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October 19, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  bored
WHAT WAS YOUR
1. last beverage: Tea :D.
2. last phone call: Mom
3. last text message: Kody
4. last song you listened to: Pretty Pretty - Early November.
5. last time you cried: Yesterday.

HAVE YOU EVER
6. dated someone twice: yep.
7. been cheated on: Not that i know of.
8. kissed someone & regretted it: I try not to regret my actions.
9. lost someone special: ...yes.
10. been depressed: pfft, course.
11. been drunk and threw up: nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Orange
13. Blue
14. Black

THIS YEAR (2009) HAVE YOU
15. Made a new friend: Yes. I love them <3
16. Fallen out of love: Yep.
17. Laughed until you cried: Mmhm.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes. For the better.
19. Found out who your true friends were: It was a lesson learned quickly.
20. Found out someone was talking about you:Mhmm.
21. Been to a concert?: Sadly no.

GENERAL
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: Almost all of them.
24. Do you have any pets: 2 dogs and a feesh..
25. Do you want to change your name: No.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I think it was at my house.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Talking to Dom/sleeping.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Change.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: This morning.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: How things turned out.
32. What are you listening to right now: Buried a lie - Senses Fail.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Even took a picture with him.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: A certain Shrubbery.
35. Most visited webpage: Twitter.
37. Nicknames: Brittabutter, Britta, Pie, Sis, Pumpkin, Scrat.
38. Relationship Status: engaged.
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio.
40. He or She?: She =D.
41. Elementary?: uh...Upper Township and Astoria
42. Middle School: JR
43. High School/​College:​ MRHS
44. Hair color: Brown, changing soon
45. Long or short: Short.
46. Height: 5'7
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Yep.
48: What do you like about yourself? My humor.
49. Piercings: Ears.
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Tighty.

FIRSTS
52. First surgery: None
53. First piercing: Ears.
54. First best friend: Ashley O'Hara
55. First sport you joined: Volleyball
56. First vacation: Disney World.
58. First pair of trainers: Tricycle.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Egg Noodles<3
60. Drinking: Tea
61. I'm about to: Get me a new laptop.
62. Listening to: Hotel California Cover by NFG.
63. Waiting for: a second chance.

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: Yes
65. Get Married?: To the right person.
66. Career?: I'm...Not sure.

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes? Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Ehh, I like both. How about Spontaneously romantic?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms.
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: A relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both.

HAVE YOU EVER
76. Kissed a stranger: Pfft.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nah.
78. Lost glasses/​contacts:​ Nah.
79. Sex on first date: Nope. who does that?
80. Broken someone's heart : Yes.
81. Had your own heart broken: Yes.
82. Been arrested: Nope
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Of course.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes. Horribly.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself: Sometimes
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: Yes.
89. Heaven: More or less
90. Santa Claus: No.
91. Kiss on the first date: They're cute.
92. Angels: More or less.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
93. Had more than one bf/gf?: Yup.
95. Did you sing today? : A bit.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: I refue.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why?: About... Two weeks. rethinking my decision. I think it would make me a better/happier person.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Last year? i'd have to say when the senior weight team girls had a water balloon fight and we got Mr Z with them. it was... a really good day. I miss my trackies<3
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Not falling in love. What happens after.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Meh.
September 8, 2009 - Tuesday 
1. The name's Britta Butter
2. I hate my eyes.
3. My hair is usually a tangled mess of brown and blonde.
4. Music makes my life go around.
5. I enjoy school.
6. I usually have a rubber band on my wrist.
7. I'm becoming less defined as days go by.
8. Sometimes I randomly quote song lyrics.
9. Friends are one of the most important factors in my life.
10. I can't sleep if I'm wearing socks.
11. I've fallen asleep on a brides maid dress.
12. I've also fallen asleep in an empty bathtub, fully clothed.
13. I'm literally a heater when I sleep.
14. I straighten my hair from time to time.
15. I feel most comfortable in my own skin around him<3
16. My ears are gauged (:
17. You're that last little bit of toothpaste.
18. RAINBOW SURPRISE.
19. I'm glad we're not enemies.
20. Ocean City is where I spend most of my nights.
21. I text constantly.
22. I need time to figure these things out.
23. I fall asleep with a stuffed penguin.
24. I like long walks, but then again I hate walking.
25. Orange is my favorite color.
26. Pink Hi-lighter<3
27. I work at Sonic.
28. I'm a carhop and love my job.
29. Twitter freak<3
30. If you look just about anywhere you can find me as "Brittabutter"
31. My favorite cousin ever gave me that nickname<3
32. Peanut butter is my fuel
33. I consider myself more mature than kids my age.
34. Jeans are my normal attire.
35. Hoodies are usually part of my attire also.
36. Anatomy is beautiful to me.
37. Both male and female.
38. I hardly eat.
39. I'm very competitive.
40. I love making people smile and will go out of my way to see one.
41. I love laughing and making jokes.
42. Inside jokes<3
43. I couldn't live without my ipod.
44. There are memories that can still ease my pain, but fill me with a different kind of pain.
45. I miss Gail Dimaties. She was my shining star and the one who lifted the world off my shoulders.
46. I feed off the emotions of others. Laugh all you want but it's true.
47. I'm VEEERRRYYY Emotional and I'm not ashamed to cry.
48. Now I need you more than ever.
49. I love reading.
50. My family is my hero. They're the strongest people I've ever known.
September 2, 2009 - Wednesday 

Current mood:GLORIOUS
Slight hints this time. Last time it was too obvious! PARAGRAPH TIME =D

Person Number One:
After you left, I was heartbroken, it's not that we were going out it's that you were my best friend, my everything and my world. You helped me on the worst of days and you were my shoulder when I needed a place to cry. You called me when I needed someone to talk to and you always checked on me. I'm a stronger person now, but I still tear up when I talk about you. I was a wreck without you but I don't think I need you anymore. Thank you for showing me who I truly am. I can never repay you, and I'll never get the chance to....

Person Number Two:
It's insane how close I am to you. Should relatives be this close? It seems impossible. You have never ever given up on me. You are always there for me and well, thank you. Your calls after school to make sure I was okay made my heart flutter, you have been there through EVERYTHING and without you I'm not sure who I would be. I never want to live without you or your lovely daughters.

Person Number Three:
Several hours and I knew I had fallen hard, and you did too. I think we cushioned each others fall. You make me feel like the center of the universe, but I guess I am to you. I can't even put into words these feelings but I know they're true.

November 8, 2007 - Thursday 

Current mood:  apathetic

Aerophobia

I'm having this dream

the recurrent dream.

while dreaming,

I become another person.

Actually its still me,

but I do feel different

I can feel the cool breeze filling my body.

I feel lighter then ever.

is it possible the I am translucent?

in this dream I have a pair of wings

the are small and weak and it seems

No one but me can see them.

it does not matter anyway

the feeling of them on my back

is enough to comfort me when I cry.

often there is something

that tries to prevent me

from rising in the air

I am caught by invisible hands

and pushed to the ground.

I Am Trapped.

no matter how hard I try

I cannot escape.

then I scream,

more of horror than of pain.

being unable to see the ambusher

I am crying out my helplessness.

Sometimes I spread my wings

And fly toward this dark, cold sky.

I dive into humid, cool clouds,

Holding my breath,

With my face hidden in my hands.

Then, there comes warmth

I open my eyes

Above the clouds the sky is blue and warm,

Everything is filled with shine

There is nothing, but silence.

I want you to see that

I want you to stop being so sad.

I want to see you smile.

But you do not believe me

But I cannot.

I am too weak.

No matter how much you beg me,

I cannot dispel the clouds for you.

Say do you really want to fly away with me?

You are too obstinate to notice

That..

July 15, 2007 - Sunday 

Current mood:  calm
Category: Friends
songs to me

Heathers Song To Me

britney britney britney

your not like whitney whitney whitney.

you make me smileee

stay with me for a while ?

i love you oh so deeply

will you ever keep me.

you make me laughy laughy.

so shake ya laffy taffy




Smashes Song to me

One in a million:

they say that good things take time

but really great things happen in the blink of an eye

thought the chances to meet

somebody like you

were million to one

i can't beleive it

o woah

your one in a million.



Kristens song to me

it all began at a dance one day,

in the middle of the night in the fine month of may,

we sang && partied like rockstars as we danced the night away,

we grew into such wonderful friends; and wonderful friends we'll stay,

from rubbing my blush brush onto the red BA-LOON!!

to falling in love waaaay too soon,

from running away from izabella whom which we adore,

to wrestling for cookie on nathans floor,

we threw soda on his clothese && had beanie baby fights,

wandering your house in the middle of the night,

delicous sammich's and milk still avoid spice's clutches,

as we both stand heart broken by our once loved crushes,

we have shed tears on the worst of our days,

as we jumped off the cheese-mat && tried to fly away,

we will ride off into the sunset with a care or fright,

leave our regrets behind, and have our fun tonight.?



Nates song to me

Britney is a Scorpio.

She is sooo .. cool.

I love her lots.

And I need her tots.

Tater tots.

Lots.

And I like her pots.

And pans.

And mans.

And cans.