All that we see or seems,
is naught but a shameless wile.
Not a dream within a dream,
but a nightmare, truly vile.
With morpheus as our muse,
we know naught of sorrow.
Blinded by this ruse,
when death is on the morrow.
To transpire with foot so fleet.
filling our life with dread.
Sanity may retreat,
and fall in the mad man's stead.
So remember youth as you pass by.
For as you are now, so once was I .
And as I am now, you soon will be.
So find yourself, and don't follow me.

Surrounded by shadows,
the darkness consumes me,
feeding on my fear, of what's to come.
My mind races,
thoughts of death,
creeping upon me,
like a thousand desert spiders.
Terror grips me,
with her iron fist,
choking me,
till it leaves me breathless.
A voice inside my screams,
"They're coming for you!"
and paranoia washes over me,
like a river with no dam.
I grip my gun tightly,
the metal hot from the blazing sun,
scorching my fingers as a constant reminder
of this tainted reality.
I am naught but a child,
still scared of the monsters
that lurk underneath.
Yet here I am,
among the hero's,
in this land of bloodshed and tears,
sent by my country,
red, white, and blue,
to fight this imaginary war.

Was thinking about the war, and it made me think of Emzy.......so this is for you Emma Marie.

You left me there
Broken
Shattered
Like a porcelain doll
No longer wanted
Abandoned by the one
She cares for most
I watch you
With these two, small, glass eyes
And I see as you hold
That fake, plastic puppet
So tightly in your embrace
Envy fills
What is left of this worthless body
And I begin to drown
In the dark abyss
Which you call hate
You sweep me up
Eager to get rid of the nuisance
Only to dump my pieces
With the rest of your unwanted memories

She tells me she loves me
she promises she'll never leave
But I know deep in my heart
that this is not to be believed
She exclaims her devotion
and gives her complete fidelity
And as much as I love her
this is not reality
She showers me with gifts
and promises of her loyalty
But at the end
she says that we're not meant to be
Why cant I hate her
in this moment of agony
Is it because all I truly feel
is utter sympathy?
For she now gives her love
to but another filly
Who like I once was
Basks in false idolatry

Everytime i think of her
My heart speeds up
Pounding against my chest at a mile a minute
I lose control of my body,
Words and actions of joy begin flow through me
Like a river with no dam.
I want to hold her, kiss her, embrace her
Even though people would look down upon us
I want to lose my modesty,
Unafraid of damnation
Screw those homophobes
I want to show public affection dammit!!!
If this is love I never want to lose this feeling.

okay i took alot of quizes and shit, and decieded to put my results up here on myspace. So if anyone wants to no me better, just check them out.

personality

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind. You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

You Are Chocolat Orange Pocky

Your attitude: funky and flavorful Rich and deep - yet zingy and zesty You are the perfect partner in crime

okay now my baby zoey, just gave me a sign, so now im asking all my other friend to show me there luv too!!!
If you do I'll put it on here!!

Shit, great just what i needed.
a hickey.
All i did was go over to clares!!!!
she had to make out with me.
not that i care
cause shes really damn talented when it comes to kissing .
too bad i have such high morals.
Im just glad my parents havent notcied it yet. but theyll find out. probaly from this post, but i just had to write it.
oh wel!!^_^