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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
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Its about time i do some updatin.I now live on my own with my girls and my new guy.Weve been together 10 months.Hes definately different.Not like any other man ive met. We got a nice little place outside town we are remodeling it. And we got a hell of a deal. $150. a month. So... Things have been good. The girls are doin awesome nik is now in high school courtney just went into middle school they love it so far. Zoe is in 1st grade she doesnt have her sister there with her now. But im thinkin that may be a good thing. Their doing great considering the things they have been through i havent been the best mom a kid could have. I was depressed, felt like forever And it showed in how i treated them. Their father ran out left us with nothin which im ok with. It made me open my eyes and after 4 years of letting him come arround and break their hearts and mine. i finally said enough is enough and stopped seein him and moved on. It took me way too long but i held out didnt date and finnally found a great guy with good morals and i wouldnt trade him for anything. The kids get to do things they didnt before. Ive seen such a change in them. Nikki has come out of her shell and now you cant shut her up and OMG courtney never shuts up.She has the gift of gab.Zoe is just meaner than a rattle snake. I just worry everyday am i doin this right, am i makin the right decisions?Only time will tell i guess..Anyhow i gotta go my man will be here in a bit its my day off so he will come get me for lunch. later peeps!!
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Friday, June 13, 2008
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I wanna start by sayin.Sorry it took me so long to write another one of these.But ive been so busy with the kids and all.Ive been workin on remodeling this house and just be consumed with chores.Shit,life period.But im gettin to where i want to be. Still single but its all good.Im content.Im still living with my inlaws but its ok.Im helpin them and their helpin me.Sometimes i feel alittle off, coz im 31 and living with inlaws but who cares it could be worse. I could be unhappy and alone.But im not im surounded by people who love me.My kids are doin so much better.My oldest is now 13 my middle one is 11 and my baby is 5. well not so much babies anymore.Their turning into nice young ladies. Well id better wrap this up.Gotta get my day started. But thank you to every one who has stuck by me through all my drama and BS. much luvs to ya!!
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Saturday, December 22, 2007
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Current mood:  bouncy
Category: Life
Well i turned 31 yesterday! Which is blah. But im ok with it. I spent it with my kids. And it was a good day. OMG i cant beleive im 31. Seems like yesterday i was just turnin a teen. And look at me now im in my 30s and 3 kids, single and wonderin what the hell happened to the time. It got away from me.Now i have a teen myself. I wonder everyday what my next 30 yrs is gonna be like. Guess ill find out.
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
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Current mood:  content
Category: Life
 Well things have been difficult in my life here lately. I m about to go through a divorce. Not that i wanted to but i have to.My life is about to change drasticly.Im about to turn 30 and have to start over completly. With 3 girls to raise, it wont be easy. I know it wont be but i know im gonna do better than my mom did. My mom couldnt handle me and my sisters so she gave us up and that has stuck in the back of my mind. And ive decided im not gonna do my kids the way mine did.My dad did try but its hard for a man to get custody of girls any more.Hes a great dad he tried his best. anyhow what im tryin to say is dont let things get ya down so much to where u cant handle life and just forget whats important. I ve noticed i treat people differently now. And i shouldnt not every one will hurt me. So maybe one of these days i will be truly happy. T il then im gonna keep living the way i am and try to make my self happy. Because a person can only depend on them selves. Well thats all i have to say for now. Toodles : )
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
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Current mood:  bitchy
Today im not in a good mood things have gotten crazy for me for the last yr or so. I soon will be divorced.Its not something i wanted but i was left with no other choice. Do all guys suck? or is it just a select few! all guys ive met have been abt nothing but sex. thats y im single and may stay that way.maybe one of these days ill find someone perfect for me.. til then ill be happy with just me and my girls. and of course ill have fun on myspace; )
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Monday, June 12, 2006
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Current mood:  hopeful
Category: Friends
Lifes good so im having fun with my babies!
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