sometimes we as people do not understand what is going on around ourselves in our personal life, then we reach out and touch the hand of another in hopes that we can trust them enough to understand and give us advice, without telling others....we confide and tell all, and then we just wait for the right thing to do, to come along.....upon trusting others we must feel safe and confided in, we must feel like a (someone) to help others to understand how we feel inside....throughout my years as a teenager, then right away raising 4 children as a single parent, its been really TOUGH..Along the way I have made numerous mistakes, some of which I will never be able to fix, others just learning mistakes, and others in which if I could do it all over again, I would, and others I wouldn't, even if it turned out the same, I still wouldn't...But one thing is for sure, I am only human and I am not perfect and I will probably make more mistakes in my life to learn from and thats ok, in fact I am ok....I have hurt many peoples feelings over these years in my life, and I feel really bad, sometimes its like I can't get it out of my head, I need closure, I need to say I am sorry, so how do I fix and make it right, good, the feelings I have hurt way back...????DO I just find every single person and tell them that I am sorry, impossible!! theres no way of doing that, some have passed to the other side, others have left town, many have new lives' and that basically leaves me stuck?? What NOW ? ? I talk to GOD and I pray for all of whom I have hurt, I pray for my enemies to, because I know that they need a prayer just like everyone else !! I pray for everyone and ask GOD to forgive me when I have done something wrong !! I as a human am not perfect, I also look for people to understand me, have I found anyone yet that does? yes and no !! yes I have found some comfort in others talking to them about the way I feel, and no I haven't found anyone that completely understands my feelings... How is that possible, well it IS ......I'm not an expert on phsycology and I'm not a councelor but I do have much experience in life, and that is what holds me together, I have learned how to love people as well as letting myself be loved, I have learned not to trust just anyone, always get to know them first.. I have learned how to live scrapping my last pennies to get food for the table, I have learned how to raise my children all by myself, I have learned how to live again at the times that I thought that I was dying, I have learned how to listen to others when they need to express their feelings, I have learned how not to judge, I have learned how to see things differently, I have learned how to monitor a situation before immediately acting on it, I have learned when to trust and when not to trust, I have learned how to turn my life in a different direction, if it seems off track, I have learned how to read people from first impressions, I have learned how to try to make things right when it seems there is no hope, I have learned many many many more things and I am still learning, I realize that we wasn't born with a handbook, but we were born for a reason and we must try really hard to make good dicisions in our lives' and try to figure out why we were born, thats where you and my innerselves come in, who knows I could have a cleaning company that turns out to be a very big company that stretches across the U.S. and other countries, or not...You could have been born to be the next president, who knows....even if those things were to never happen I was born and I have had some awesome memories in my life, especially with my children and my grandson, laughter, love, hope, care, trust, learn, happiness, sadness, courage, wisdom, strength, LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST !!! IN THE BEST WAY YOU CAN !!!