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Today you'll have a live-recording of this song as well as the cd-version free for download. =)

/Sunny

I uploaded "Whiskey Kissen", a demo for a somewhat "harder" song, that I will finish and remix and add to a club-cd next year if everything goes as planned. TWC http://www.myspace.com/twz752 added some beats to this one, and I think he'll be the one to finish the final version with me too. :P

Enjoy =)

This is a song I built upon music that I originally made for a fantasy computer game (that never got finished though). At first it was kinda tricky to even come up with a song melody on this one, but since it's always been one of my favorites. Maybe because of the trash-guitars, the complete weirdness and the lyrics - that is about how I see human beings (and their acting) in common. To be part of society, but not willing to be it...





Guilty

I’m always ready.
When you come around.
No hesitation.
I’m a solid ground.
I’m blessed by your attention.
So to say.
And if you trap me now.
Well that’s okay.

Do it to me hunny. Give me just one more.
Engraved on my memory. Do it to the core.
Just another earthquake. To trigger my soul.
Just another person. To deride a whore.
Just a bit of compassion. I need you to oppress me.
To not feel guilty.

I’ll never grow up to be cowardly.
I am not used to ditch arising catastrophes.
I’m blessed to be this open minded. Though.
This conscience of mine. Seems to overflow.

Chorus

Look what my friend Morguean has done for me =) Hehe, happy X.mas!
Yesterday I went to a press-conference-dinner at the theater here in Östersund, where nice, great food and lovely people. This morning I slept for maaaaany hours, for the first time in a couple of weeks. I am about to try skiing tomorrow sunday, gotta get some fresh air, and it's not really the right weather for my inlines... Tonight I'm having my club NEMIS, with 3 bands on stage, gonna be pretty cool, and late to! :P I'm prepared for the DJ-ing in my small-black-dress...=)
 
Oh well. About todays song. It was written one year ago, in January/February.
Trembling on the edge.








Simply me

Another snowflake - does fall, it makes no difference at all
all seasons' the same, un-comparable
I stay inside a warm and gentle place
I zip my coffee, enjoy the morphine that you inject to me

Another weekend -  do pass, I stay awake til’ it last
all days are the same, un-comparable
I call a friend, he ask me how I feel
says: sunshine don’t mess up, go get some lovin’
Hunny, do you know I still love thee?

Another nod by my head, I guess I heard what he said
all reasons remain - undeniable
I grab my chance, but can’t escape, this pillow
I always end up writing songs on my own

Simply me, I forgotten to inform thee
that the bottom of simplicity
it’s a riddle
I do hold the key but it does not fit

Another waken night, I lay in love by your side
You twist and turn in your dreams
Can I reach in, like that
I never depend on illusions
Simplicity was never part of me
I often come to this conclusion
 

So...Here comes a very old song, that I composed for the book I am writing 2001 (and will try to finish next year if my heart accepts to let go of the story). It is an epic story about a soul divided between to realities, who grows old in two different shapes, two girls, living separate life's, but at the same time sharing emotions, thoughts and the feeling of not really belonging to this world. I have a complete soundtrack to this book, that this day evolve over 3 times 300+ pages, but I can not really upload it before the book is about to be released. (And the only reason I do not finish it is that it is so very intimate and close to me, I can't just yet let anyone in there...) Anyway, this song is about one character in this book, who happens to die, and only one person does know about this persons existence, and chooses not to act in time to save her friend. This song is a goodbye hymn and a kinda "please forgive me for looking away" note.

Some of you might have heard it before. I will re-record it one day, but in some way, I like the sound of things I did when I was younger then now, and not as "professional" yet. 





Your memory

I didn't mean to be
So naive so we
Got trapped and now I can't
Bring you free

And now I walk alone
I bear your death upon me
At least I promise you
To embrace your memory

I searched you here
I searched you everywhere
But all I found
Was the trace of my own steps
I went so far
Into the lost woods but
Still all I found
Was the ruins of our realm

So How could I
Bring back what time did take
They say I search you in vain
For all it takes
I will not let you fade
Deep in my soul you'll remain

Move on
Dream on
They tell me to act Happy
But now I walk alone
I bear your death upon me
At least I promise you
To embrace your memory

Hey guys!

I do not know if the "download-function" on Myspace player really works, so I added a reverbnation-player to my page, just drop by it and download the songs you like this month!

Here it is also:





Todays song is "Return to wilderness" from my Gardenia album. I wrote it to a darling friend of mine, who I also fall in love with, from time to time.

She's one of those fairies, you feel amazed even finding on this earth.

Lyrics:
In search for truth
I found my friend
In search for hope
I lost my way

What everybody couldn't see
Was all I ever needed
Soon my love
We spoke through rhymes and letters
More beautiful then ever
Now you are

Hidden in the shadows surrounding me
Softly embracing me
No more night will be
To deep
Walking trough the wilderness
Returning warmth and grace
Of may and june
Different shades of you

Now on my arm
Thy head and curly hair
I keep you from harm
No one will find us here

When everybody haunted
My love for thee, I wanted
No more then this

Chorus

Don't wake up, stay asleep
 

 

With love/Sol

I thought about what present I could give you all for Christmas...and I realized since my music is basically what you are here for, I'll upload 24 songs from today and to the BIG GIVE AWAY DAY (both favorites, unreleased and new stuff) and make them free for download for about 24 hours each day, starting around midnight.

So, Today, I picked the ballad that has had most rotation all times, over all internet-platforms since I started with music, and it's the song "Am I" from my very first, proper album.

Here's the music video - in case you missed it.

Am I


I wrote this song when ghosts from my past, aka memories, stood in the way as I wanted to attach in a releationship. Sometimes you are just not ready emotionally, even if your reason and logic gives you all the correct answers.

With love/Sol

This summer I and my company www.happyminds.com have recorded the sound for the upcoming film "Kebab Baren the Movie"; taking place in the town Östersund, where I do currently live. The story is about a restaurant and the people working there, competition between companies, people and the travel towards success(?). Love, friendship and a lot of fun!

Check it out here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trO0FuL5HWA

Back...again. Left the big city lights and went up here, through a foggy landscape, misty lakes and everything else I wrote so tenderly about in my Gardenia song, a year, or more, ago.

I uploaded "Slowly fading", the soundtrack of a dear friend of mine, who are not longer on this earth. I feel crazy-happy-sexy-newly fucked-mellow today. You know that feeling? It's the best feeling for creating new songs. But the studio is occupied by a cover band recording some christmas songs. So I sit and wait, in my stay-up. Sit-downs, it should be...maybe.

I'm gonna go grab that cam this week, and get soem nice footage of the WONDERFULLY lovely outside. Oh, and I'm trowing a new club, the 5th dec again! Gonna be a lot of fun and a lot of Fat Boy Slim. Shooo!

Well, I gotta go home soon, have so many presents with me back home (been shopping so much I understood why most female ladies are such bitches - they CARRY TO DAMN MUCH STUPED things around. ) Thanks god I only shop once a year or so. (Okay, not talking about geek-stuff now though. Hehe, that's another business) But please. You really do not need all those things, shoes, handbags. Do you?

Shit.

Hehe, Gonna get me some more lovin now, see ya!




 

I'm out! Hihihi...