I have travelled so far to find so little
Meaning in tragedy or tragedy
In the search of meaning

Dark clouds have led me here
Confined freedom
Guides us to security

What if everything
I have been taught is a lie
And all my teachers
Have been wrong this whole time
Compelling us to fight
The battles they would not
They have already won
And we have already lost
If we do not learn from their mistakes

We have already lost
If we do not learn to change

My Interpretation:

We try to find why there are trgedies but maybe the tragedy is that we spend our lives trying to find the meaning .

We can contribute where we are now to all the bad things that happen. To avoid all the bad things in life we can be locked up and just pretend to be free or we can live the risk of a free life.

We are being brainwashed to fight the battles of our parents not even knowing why, and unless we learn from our mistakes and our past we will lose who we are in the battles that were not meant for us.

Our world will parish if we do not change what we are taught and step out of our box of security.

Here I go
Walking around the world
Thinking questions are old
And doubts are untold

I write the ending of my story
Walking through my flawless plan
Without even knowing
That I will soon be swept away

I look at my friend nearby
I blink and see she is gone
I see only the most beautiful girl
I only wish her to know right there
The truth but I only stare

Why must I always fear change
Am I afraid my goals may rearrange
Let these questions come undone
For these burdens weigh a ton

Feelings of a desert of life
Everything is drying up
All is leaving this sanctuary of old
The secrets held must be told

Why does this goodbye
Make me want to cry
Nothing makes sense
My thoughts are too dense

My love who never was
Never will be
For life has packed up
Not to be renewed

Help me
This is my plea
I must survive
So I may join two lives

Let my soul go to rest
Release the feathers from my nest