1. you & your ex:
What about us?  We're cool, I suppose?

2. I am listening to:
Undead by Hollywood Undead

3. Maybe I should:
Do my art homework

4. I love:
Too many things to mention, really.  I love my friends, I love my family, I love art and music, I love animals and science, and still so much more.

5. I don't understand:
Overall, the human race.  I find the rest of the animal kingdom easier to understand.

6. I have lost my respect for:
Most of the human race.  Anyone who is shallow, you disgust me.  Anyone who is ignorant, you don't deserve the breath it takes for me to respond to you.

7. I last ate:
Cheese

8. The meaning of my display name is:
A nickname that I earned for good reason

9. God is:
A lot of things.  I don't have nearly enough time to explain my views on here.

IS YOUR/ARE YOU..

1. Is your hair wet?
Not yet.  About to take a shower. ;D

2. Is your school bag right by you?
My laptop bag but not my school bag

3. Do you miss someone?
Yes.

4. Are you wearing chapstick?
WTH?  No.

5. Are you tired?
No

6. Are you wearing pajamas?
If you consider my boxers pajamas, then sure.

7. Are you mad?
Quite possibly.

HAVE YOU..

1. Recently done anything you regret?
Hmm... regret is so interesting.  I prefer not to regret.

2. Ever lied?
Yes and I am quite good at doing so.  I hate to do so, though.

4. Have you ever kicked someone?
Haha, ask anyone at Black Belt.

TODAY HAVE YOU:

1. Have you cursed?
Hmm... not really.

RANDOM..

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
There are a few, yes.  You need to ask better questions for me to answer properly.

Q: Do you have any siblings?
Yes, 3 younger brothers.

Q: Do you want children?
I'd like to someday.

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
Haha, no.

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
Yes.

Q: Are your toenails painted?
No.

Q: Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
Sure, there are quite a few.

Q: what color shirt are you wearing right now?
Blue

Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
A history essay.

Q: I can't wait till:
A lot of things.

Q: What would you rather be called; babe or baby?
Babe.

Q: When did you cry last?
Honestly, last night.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
As much as physically possible for myself.

Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Sammi's couch 'cause I'm watching her place.

Q: Do you have any pets?
Chihuahua, Pekingese, and a black cat.

Q: Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
Yes.

Q: Do you think that someone will repost this?
Who knows.

HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes?
Haha, it's a common occurrence.

3. Made out in a movie theater?
Yes.

4. Had a relationship for a year and 1/2?
Yup.

5. Thought your cousin was hot?
No.

6. Smoked pot?
No, I'd also get shot at least in the foot by Sammi.

7. Smoked a cigarette?
No.

8. Taken a shower with another person?
Yes.

9. Gone over the speed limit?
Pretty much every time I turn on my car.

10. Painted your room?
Yeah, I'm thinking about painting it again.

11. Drove a car?
Duh.

12. Danced in front of your mirror?
Most definitely.

14. Been dumped?
Yes.

16. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Yeah, it's been done.

17. Been in a fist fight?
Hmm... do sparring matches count?  Either way, yes.

18. Snuck out of your house?
Yeah, not that hard.

19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Story of my life?

20. Been arrested?
No.

21. Made out with a stranger?
Yes.

22. Left your house with out telling your parents?
Yeah

23. Had a crush on your neighbor?
No.

24. Ditched school to do something more fun?
I have ditched class for a day at UMD just for the hell of it.

25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
What do you expect me to say?  YES.

26. Seen someone die?
Yes.  I have an odd habit of being at places right before something or someone dies.

27. Been on a plane?
Yeah.

28. What did you do at your lowest point in life?
So far, I'd consider this past year being pretty low.  I often just laid in bed with no desire to move, eat, or anything.  If not for my friends, I don't know what I would have done those days.  Probably just existed in that bed.  I shut down and turn extremely cold when stuff like that happens.

29. Do you tend to fall for people easily?
I may fall for people relatively easily but it takes a good deal to get to the rest of me.

31. When was the last time you were truly happy with your life?
It comes and goes, I suppose.

32. Things about the opposite sex you notice first?
In everyone, I look to their eyes.

33. Ate yogurt?
Not recently.

34. Cheated while playing a game?
COURSE NOT

35. Been lonely?
Yeah, I'm pretty lonely at the moment.

36. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Yup!

37. Been to a club?
Duh

38. Felt an earthquake?
Once.  A very minimal one.

39. Touched a snake?
Yeah

40. Ran a red light?
By accident.

41. Been suspended from school?
No

42. Had detention?
No

43. Been in a car accident?
Yes, but hopefully never one of my own.

44. Hated the way you look?
Whatever I don't like I either try to like or try to change.

45. Witnessed a crime?
Yes

46. Been lost?
Yup

47. Been to the opposite side of the country?
No

48. Felt like dying from embarrassment?
Haha, my friends usually have a helping hand in it.

50. Sang karaoke?
Yeah

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Unfortunately

52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
Unfortunately

53. caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Yes

54. Kissed in the rain?
Yes.

55. Sang in the shower?
All the time.

56. Had a dream that you married someone?
No.

57. Glued yourself to anything?
No... 'fraid not.

59. Ever gone to school partially naked?
No.

60. Been a cheerleader?
No.

62. Didn't take a shower for a week?
When I was like 7, I had a little rebellious streak?

63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
Not really.

65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Haha, yeah.

67. Broken a bone?
My right arm.

69. Laugh so hard you cry?
Lots of times.

70. Cheated on a test?
No, not really.

71. Forgotten someone's name?
I'm great with faces.  I suck with names.

72. Blacked out from drinking?
No.

73. Played a prank on someone?
Quite often.

74. Went to a late night movie?
Pretty much every time I go to the movie it's past like 10.

75. Made love to anything not human?
NO

76. Failed a class?
Came quite close to doing so.

77. Choked on something you weren't supposed to eat?
When I was a kid?

78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours in one day?
No.

80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
Considering there are explosions of ALL sorts.  Yes... yes, I did.

82. Felt like killing someone?
Oh yeah.

83. Thought about running away?
Yeah, but it's stupid for me to even consider it.

84. Ran away?
Ran out, but  not away.

85. Didn't turn up to detention?
No.

86. Worn make-up?
Not really.

87. Cried over someone?
Of course.

88. Owned more than 5 sharpies?
Yeah.

90. Have a dog?
Yeah.

91. Own an instrument?
Not anymore.

92. Been in a band?
No.

93. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
No, I think I'd explode.

94. Broken a CD?
Yes.

95. Shot a gun?
Yup.

96. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours?
Yeah.  If this thing keeps going, I think it's a definite possibility.

97. Any regrets?
...Did I not answer this WAY up there.

99. Waited too long for something and then it was gone?
Yeah.

100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
Considering the way I am, yes, I have.

Love Type Test:

Your Love Type: ENFJ

The Giver In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail. For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring. Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational. However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner. Best matches: INFP or ISFP

What does your name mean:

What Christopher Means

C is for Charming H is for Hip R is for Romantic I is for Intelligent S is for Shy T is for Tempting O is for Outrageous P is for Popular H is for Hyper E is for Enlightened R is for Radiant

Celtic Horoscope:

You Are A Walnut Tree

You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group. You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition. Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous. You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected. A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships.

What Tarot Card are you:

You Are The Magician

You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see. Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world. You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you. You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it. Your fortune: You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good. You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment.

Inner Color:

Your Inner Color is Blue

Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

How Do You Live Life:

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

What Kissing Style are you:

You Are a Passionate Kisser

You are the most likely type to kiss a sexy stranger Your kissing style is unpredictable and free spirited You could kiss anyone at a drop of a hat It's all about where your passion leads you

What Kind of Kisser Are You:

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

How Rare is Your Personality:

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Do you follow your head or your heart:

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

What's your seduction style:




What Kind of Seducer are you:

Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic

You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What is Your Life Path Number:

Your Life Path Number is 11

Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything.

Personality Test:

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

3 question Personality Test:

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

What's your personality type:

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

What's your world view:

Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

What Color Rose Are You:

You are a Dark Red Rose

You represent unconscious beauty and deep passion. Your vibe: sophisticated and worldly Falling in love with you is: wildly carnal and forbidden

What color should your eyes be:

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

How are you in love:

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give and take equally in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

What color is your psyche:

Your Psyche is Violet

You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene. People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through. While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely. When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past

What weather are you:

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing

What do people think about your face?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

What element is your love:

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

Personality Profile:

Your Personality Profile

You are sexy, powerful, and bold. You're full of passion and energy... Sometimes this passion has a dark side. You feel most alive when you're seducing someone. You never fail to get someone's attention. Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!

Birthday to Lovelife:

Your Birthdate: October 28

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it. You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter! You are very prone to love - hate relationships. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

What Sign shouldn't you date:

Never Date a Virgo

Demanding, picky, and a total perfectionist - there's no way you want to live up to Virgo's standards. It's not that you couldn't please a Virgo... you would just hate yourself for doing it. Instead try dating: Libra, Leo, Aquarius, or Aries

There may be more to come.

I'm so going to hell

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Unfortunately, there are only two I can put up because they others are in pencil and turn out really light in the camera.

If you can guess what this is, I'll love you. Extra points to those who guess which artist it is styled after. Those of you who know what it is and can name the artist that it's styled after, keep quiet.

Unnamed:


Kristen Atlas and Colter Catastrophe:

What would you do if...
1. I came running to you crying?
2. I kissed you?
3. I said I loved you?
4. I was murdered?
5. I commited suicide?
6. I killed someone?
7. I was hospitalized?
8. I was going to die?
9. I was your stalker?
10. I became severly depressed?
11. You recieved a phone call from me, and someone was on the other line and they said that I had died in some car accident?
12. I became famous?
13. I started smoking?
14. I did drugs?
15. I gave you $100 dollars?
16. I lived next door to you?
17. I stole something?
18: i wanted to have sex with you you/did have sex with you
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What do you think of......

My eyes?
My hair?
My body?
My personality?
My smile?
My voice?
Anything you'd change?
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Whats more important?(Pick ONE of the following.)

A.Popularity.
B.Personality.
C.Age.
D.Eyes.
E.Breast size
F.Sexiness.
G.Money.
H.Religion.
I.Kind.
J.Skin color.
K.Hair.
L.Sexual appeal.
M.Gender.
N.Weight.
O.Height.
P.Attraction.
Q.Intelligence.
R.Dick size.
S.Clothing style.
T.Hobbies.
U.Loyalty.
V.Honesty.
W.Respect.
X.Nationality.
Y.Perfection.
Z.Looks.
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Other Things...

1.Who are you?
2.Are we friends?
3.More than friends?
4.What are your hobbies?
5.Where are you from?
6.What other languages can you speak?
7.Favorite type of music?
8.Describe me in one word.
9.Is there something you want to tell me, but can't?
10.What do you like best about me?
11.Pick one emoticon for me.
12.Whats one thing you like about yourself?
13.One thing you hate about yourself?
14.One thing you like about me?
15.One thing you hate about me?
16.Whos your favorite person?
17.Would you kiss me?
18.Would you tell me that you loved me?
19.Would you have sex with me?
20.Would you marry me?
21.Drive half-way across the country to see me?
22.Do something to harm me?
23.Whats your favorite thing to do in the world?
24.Favorite color?
25.Favorite food?
26.Favorite place to visit?
27.Favorite place to go for solitude?
28.If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
29.Will you put this in your journal to see what I have to say about you?

Y=Yes N= No M=Maybe
Would you? Will you?
[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _
[_] give me your screenname? ______________
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] go to dinner with me?
[_] let me drive you somewhere?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
D0 Y0U...
[_] think im hott?
[_] think im cute?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
[_] want to be my bf/gf?
AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] thinking about me?
[_] interested in dating me?
[_] going to repost this

I'd like it if you sent me your answers through mail.

Sarah and Sammy, just two of the important women in my life:


Alea and Joo, silly aren't they?:


Joo Joo!:


Jessa! Another important woman in my life!:


I give kisses!:


You can say he swept me off my feet:


And then I got kisses:



Well those are the pictures I got on the last day of school. I enjoyed my time as a junior but now I'm ready to be a senior. Those not pictured from school, you're important to me and I love all of you :D

I started talking to Alex, which is now a good friend of mine, which is good. Two days ago (since today is Thursday) went fine... until that night after Sarah left. I opened up my glass door to my entertainment center and the xbox decided to attack my playstation 2, try to kill it, as well as the shelf between them. Well I threw my left hand it. Haha, anyway my mom was holding the wires for me so I could switch the systems so this wouldn't happen again and the cable to my tv fell out. Okay no problem. I went to adjust it, it broke. Yay. I tried hooking up my xbox live, but couldn't (still need help with this... please?). Then when I said god hate me, soda fell on my back... I wanted to laugh at that point. The next morning I was woken up at 6:15 leaving 15 minutes to get ready (I don't think I've seen myself move that fast). I thought I was running late for the bus, so I hauled ass uphill in the rain. I'm used to it. I nearly fell asleep in two classes but it was only noticed by me. Solution: We have a new cable, the systems are switched, I have an out there idea of how to deal the xbox thing, and I don't think god hates me. Katie, Sarah, Alex, and Kristen all made me laugh and made me feel better, which is why I love those kids. ♥

Take a stab at it... My name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Who is my best friend: Do I smoke: Do I drink: Do I curse: Do I believe in God: When is my birthday: What was your first impression of upon meeting me: Color of my eyes: Do I have any siblings: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: Do you remember one of the first things I said to you: What's my favorite type of music: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you consider me a friend/good friend: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): Have you ever seen me cry: Are my parents still together: If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me: Have you ever hugged me: Do you miss me...do you think i miss you: Have you ever had a crush on me: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: What's your favorite memory of me: Who do I like right now: What is my worst habit: If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?

So many things are whizzing through my mind on this Christmas Eve... so much to do, so little time. I look back on old faces and think, "What in hell's name was I thinking?" Wow, I sound like an ass, I'm really not. I'm not angry or anything... just yeah... realization. My mind is bussling with thoughts of different natures. Some not to be spoken of but to be pondered on mindlessly throughout the long, cold, lonely, winter nights. This is just my ramblings as I try to figure out to do with this wreck of a room before tomorrow. Well, Merry Christmas to you all, if I don't see you tomorrow. Night, Chris

My friend, Courtney, passed away Friday, and now has moved onward. I know she's in a better place watching and waiting for all of us. I decided I need some new pictures for my MySpace. I haven't had the best week of my life. This is what my passed week consisted of: -Death of a friend -Lots of projects -Drama -Long Chorus Practice -School Winter Concert -Viewing of my friend -Funneral of my friend I was emotionally, mentally, and physically exhausted until today. I barely slept before today and was on high tension and stress. Everything seemed to be piled on at once but it's all good. I need a party where I can dance and move and all that crap. I have my girlfriend, Sarah, who is an excellent girl. She's been there for me as well as my wonderful Pooh Bear. I've been rather contemplative lately, nothing I'm really willing to talk about because I think I should be the one to handle it. Christmas is coming up, I still have to do some shopping... but what to get...? I have a Concert Sunday, if you're going to the Recher Theatre Sunday, come see me. If not, oh well, there are other methods of communication. I need to work out again, I need a new DDR pad to do so. I can manage for a little while with this one but hey, I want another one. I look back at old faces now that I'm back and remember the conversations from long ago. You old people, come talk to me again. You new people, start chattering... I don't like it when people just sit there, it's stupid. Yours truly, Chris ♥

Teenagers... we think we're invincible... we think "Oh that can't happen to us."... we feel apathy until it really happens to us. Always before I heard about how most of the people that die at my school (not many) die of car accidents... a little Glen Burnie curse if you will. I've heard about it from my friend Katie with her one friend. Never did I think the little curse would hold through... Just tonight... half an hour ago, I heard about the death of such a sweet girl. She was in AP classes... Poms... a friend of many... a friend of me. She sat next to me most of my English class... now that seat will be empty... empty from a girl who smiled so much... who said so many nice things. She never deserved this. Friday, 11:35 pm, she was pronounced dead at Baltimore-Washington Medical Center. The one at fault was a 20-year old, speeding around an icy curve, running straight into a pole... killing him and her. She was only 15 years old. Courtney Leigh Housand, a shining girl, only to have the light cut short. I hope her light can burn forever in the stars because I'll always be looking up there and waving her goodnight. Rest well, I won't forget you. If any of you are friends of her or just know her, we need to do something Monday for her. She won't be forgotten.

Well I'm back if you haven't heard in the grapevines already. After three whole months... darn that's a while. Well I've changed some but I'm still Chris. This weekend I'm going to a concert and taking my friend Sarah along. -tear tear- My how those little ones grow up so fast. Funny thing is she's 18 days older than me. Hmm... well since she's moving at the end of the semester and her mom is going to Florida for three months, she'll be staying with me for a month. Well I was sick recently but I'm recovering rather quickly. Go figure. Anyway, as much as life has been rather nice to me, these past two days have revealed some hurtful details. Tuesday my aunt's mother passed away. Wednesday I found out my other aunt had a nervous breakdown and is now sitting in the suicide ward. How lovely. Depressing. I'm just kind of pushing it out of my head right now. No, not avoiding it. Now for the friendly updates on life and such. Oh and all you new friends, you definitely need to talk to me. I've been single for quite some time. Hmm... yes I have crushes on a few people but they will be left unnamed (none of my close friends better spoil this... I'll get you... much love...) haha so me. I'm so active yet so calm right now. Well I like people but whenever did that get me anywhere good? Cursed, I am. Sure I'm called hot, cute, handsome, gorgeous, pretty, sexy (ha yeah right), etc. I've been called sweet, caring, loving, down to earth, funny, warm, protective, fun loving. I'm starting to like myself actually. If I so many good qualities then why can't I get the people I want. Perhaps one day, I'll know. I'm not going to let it bother me, there's no need to. Words of wisdom: Don't let drama get you down, ignore the crap, don't start it, try to think positively and do something about it. Sound good? That's basically what I'm abiding to right now.

Geez, it certainly has been awhile.  Anyway, I still haven't forgotten about you guys, just message me and I promise I message back.  Pictures will come once my computer's internet upstairs is up and working.  Hmm... news... I like boys and girls?  No names will be mentioned because mysteries are fun... Katie... don't spoil it... Hmm, well quick update, 2 more days until the big day.  I'll be 16 and able to work at Spencer's in Marley Station Mall.  Saturday I'm going to my friend Susan's party.  One of those bi/gay/lesbian parties with a few straight... although there will people there I would prefer not to go but hey, it's not my party... Well much love to you all.  Saturday from noon to five you can catch me at Marley Station shopping.  Come give me a birthday hug.

Well in school tomorrow is what seems to be stressing me out in a sense. The thing is Chrous. I enjoy singing and have fun in it. It's a way for me to convey how I feel when I sing. Tomorrow, 1st period, I go to Chorus. In Chorus we'll be having tryouts to see if we are qualified for even Chorus because of some people who take the class thinking they can slack off and for those who just generally suck. I want Concert Choir, it's better than general Chorus but not as good as Vocal Ensemble I think. I want to do it because I enjoy singing. People think I have a good chance because I'm supposedly a good singer and Mr. Pinder needs more boys in it. Especially teners like me. My range is like mid baratone to high tener... pretty big I'd say. I'm nervous as hell and practicing my voice to see my limitations and how I sound. Well that's all for now. Enjoy.