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Campus Visual have been holding for more than a month. I have asked lots of sutdents in my campus to allow our require about taking pics for them. My passion about making a website on campus culture haven't be fating. In fact i'm not those people who is easy to give up their will and dream. Or i'm a girl who dosen't want to negative my decision...

A girl who feels ashame to talk to strangers doesn't up to this job. Lukily I'm a girl who love to talk with others... Every time I say, "Excuse me, would you mind my taking photos for you...Just two minutes!"... I feel it's just a challange to myself. If he or she allowed my shoot, it would be a success.

And something interesting happened, too... You know girls care about their appreance. Every time I look at them carefully with my glasses and think aoubt if they should be in my camera, they would feel surprise about my view of her...so they began to look at themselves to see if there were something wrong with them...their pretty skirs, lovely shoes or colorful bags...but all's right!

Thak makes me feel funny... I'm sorry, girls...you are all right...It's my guity...

is he bringing me in?
then where am i now?
i don't think i'm in his world
he still doing what he has to do like he ever did.
and i still didn't know what is he doing but only his endless unidentifiable codes.

am i bringing him in?
i know where he is living in my heart
bcz i can feel it daily in my life
but he may know nothing about it
he may feel uninterested about my world
i wonder which part of him i had brought in
his face? his body? or his soul?
his gentilesse? his kindness? or his intelligence?
oh, it may be nothing
and it may also be everthing...

is he bringing me in or am i bringing him in?
" is he bringing me in or am i bringing him in?"
you know where this sentence comes from?
i give my greatest regard to you, my dear Ernest Hemmingway.

I always deeply shocked by the songs from silent hill. I think I should watch Silent Hill again alone. I love those movie with fear, myth and suspence.

Here is the lyric of SUN. I love the voice of the women. It doesn't necessary to konw who is she. But I love her SUN, her Your Rain. I love the feeling in SH.

SUN

ORIGIN


In the beginning, people had nothing. Their bodies ached, and their hearts held nothing but hatred.
They fought endlessly, but death never came. They despaired, stuck in the eternal quagmire.

BIRTH


A man offered a serpent to the sun and prayed for salvation.
A woman offered a reed to the sun and asked for joy. Feeling pity for the sadness that had over run the earth, God was born from these two people.

SALVATION


God made time and divided it into day and night.
God outlined the road to salvation and gave people joy. And God took endless time away from the people.

CREATION


God created beings to lead people in obedience to Her. The red God, Xuchilbara, the yellow God, Lobsel Vith, many Gods and angels.
Finally God set out to create Paradise, where people would be happy just by being there.

PROMISE


But the God's strength ran out, and she collapsed. All the world's people grieved this unfortunate event, yet God breathed Her last. She returned to the dust, promising to come again.

FAITH


"So God hasn't been lost.
We must offer our prayers and not forget our faith. We wait in hope for the day when the Path to Paradise will be opened."


Of course it was the faith of  heretic. Silent Hill is a story of heretic. However, in modern hitory, there's no ineal faith. You can treat your faith as the absoluted ineal one.

Last time I introduce the Tokyo Street Style for you and now~~ I give you a creation of my own~~
Campus Visual
It is a spread from Tokyo Street Style. Ono and I are searching campus fation on our university. I think we are not the first one to do this project in China, and, I hope, we are also not the last one. It was really a funny and exciting projest~~ I have said that "It was not the fation items but the fation atmosphere or the longing to be fation that make me deeply moved." That's my reflection from TSS. And if you could pay a visit on our CV, I hope you could  have  a  respond like me.

It would be our honor if you tell our project to your friends or post our link on your site!

Dear Yoshiki,
       I know you must be busy with your countless works... You know we love you and worry about your health, your live and all the thing we could worry...
       So, I saw the news about "reband". I wonder if you could persuade Pata and Heath to come back. You know all the fans of X Japan wish the band last forever, however, in my oppnion, not by your form.
       You know Toshi Pata Heath and you are the incontestable elements of reband. You are all unsubstitutable. But in most of the hide fans' eyes, X Japan CAN NOT be reband if hide had, had been...
       Yes you can ask every guitarist you like to instead of hide's place. But that's NOT X Japan. You can't call them X Japan bcz hide ISN'T there!!
       Dear yoshiki, I love you so much, just like hide dose. Now you have been working so hard and so good in VUK, and you are going to form another band with Gactk, Sugizo & Miyavi... Don't  you feel satisfied? Why can you be so ambitious?  You know  X  Japan had  ended in form, why not let it last forever with hide in our hearts?
       You try your best to reband it, but in fact you may destroy it... You must realize that, you and the other members are no longer the young and crazy rockers as you were... Plz...Plz...let it go...

I'm dying for Tokyo Street Style recently. I thought I will die if I cant see the renew in TSS every week. Ah, you'd better have a look~ I give you the link~

Tokyo Street Style

You see, they are not pro mordels!  The camerists just catch the fation guys along the Tokyo streets! It was not the fation items but the fation atmosphere or the longing to be fation that make me deeply moved!!

Dear Banana San~, if you went to Japan, don't forget to catch any of the shining phoint on the amazing streets~~Oh year~~

So, you know, Ginza is the richest spot in Tokyo. A place filled with luxuries~~~As a result, I found this ring below~

It was a noble-like woman (come on, a woman in Ginza must be a noble woman!). She's ring was a present from her husband!!! What a great husband!
I really shocked by it! What a ring what a ring~~~

ps. there's a funny game on my CH blog. Try this game if you can read CH~
youhu's blog

We have a meanless argument today. I thought.
We spent 3 classes to discuss an meanless topic: the value on history#.
The argument was so heat that I should have talked something but at last I haven't. In my eyes, those people, those who were major in history just like me, shouldn't argue or discuss about this f**king topic. That really made me sick, made me wanted to quit the socalled argument as quick as possible...

Why not think about the value of "argue about the value on history"?
A few students metioned about this issue: when you probe into the value of a certain thing, you are likely to dis-construct it. (it could also be applied in LOVE, if you are watching my blog, you know what I mean.) I mean you are going to remove it, or destroy it.

Luckly, history* is not a destructible thing, and a undestructible thing--in a certain way--is actually a meanless element in the basic world, or from human's basic instinct.

We need history, from an absurd point of view, only bcz we are enjoying it. We need it from our oringinal disire. It's better to get more historic materials than to waste time in this meanless argument... That's all.

In fact, it made me think about a view from anata. He said students who major in humanities didn't know how to communication, we just argue, we just defence. I hope it's just a surface view...




#history: in Chinese, history reality and historical methodolgy are called Lishi and Lishixue. Sarcastically, in English, HISTORY is including both of them. Can you tell one from the other? That's funny.