Aerophobia
I'm having this dream
the recurrent dream.
while dreaming,
I become another person.
Actually its still me,
but I do feel different
I can feel the cool breeze filling my body.
I feel lighter then ever.
is it possible the I am translucent?
in this dream I have a pair of wings
the are small and weak and it seems
No one but me can see them.
it does not matter anyway
the feeling of them on my back
is enough to comfort me when I cry.
often there is something
that tries to prevent me
from rising in the air
I am caught by invisible hands
and pushed to the ground.
I Am Trapped.
no matter how hard I try
I cannot escape.
then I scream,
more of horror than of pain.
being unable to see the ambusher
I am crying out my helplessness.
Sometimes I spread my wings
And fly toward this dark, cold sky.
I dive into humid, cool clouds,
Holding my breath,
With my face hidden in my hands.
Then, there comes warmth
I open my eyes
Above the clouds the sky is blue and warm,
Everything is filled with shine
There is nothing, but silence.
I want you to see that
I want you to stop being so sad.
I want to see you smile.
But you do not believe me
But I cannot.
I am too weak.
No matter how much you beg me,
I cannot dispel the clouds for you.
Say do you really want to fly away with me?
You are too obstinate to notice
That..