Most of you kno me some dont sometimes u see me smile and laugh... sometimes it seems like im always sad maybe its the fact that i feel confused whats good for me and whats not even asa smile many many thoughts circkle me like is the love i feel for her ok am i trying to hard even now that im stil getting to know u it seems that i find something new abaout u every day ... you eyes your smile an just i general you.... even if some say you are mi demise yet i still have faith in you the HOPE that lies there shall always stay there no matter how much it seems that you reject me i can wait and no metter wha ill always wish you the best and i shall wait as the moon waits for the sun...yet sometimes i feel your discomfort araound me and it might seems that i scare you well for u and for the feelings i hold for you i would rather see you smile even if not with me ...everytime i hug u i dont expect u to hug me back .. every time i say i love you... i dont expect it back if its not there why pretend???....#47..still even now akel angel piensa i piensa i piense y aunke este en pleno vuelo ahi tu estas y con my corazon hecho piecas seguire aunke morivindo pero luchare ....#47

I want to heal i want to feel like its something real i want to find somewere i belong i want to let go of the pain ive felt for so long im stuck hollow and alone and the fault is my own , all i want to do is erase all these mistakes all this pain but i cant continue until these scars heal n i want to find my destiny and my true self i want to go on to the future without losing the past i need ansewers i need help yet all my family is looking away and turning their backs i feel alone and as if i cant continue i want to heal i want feel like if there was something real ....all i need is love

When a man or a woman hears the word love what, they think its when you meet a person you like a person u can trust...but the word love to me is waaay more it could be for me love towards my family and my friends and unlike the majority of people i mean it when i tell you i love you is because your special to me and you make a certain impact in my life and i want you to be here for as i want to be here for you ...Now i look back at my previos relationships and people say i regret telling you i loved you but nope not me even if it all is over i never regret ...but furthermore no matter how much you look and examine the word you will never give a definition because the word is the only thing humans have in common and its also the fact of that word that makes us different..like to me i would talk to u as much as i coul hug you until my arms fell of kiss you until i couldnt breath anymore,listen to your voice until i my ear cant hear anymore but even then i have another one and we could continue i would write poems abaout you until my pen would run out of ink and until the ink would bleed from paper to paper and until i couldnt write anymore and until u would be able to see how much i loe you ..yet to many they show their love differently and thus creating diferent feeling an....but just know when i tell you i love you is because i mean it and to those who think diferently of what im saying o well what ever :)

That faithful day i first saw you  i remember thiz day very clearly a rainy day and as we waited for our bus to go by i had met you before and i saw you there looking very beutiful  and as you recognized me i embraced you in a hug looking down those brown eyes the rain pouring araound us  even without realizing  at that instant our eyes met  my heart started to beat faster and  my hands started to tremble at that moment i realized what love was .............. all that year everytime i saw you heart pound yet everytime i  saw you  the two words that i always wanted to tell you never cameout of my mouth  and now that the time i once had  to tell you it al fell out the window  and now that i have you infront of me now i can tell you the truth to what my heart had been aching to tell you these two word
i love you ...................