Assassination! Gushing! Splurging combustions of typography!
...In which for a man, if he'd like to be protected or protect to a certain extent; hence, the birth of babies; (hence) the transmitting of infections, he'd need a condom.
If reproduction were the epidemic (to the books), I'd be optimus PRIME! ...
example when I speak on behalf of my mind. *shrugs*
I need condoms.
Now, perhaps I should've been a soul-less entity; a machine; a typewriter type of a writer; to where, my creator's fingers could stop creating finger-less miracles everyday across the globe "out of the way" of recognition, because intellectuals view vertically...I mean, he should just... sit horizontally... behind me and "finger" ...me.
No condoms in need. Right?
That way, he'd... blend in with the rest of the "epidemic" and look more (obvious). He'd... be more (like-us). We...
wouldn't have to change for the (better) and
no one would question HIM... never.

-it's (eh brew) again... Emmanu'el Brew

...Theophil-US in queen. Yah!

@Fancy Years
1bigluv

She's young and quite well off. She's talked about. She's forgotten.
Worth over $*96,211 in personal savings before age 25, $2*3,300,8** inherited, to be exact, and approximately $400,000 of tangible assets...she is definitely qualified to speak to me, since I'm so important.

With her rugged tomboyish appearance, it's hard to notice the facts.
In her own words, she states, "I have no problem admitting that I am a character...sometimes, a character not too appealing in personality or appearance".
She goes on to say, "...but that's a part of the unconventional plan, that is how you come to recognize the most genuine people to keep and the ones to weed if need be".
When I asked about her past, she replied, 
"My life has been a long but short span of observations, truths, lies, scamming, travel, sex, games, decisions, disguise, ...disgust, I can go on, but I regret nothing...simply, look at my accounts!" *she chuckled* "okay, I don't normally magnify what I have and or don't have but, this life has really helped my judgements..."
"I believe the wealthiest people are those that are not [particularly] prejudice; those that realize no matter what type of person you run into, their character can be useful to some degree for your benefit".  She pauses to say, "do I sound greedy?"
I was unsure of how to answer but I think I was sensing a rhetorical question. Either way, she really didn't give me a chance to finish deciding, saying,
..."well, next year, I'll be even richer, sorry"
We shared a laugh because I totally (and finally) got the joke then. (somehow)

She comes into the interview with only $30 in her pocket ("so she says, after I asked to borrow $40"), big brown boots, lose fit jeans and a green shirt and jacket from Father & Sons, her hair braided upward (and high) as if there were stilts sitting on her head. I thought, "what a wierdo" and in my mind, I didn't understand how she got into an automobile to commute here unless she laid back, because her hair was ...just..."a sight to see"!

So now, I felt like we could get comfortable and I could really break down some questioning and perhaps get a little bit more about "what's going on" ...thinking maybe she'll cut me some slack being we went to school together back in '02, you know how I do ...make her laugh a lil ...feel comfortable..."GET THE CAKE"  :) 

TUJ: Thank you for coming, I know you were soooo busy
EB: Yes, actually I was building a personal bulldozer so I could move my neighbors ...AND... their house... and then you all called
TUJ: Wow, well we apologize but this is mandatory before the Rapture takes place
TUJ: So, I remember you from highschool right?
EB: Sure sure, I knew I recognized you...Oh so, TUJ made a big move putting you to I test?
TUJ: "Sarcasm is the moto of the Eagles!" Good thing I know that!
*laughing*
EB: Maybe everyone I encounter should have went to W. G. E. finally, someone understands my pain
TUJ: I liked hearing your rhymes...
EB: pahaaa! really? ...I was such a poseur!...gangst(er) haha
TUJ: yea right!...bust a line or two for me?
EB: No...no, I don't talk like that anymore, I love my people...
*she lays back in the orange loveseat*

*surprisingly she jumps up*
EB: "...I'm gangsta wit my Santana bandana/ both hands on the banana/ I will let it pop the propaganda/ she/ can talk for me/ she can talk all night cus I don't fight/ I got better and effective manners/ somebody get the meat hangers/ step back ma before I put you in deep layers"
*she strikes a pose*

TUJ: okay.....................I'm scared
EB: you asked... as well as, THAT's what [YOU] used to enjoy?
EB: Thank God for career development...
TUJ: lol ...So, what is this "new you"?
EB: I'm not understanding the question?
TUJ: ...So, ...what is this "new you"?
EB: Oh oooh! that. yea, sometimes the Asker has to use the consecutive questioning strategy for me
EB: The new me, well, I've got balls now???
TUJ: balls?... Brew are you gay?
EB: I'm not understanding the question?
TUJ: ...Brew...are you gay?
EB: Oh okay. "How big is the TUJ network?" ...does that answer your question?
EB: ...anyway, what I meant by "balls" was that I finally "got" the statement made by one of the ladies of Floetry, I believe it was a live recording, she says, "God is too good for us to fear!" 
EB: the new me consists of Fearlessness...and this is how I live because God gives
*she kindly says* and *we smile*
TUJ: You are so inspiring ...gosh!
EB: ...The Inspiring are The Inspired
*she winks*
TUJ: So, what is your next move after the book ...yes, I heard about the book!
EB: Oh yes, "This Journal Is Sold Out" will be dropping March 23rd, finally...ugh, my hands hurt!!! lol *wiggling her fingers* In conjunction, I don't want to sound money hungry but one thing leads to another. I will take that revenue and invest in another stream of income. I am all about blessings and security.
TUJ: What kind of stream?
EB: aaah idk, since everyone's going green, I think I'll put solar plates on top of my house that shine back to the sun ...and charge the people there for being in my light
TUJ: Who the hell says that? ...what?
*Brew stares with a straight face*
EB: ...says what?
TUJ: Solar plates? ...people on the sun? ...charge? ...them?
EB: Yes. Don't be suprised when it happens haha.
TUJ: What can we expect from, "This Journal Is Sold Out" and where did the name come from?
EB: Well... *pausing* 
EB: I CAN say this, people are the ones that make it real and people are the ones that make it fake. Like the Bible, some people take certain scriptures literal and others not so literal. But...what if those particular scriptures, were meant to be literal and all this time those people taking it not so literal were taking it not so literal....what happens? It's fake until it's real. So to YOU, refering back to your statement miss "interview before the Rapture takes place"...the Rapture is fake to those who don't believe it until it's real.

*she laughs, while I'm amazed at what she's saying as well as trying to piece together her reply to my question*

EB: "This Journal Is Sold Out" is my chest pain. "This Journal Is Sold Out" is my headache, the times when I thought I liked someone very much but...*she puts her hands up and makes a "guess I didn't" face*, this book is my misinterpretations/misunderstandings, my past, my present, but not a bio...sorry. As random as I am (I admit), can you imagine a book with me just ...talking?
TUJ: I'm experiencing it...right-now ...in live action
EB: yea...I don't know who "talked" me into "talking"..................to you! lol
EB: what I'm saying about the book is, that it's a "perceive me" reading..."take it how you want" reading...and "have fun with it" reading...it's versatile enough for the public!
EB: The name, "This Journal Is Sold Out" ...is prophecy. Now, buy up! lol

*she grabs a hand full of almonds out of her bag*

TUJ: Oh, I apologize...am I creating roll over minutes...that is, into your lunch
EB: ...Clever. You know that I'm a Veg and I eat quite often so...you may see me snacking like it's only righteous to do so except at my own kitchen table, that means, on the bus, on the sidewalk, on the toilet (well, you wouldn't be there), um at "an interview" hmm ...."buyers of my book may even see my head pop out of one of the pages with a bag of frozen grapes"...."want some?!?" ...I won't tell you guys what page that's on
TUJ: Aaahhhaa! This has really been an eventful "sit-in" with you, I want to thank you again for coming Ms. Brew
EB: Surely, thank you...it was good seeing you again
TUJ: Yes, I truly enjoyed you!

As we get up to leave the scene, she kindly wishes me well. I wonder if she's bipolar??? Not to be negative at all, like, is there a such thing as a positive bipolar patient? She has several personalities. She's calm and collected. She's funny and energetic. She's wise. She's serious. She's spiritual. I got so many "people" out of her during the short time we conversed, but as she says, "I regret nothing".
I am truly looking forward to her book, "This Journal Is Sold Out". I am certain the energy will spill out of the pages onto my forearms.

Peace and Love to all and thank you for reading the TUJ interview with EBrew!

FancyYears©


 

From: Emmanu'el Brew

To: Wherever You Are 

Greetings!

...and Happy Birthday baby...I ...I know it's not your birthday but
to me, everyday your face is made afresh like never before.
Waking up to you, is what truth is...
we search day in and day out to find these things that may satisfy our being
but I have been completed without trying...now I am not afraid of dying
My love for you is effortless...it just exists...like the trees, the oceans
the seas...[we]... are the words that spoke them into reality
Effortless like the fact that no matter where I go, what I do,
how many people I meet, years and years go by but I have never forgotten
God ...he is never erased from my mind...
and you and I, love, my love is effortless to remember, to be the significance
of your thirsting heart
Let us explore; we'll catch another land with our fish net
and when we lay, and when we play, let us multiply planets
with tidy pastures and fruits like the first garden our Father entrusted us with...
Happy Birtday baby...to you
...and I ...I miss you...I ...I [wish], You
Wherever you are.

FancyYears©

My name is Ahfoe Am'rica and I'm an addict.
I lay here and let the day go by. sigh.
Tired of asking questions bout why. I guess, it's just not in my genes.
Imbalanced chromosomes lead me to think suicide. So i...get high.
thinkin bout funny money shit....so I can say, "bitch ha, I am funny rich!"
co-mixed with God....i stopped gettin' high and sellin' *wink*
to start sellin' "read the ink" and I think I'm alive again
and with this fresh air, I can save the world again.
hero to the power of zero unique euro...dollar...worth price [less] dollars.
so follow her! novel her! market her! idol her! forward her around with
a text message sound! and now
she should leave her band and go solo!
she's a promo! perhaps... a little homo...and hey,
she can be the next King James!
and push a translation lil Wayne can't touch ...but
nothin' but the butt of it ...she serve your burger fixed just how you ordered it 
so here, here's your fix for the New World Order bitch and
on some New World Order iish, mother's grab your daughters ...
and lay em on your breastesses
tell em bout the signs, tell em bout the messages
tell em bout the God and the Son; 
show em how to eat bread and fish ...an unleavened dish
eat the last lil bits, the crumbs, do the last lil bit; do what you do real quick
or ESCAPE like a hero and expect the return of your Hero
and in that day babies birth under water still
and in that day people still claiming they're real
but fake and lie so much to [self], what is fake is real and still
human quality overrides human flaw
liars greedy lookin' like wallabies hiding truth in their pouches, gold in their jaws and
even though the econo my saying "ouch i..."
they still hangin' reefs
teachin' we's to slouch  ...and ...and...sag and gettin' paid broken dollars to promote the mental drug where the music's remote but airborne
we's gettin' paid broken dollars by the hour
and the people can't see the head thorns               ...flesh...torn
culture means nadaaaa when a culture is slug minded and consumed with Pradaaaa...
we need Abba! consumed with the Fathaaa!
cus ants get more done son...

...to be continued

Ebrew
FancyYears©

I want everyone to put their hands on the screen and when you put your hands on the screen you put your hands on my chest and when you put your hands on my chest you feel my thumpa ...now listen with the ear of your palms:

BLIND

luv. (I know you say, "oh lord, I knew it had to have something to do with that bullshit) ha..sure...but the only bullshit about it is the [remix].
And aren't we used to marketing [luv] like we market [Geesus]?
I'm not talking about the Jezebel Sunday organizations alone or prostitutes, and hustlers, this market's not for cash and embezzling profits but 'bout non-prophets prophecying, "you gon' get some ass...yea...just tell her you [luv] her"
they be really hearing god yo...
cus everything intangible becomes much bigger than that palpable like....money...
they affect the mental(s) and create a whole (culture) of...these...idiots!

i flip.
And I don't know where you be, is you....sooth-saying me-truth to me,
lying to me, saying, "you [luvin'] me girl"....casually.....
softly, when you want me and I don't know who you be...?
with
Ironically, I feel [it]<(that culture) .melting ...everytime I see you, near you, in my dreams almost like-I-be-you or... maybe I'm just another lady from the "Medium", mix-matching dreams, characters, and scenes I...
plead wit'em... to let me just-be-right this time.
Life's time, has been repetitious hoping for something different so either it's life that's retarded or me!
Insecurities.
Blind by a force that moves the earth, we put names on it
Sign and date on it ...then we usually end up in court 'bout it
Learned behavior.
Spoiled like flat soda or a stagnant homosexual ...dying trying to hide all the time
or a woman hating her fertile ...then she
births things that ain't supposed to be fast like a rabbit
laughing at the turtle, "Girl, I gotsta to have it!"
Mistakes justified.
What's the difference between the two....worlds?
tied.
[luv] and love. [Geesus] and Jesus.
Which version got us where we are today?

Blind cus
We all really have no vision

..."cuuuut!"

Note: []=remix.
Example: love=[luv], Jesus=[Geesus]
the remixed spellings have everything to do with what we have changed the original intention of existence to be ...saturated with impurities 
FancyYears©

 

fascination: rules the mind; overly wined with lust for you
episodes: they are grapes under a wand,
this magical flex I get when you come...
...around me...
my nature rises to your ...stretch sizes
purging me dry as raisons in the sun
back begun
tappin' you out of mystery
please say "dat curiosity's history"
back begun
tappin' you before you knew
that strong vegan man blow it out like an elephant boo
with respect sista, microsoft Vista ...can't even get inside of you
In this 'ere IT industry, I-am-my-own-rivalry
I am the software your hard drive bleeds
or computes like [rebuked!] cus you only take ME
Like the cost of an AppleMac only take G's
please ... trust, I'ma dedicated lead
Eat, eat ....receive
Eat this BIO-itis of we;
when you receive this, you will-get-nigga-itis and perhaps fall asleep!
In the sanctuary hidden under my hair
I dismiss the guards with holiday pay
Because this sacred emblem is mine to sway
No security needed, dancin' as we lay bae

I-am: E.Brew

"...the other side of a universal, versatile, plentiful, woman's complex!"

 

 

All rights owned by: FancyYears ©

 

 

Give to receive, your "worthless" money/
that's money to be circulated/
to help circulate this lie/
to keep niggers (NOT BLACKS)
niggers,/ hungry for
paper cars, houses and planes/

not faith

Give to receive, your worthless American dollars!/
here ...in [this] house of prayer/
where/
I will lead you/
but despise you/ if you/
leave here and go there/
I will work your emotions/
and take your money/
and build another house of..../

"I'm sorry" ...you got put out of your house/
then give to recieve ...darling/
and watch me do meeee!/

Heeeey!
I...i...i know to teach a man/
that he's from heaven/
I...i...i know to teach a "man"being/
that God reconciled us/
through the dark Nazarene/
I...i...i know to teach a man/
that if he never believes/

these.....      things....      that...../

his world/
is this world/

aaand but/

Times is hard.../
Ha!
yall ain't hearing me/
I said that/
Tiiiimes is hard!/
and you gots to/
giiiive
to receive

I'd rather keep a brother/
looking cool in his blinders/
and worry 'bout the blood/
on my hands later/

than to
risk the truth that
"my" people ain't trying to HEAR!

This mainstream house ha!/
this mainstream music ha!/
and my mainstream mouth
ha! ...woo!/
Can I get uh wiiiiiii ...tness!!/

*the organ plays*

*the crowd goes wild*

O saints...by the way,
you can buy tapes in the back
just contact
"First lady" Dainty ....after you all calm down.

Note:
(has nothing to do with ^vent^)
I have come to the conclusion my loved ones, that, like DuBois, Langston, etc.....Frederick Douglass, .....Cornell West....etc "whoever else"...
Everybody didn't go to Harvard. Everybody's not an abolitionist. Everybody doesn't care about invention. Everybody's not a master thinker or FMCT. Everyone doesn't care to read, therefore, my writings aren't for everyone.
Most people look at pictures. Most, want to be told or regulated as to what to do or how to make a judgement or decision. Most people take for granted the most simple and yet most important elements/domains for quality of life. They instead enjoy "quantity". Well,

but time, time rocks steady! *smile*
..And...you...yes...."you"...
you are just like [time],
never changing...
unconsciously ticking....
UNTIL YOU REALIZE
YOU ARE A HUMAN
WITH PURPOSE.

~ eBREW (tea bag to juice) ~

 

(((NOTE: When reading this, read aloud; read words within bracets together w/o pause ...and so forth)))

[Unconscious suicide provides
the gay vanity we claim to have
in response to a pimp's genocide]

[A lost ethnicity
in a land where babes grow
to read and write
to check boxes: [] black
                         [] white
                         [] hispanic

left and right,   ^^^what is that?]

[CEO's, millionaires, billionaires
still considered
first minority owned businesses]:

"A sociological minority is not necessarily a numerical minority — it may include any group that is disadvantaged with respect to a dominant group"
~somebody on Wikipedia

[And dissect morality in ethics 
to reverse the knowledge 
and so...
the follower will forever
be the borrower 
in every aspect possible
direct or abstract like,]

[the architectural symbols just north of
"their" projects "your" ghetto
and a penitentiary all around you]

[bound at the plantaition
bound even better when released
into damnation
You are only a seed of reversed men-ta-lity
another imitation of what you think is your nAtion] ...-ality

[Like a mother that birthed you and
forced someone to adopt you
and she disowns you but owns you from afar]

[Unconscious suicide provides
the gay vanity we claim to have
in response to a pimp's genocide]

[A lost ethnicity
in a land where babes grow
to read and write
to check boxes:  [] black
                          [] white
                          [] hispanic

Don't hate, check one to participate.
                            ~the satan system

~Ebrew "ain't" always understood b/c Ebrew "ain't" see-through.