence

[x] I Talk ALOT when I get really nervous.

[] I am really ticklish.

[x] I've been called a tease.

[x] I've been called "jail-bait".

[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.

[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night. (I hate facing my back to any door any time)

[x] I Can't sleep in a room if the door is open

[ ] I am homosexual.

[x] I believe in true love.

[x] I've run away from home. (across the street to my friend's house when I was like 8)

[] I listen to political music.

[ ] I collect comic books.

[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.

[x] I've stayed out all night before.

[x] I open up to others easily.

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.

[] I watch the news

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.

[x] I love Disney movies.

[x] I am a sucker for green eyes.

[] I am a sucker for brown eyes.

[x] I am a sucker for blue eyes.

[ ] I don't kill bugs.

[x] I curse. (yeah, every once in a while...)

[] I have "x"s in my screen name.

[x] I've slipped and fell in public.

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.

[ ] I love Spam

[x] I cook well.

[] I have worn pajamas to class.

[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.

[ ] I want a better job.

[x] Talked on a phone for 6 hours.

[ ] I love Dr. Phil.

[x] I like someone.

[x] I love someone.

[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (that's how I sign my name nEil)

[x] I am self-conscious.

[x] I love to laugh.

[x] I have tried alcohol.

[ ] I drink alcohol frequently.

[x] I have tried a cigarette.

[x] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[] I loved Lord of the Flies.

[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[x] I can't swallow pills. (not that I can't, I just hate it)

[x] I have a lot of scars. (just a couple)

[x] I can't sleep if (i know) there is a spider in the room.

[x] I love chocolate.

[] I bite my nails.

[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.

[ ] I play computer games when I'm bored

[x] Gotten lost while driving.

[x] Thought of suicide before.

[x] Seen a shooting star.

[ ] Had a "mnage a trios".

[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas.

[x] Have kissed a stranger.

[x] Have kissed someone for the hell of it.

[x] Hugged a stranger.

[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.

[x] Been in a fist fight.

[x] Been arrested. (but it was all a mistake, funny story though)

[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[x] Made out in an elevator.

[ ] Swore at Liberace.

[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose

[ ] Been skydiving.

[x] Been bungee jumping

[x] Gotten stitches. [ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[x] Bitten someone

[] Been to Niagara Falls.

[x] Gotten the chicken pox.

[x] Crashed into a car.

[ ] been to Japan. (can check it off in 3 months.)

[x] Ridden in a taxi.

[x] Shoplifted. (when I was 5)

[x] Been fired. (does laid off count?)

[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (right now!!!!)

[ ] Stole something from your job.

[x] Gone on a blind date.

[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.

[] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[x] Been to Europe.

[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.

[] Been married.

[ ] Gotten divorced.

[x] Saw someone die

[ ] Have a list of people you want to kill.

[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[] Been to Canada.

[x] Been on a Plane.

[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show

[x] Thrown up from drinking.

[xxx!!!] Eaten sushi.

[x] Been skiing. /snowboarding

[x] Been ice skating

[x] Cried in public.

[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.

[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.

[x] Thought of someone almost 24/7 (todayand yesterday well at least for the last 4 months)

[x] Hate the world SOMETIMES

[x] talked SHIT (I played sports in high school)

* . . About You . . *
Eye Color:: hazel
Hair Color:: brown
Height:: 6'
Favorite Color:: red or black
Screen Name:: ...
Favorite Band:: too many to name
Favorite Movie:: same as above
Favorite Show:: same as above
Your Car:: 98 toyota 4 runner
Your Hometown:: gainesville, ga.
Your Present Town:: alpharetta, ga.
Your Crushes First Name:: mandy
Your Grade:: old
Your Style:: my own
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?: yes
Kissed someone in the rain?: yes
Danced in a public place?: yes
Smiled for no reason?: yes
Laughed so hard you cried?: yes
Peed your pants after age 8?: yes
Written a song?: just got done w/ a new one
Sang to someone for no reason?: just last night
Performed on a stage?: that's my job
Talked to someone you don't know?: all the time, i love meeting new people
Gone out of y! our way to befriend someone?: yes
Made out in a theatre?: ummmmmm... yes
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yes
Been in love?: still am
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?: mandy
Tell you, I love you?: my parents
Kiss you?: mandy
Hug you?: my momma
Tell you BYE?: mandy
Write you a note?: mandy
Take your photo?: mandy
Call your cell phone?: mandy
Buy you something?: mandy
Go with you to the movies?: my parents
Sing to you?: actually never had anyone do that for me..
Write a poem about you?: that either
Text message you?: mandy
Touch you?: mandy
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?: last night
Time you cried?: last night
Movie you watched?: 8 below
Joke you told?: .... don't remember
Song you've sang?: "miss you already"
Time you've looked at the clock?: you just made me...
Drink you've had?: water
Number you've dialed?: mandy
Book you've read?: blue like jazz
Food you've eaten?: cinnamon toast crunch
Flavor of gum chewed?: eclipse polar ice
Shoes you've worn?: my black on black chucks
Store you've been in?: Walden books
Thing you've said?: i love you
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?: nope
Whistle?: a little
Blow a bubble?: yup
Roll your tongue in a circle?: sure
Cross your eyes?: no
Touch your tongue to your nose?: no
Dance?: sure... sometimes better than others
Gleek?: huh?
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: depends on what i'm doing
Speak a different language?: i act like i'm talking spanish to my girls at work... SO, no i can't
Impersonate someone?: sure
Prank call people?: if i can keep from laughing
Make a card pyramid?: not patient enough for that
Cook anything?: sure... i'm a good cook
* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...: bird, i would fly to you

I wish ...: she still loved me
So many people don't know that ...: tap dance
I am ...: neil
My heart is ...: broken

1. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with?
nope

2. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons?
Donate them to someone that needed them more than i did...

3. What did you do when you were in school in the 2nd grade?
sang a lot w/ my dad, and hung out w/ his basketball team, and had my first crush on a cheerleader!!!

4. What is the best thing about school?
GETTING OUT!!!!
5. Do you like more than one person right now?
nope… only one… she doesn't "like me" but i am still madly in love w/ her

6. What are you listening to?
The fan turn in my room...

7. Do you hurt anywhere right now?
my heart…
8. Where are you going on your next vacation?
don't know… I wish I was going to Hawaii w/ the one I love

10. Are most of your friends guys or girls?
It's about 50/50

11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
unfortunately no….

12. Last book you read?
Blue Like Jazz

13. If you could have one super power what would it be?
reading minds…

14.Where have you lived most of your life?
Gainesville, Ga.  I lived in Columbia SC. for 2 years… Then I bought a house in Alpharetta, and I have been here for about 3 years…

15. What was the last conversation you had about?
actually w/my ex-girlfriend about how good our relationship was… (I know that's weird) it was the best relationship ever… just bad timing…

16. where do you see yourself in 10 years?
that's a good question… successful at something… hopefully married by then… lol…

17. What's your favorite smell?
Momma's cooking!!! Coffee Brewing…

18. What is your favorite sound?
The sound of someone telling you that they love you, and you know they mean it…

19. Are you moody?
I was up until about 4 months ago…

20. Favorite movie of all time?
wow… too many to name… but a couple "Waiting for Guffman", "The Three Amigos", and I am a sucker for a good romantic comedy… no I'm not gay…

21. Have you ever done anything mean to your classmates?
I "helped"  put a girl in a dumpster when I was in college… she ended up marrying one of the other dudes that helped (funny huh)

22. Have you ever gone to therapy?
no… but I probably need it…

23. Have you ever played Spin the bottle?
yeah, at church lock in… I might go to hell for that one…lol

24. Have you ever toilet-papered someone's house?
yeah, got caught… the cops came and everything… the thing that sucked is that it was the wrong house!!!!...lol

25. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
yes

26. Have you ever gone camping?
yeah..

27. Have you ever had a crush on your sister's friend?
No Sister…

28. Have you ever gone to a beach?
yes I live there every summer!!!

29. Have you ever gone streaking?
if I have I don't remember… soooo, good chance…

30. Have you ever had a stalker?

Not that I know of… so he or she must me a good one if I do…

31. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
yup…

32. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
all the time…

33. Have you ever gone to a party where you didn't know anyone?
yeah… that was fun…