If a breathe is taken lightely,

You can feel its inner bliss,

Like the blood that drips so crimsonly,

Flowing from my wrist,

It seems like every day is clouded,

It seems like every day is new,

A painted murial picture of me without you,

You know I thought about the rain toady,

As I seen it falling down,

It travels such a journey,

To solomnly end at the ground,

Who's the maker of it all?

Who decides our fate?

At the end of the day,

You just cant help but contenplate,

Where do I go from here?

I dont even know the man in the mirror,

Anymore it seems my life is fading out,

A washed up hope of a life to meaningless to talk about...

=--=--Adam Stevens--=--=

I miss your soft brown hair,

I miss your glowing eyes,

I miss the way you looked at me,

I miss the way your cried,

Nothing mends a heart,

Nothing takes it's grief,

But without you...

There is no me...

Your all I see in darkness,

Your all I think about in day,

I cant remember now,

How I let my life slip away,

I kiss my baby's forehead,

and tell him Daddy loves him so,

And he gently rubs his finger tips,

Across his daddys nose...

He's so small and fragile...

 I know he'll never understand,

So I dont let him wimper.

I simply take his hand,

Daddys here now baby,

I usher him in close,

He is so confused now,

He has two different homes,

I awoke this morning,

In this awkward place,

I took another deep breathe,

And wiped the tears from my face...

======Adam Stevens========