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Dirty Zoul



Last Updated: 4/26/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Virgo

City: Khartoum
Country: SD
Signup Date: 4/30/2006

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Friday, August 01, 2008 
Thursday, May 22, 2008 

 

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 
hey .. this my first time role-play writing.. it'll be recorded after i get another verse
together .. and i thought why don't i see what poets here think bout it Smile so here it is . it still needs some work, so your comments will be appreciated Smile

ayo, the life im livin is similar to a book written by charles dickens 
my pops keep comin in n outta prison
the only useful thing I learned from him was drug dealin
and my mama's attitude was like "i got nothin to lose" cuz she lost everything
man, the last time I saw her smile I was eleven
she never got to learn that a woman is a blessin
not a rib ripped off just to serve men
lessons taught by muslim revrends got her soul caved in
dogmatic pigs who only think from inside recycle pins
and come up with false and ..
sick tisted shit about it's eve's sin that dropped us down from heaven
thinkin outside the box helped my quest in
findin how religion can become a man-made doctrine
through lies and deception, and misinterpretion
by deen brokers and politicians
confused during my youth cuz of the half-truths they told
the slogans they sold almost put my brain on hold
filled my heart with hate toward all so-called arabs and turned it cold
but as I grow old, I came to understand that's it's not their fault
and hate will only makes it worst, so I put it on halt
ignorance is the only obstacle I must vault
like Rashid's stone, knowledge helped me break the code
to understand the divine word, Allah's most meracolous works
the holy quran that lights darkness and force minds to unfold
it don't matter if i'm black or white, we're created from a single soul
and life is a play, my colour will never define my role
you can be white as snow, but you're heart is black as coal
what breaks my heart is that my brothers and sisters are still lost
in this wicked world, living with no goal
outside they filthy like the liq they drink
and inside they burn slow like the joints they roll
and I know, one day they'll explode
I ask god it won't be "random" like their household
Friday, April 18, 2008 
Friday, April 11, 2008 
Al salamu alikom yall

I'm in Shendi, i've been here for 2 days now, and tomorrow i'm going to Bagrawiyah, the capital of the ancient kingdom of Kush,

I went to school in Shendi 7 years ago, studied 8th grade in Shendi North School, right after we moved from KSA, I was born here in Shendi, right next to Al-Sikka 7adid (The Train Station), I gotta admit, even though I lived here for a whole year before my family move again to Khartoum, I never seen how amazing this city is. but damn, I forgot my camera's USB plug back in Khartoum, so I won't be able to upload pics till i go back.

So yeah, the city is not the same as it was 7 years ago, it got more paved streets with lights, more multi-stories buildings, Atoz cars as Taxis, and a million raksha, so basically, it's not so diffrent from Khartoum, depends on where you're bike is taking you (my transportation in exploring the city is an old rusty bike that got the word Phoenix on it :D), "7ilat Al-Bahar" (a fancy neighorhood next to the nile, it's like Riad to Khartoum) is so amazing, specially at night, the lights and the trees and the clean paved streets makes it feel more like Khartoum, but what doesn't feel like Khartoum is the Copts. there are many copts here that you can actually see they have social classes, in Khartoum the only Copts I know are rich copts, here there's a whole neghorhood full of them and some of them are poor, and some are not, just like any other race, if they are a race.. I really need to know more about them. anyways, I went to their church, and I gotta tell you, it's mad nice, it looks like a mosque, only with crosses on it and a big ass satellite dish, I didn't get to see it from the inside though, maybe tomorrow when I come back from the ancient city.. man i'm so excited to see the pyramids.

I also wanna go cheak "Al-3ashwa'ey" (litterly: The Random), it's the neighorhood where southerns live, or forced to live I say, I don't know many "janoubi" people here in Shendi, even those who went to school with me I don't remember their names or where they live, but I still remember "Argaweez", she was my grandma's best friend, when she's not cleaning the house, or washing cloths, she just sits there in the kitchen chatting with my grandma, I wonder where she is now, maybe she'll show up when my grandma comes home, she's in Khartoum now, so yeah, the house is mine :D and it's crazy nice when you got the house and the stash, know what i mean? lol
 
I met a man today at the station, he looked like he's from South but i'm not sure, his name is Yousif, a really nice man, he's a soldier, he told me he came back from Darfur six months ago and now he's doing nothing, he didn't look mad though, I asked him if they were really killing people at Darfur because they're black, he tried to explain how it only started as a tribal conflict over camels and shit, something close to the government's official story so I didn't really care and stopped the politics crap. I hope he finds a better job, he is really a good man.

today's morning was so amazing, I even heared someone telling his friends "This is Sudan's spring", it was cloudy and breezy.. and if bob marley was with me, i'm sure he'd sing "Kaya" lol. so yeah, I went to the train station, but there was no train there yet, only a group of white people, men, women, and children sitting there like they're living there, I approached them with my camera up high and said hi, one guy, I forgot his name (I got my reasons lol) was so friendly so I asked him if I can take some pictures for him and his family, he was totally cool with, but not before taking the only 2 pounds I had in my pocket, I gave it to him cuz they really looked sad, I asked him where they came from, he told me they come from Palestine, yes, palestine, I was like wooo.they were really nice, I took some nice pictures too, but I stopped cuz the oldest one, probably their grandpa, took me aside an started some creepy conversation with me, he told me that "the eye got me" (the "evil eye" in islamic culture", I told him that I don't believe in this stuff, he told me about surat al-falaq and that Allah tells us in to seek refugee "from the evil of the envier when he envieth.", I told him it's as simple as that, we should be on the guard for the evil of the envier, envy is just a feeling, It don't hurt nobody, it's the actions of those who envy is what hurts.

he didn't like what I told him, and he told me some more things that i'm not gonna tell you, sorry but it's kinda private :), he pulled some psychic shit and told me some stuff about ME that I didn't like neither, so yeah, I left them and went back home.
later I went to the river, or as we call it here in Sudan "Al-Bahar" (litterly: The Sea), and it's the most beatifull bahar I ever seen, and the sunset was perfect. after that I went to "Al-Soog" (The Market), and bought a pound of "Basta" (sweets or desserts), and I gotta tell you, Shendi's basta is the best, it's not like the junk they sell in Khartoum, and you get to suck the honey out of the plastic bag :D .

damn, I typed so freakin much, I hope I made sense cuz I don't even remember what I said upthere lol .. but hey, I'll come back later and upload those pictures I took.. so peace
 
p.s. I don't know why myspace fucks links this way, but if you got the same problem i got go to my other blog: www.zoulcolmx.blogspot.com
Saturday, March 29, 2008 
Saturday, March 22, 2008 
You can’t rise anew if you don’t first become ashes
So I burn myself in my own flame to enlighten the masses
But my inside is, cold enough to liquefy gasses
And the madness I’m facin’ , it’s so hard to bypass it
As I strive for knowledge, I learn to dissent
Life become my college, I dwell like a saint
And even though I know god is closer than my jugular vein
It’s odd how I still look up whenever I feel like prayin’
The goal of a melody is not at it’s end
Only by exceeding my limits, they shall extend
The higher I rise, the smaller I get in enviers’ eyes
a best friend could be a worst enemy in disguise
but i realize it’s me who ambush myself in the caves of my mind
open all my three eyes and my mind is no longer confined
I only lie when I look at the sky
I only lie when I look at the sky
Saturday, March 15, 2008 
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 

Mr. SOS - Earth's Essence

 

I've got some trees and I'm ready to smoke
But when I smoke I think of things that I normally don't
But it's dope because uh
This is part of the Earth's essence anyway
So if the Earth could speak
This is what it would say
(repeat)


It's time for some change like cleaning under cushions on your couch.
Nowadays everybody lookin like the grouch.
Evil infecting people from Brooklyn to the south.
If you see any haters in your cypher than push 'em out.
Throw 'em to the curb, throw 'em the peace sign and tell 'em
"holla lata when you not a hater"
And "get off my tip, I'm not a waiter".
I've got enough room in my garcia vega
To smoke away all of you reptilian snakes and alligators
That may be trying to tackle me so that you could shackle me
Separate me from my faculty and get some cash from me but
Actually, around the corner comes reality
So when what goes up comes down, don't blame it on gravity cause
Humans have the ability to create,
But most of 'em just take. It's so easy to hate.
What would you rather be, a virus to the Earth or a blessing?
Speaking of the Earth, let me light some of its essence.
Cannabis sativa and ginseng open my third eye
So I could see things from a better view like, bird's eye.
When I think my words rhyme. When I spit, germs fly.
When I speak I say things deeper than where worms lie.
So please listen. If you missed it, play it twice.
It's time for people to start changing their way of life.
Live for the future. I know it's your prerogative
But when you just live for the past, you become a part of it.
So don't live in it, learn from it.
Don't cut down a tree, plant one and burn from it.
It hurts my stomach when I see the state the Earth is in
And if you agree
Play this for one of your peeps and blaze one to the beat.


I've got some trees and I'm ready to smoke
But when I smoke I think of things that I normally don't
But it's dope because uh
This is part of the Earth's essence anyway
So if the Earth could speak
This is what it would say
(repeat)


Try to imagine me
Spinning perfectly in the galaxy
Rotating on its axis with perfect gravity
Perfect orbits traveling forward automatically
I give you energy for batteries
You give me casualties
I give you gasoline, fuel, and food
You give me tragedy
If I could possess a human I'd ask him to rap for me
Have him spread the word that Mother Nature's more than fantasy
And if you turn on her she'll turn you to bow to your hands and knees
I mean, I give you trees, water, and air.
It's like people forgot how to share what's already there.
Now I gotta be shiesty with what I once used to give for free
Like the benefit of the doubt for the things you did to me.
Someone's stealing my resources and getting paid for them!
Someone's committing murders and getting away with them!
More people are taking lives than people are saving them!
If you know to love your brother why are you betraying him??
More people are afraid of him and I ain't blaming them
Cause nowadays he'll strike you with dosages of titanium.
You used to hate on him as if you were ashamed of him
And woulda traded him
And guess what. I relate with him.
When he breathes my essence I conversate with him
Then I teach him lessons and contemplate with him.
It took violence to pull together USA again.
What's it gonna take to pull the world together? Aliens
Attacking or maybe even meteorites
To make us understand that it's not US that we need to fight.
Whoa...
The Earth just possessed me to read and write
That verse.
I need a light
And I'ma be alright


Cause I've got trees and I'm ready to smoke
But when I smoke I think of things that I normally don't
But it's dope because uh
This is part of the Earth's essence anyway
So if the Earth could speak
This is what it would say
(repeat)


Blaze Yall

Tuesday, October 02, 2007 

 



Wooo, over a thousand visit to my blog, awesome.. I don't even post that much lol


sorry yall, Ramadan really is some shit, I sleep all day and cruze all night, I can't find anytime to do anything. but I'll drop some stuff later.




anyways, I thought I could use my traffic to promote Cunninlynguists new joint Dirty Acres .. If you don't know who Cunninlynguists are, they're just another motherfuckas bringin truth in the form of hip hop.. they drop science with thier "Stunning English" and life visions and philosophy, rappin about diffrent issues from love to politics their shit is a must have. You Never Know Ft. Immortal Technique is a good example of their hip hop revolution.
and clcik here to download the pro for their new album which is going to drop by the end of November, Dirty Acres .. I didn't listen to it yet, waiting for Azan so I can smoke me a fat joint before listenin to it..
I promised myself I'll buy it if I ever left Sudan, all they sell here is crag david and 50 cent man, what a shame, but I'll buy the shit, you too.. support the artists if you like their work, don't be a bitch.. aite.