If you are here, it is because you know me or are really curious to see what this is about. Some of this will make no sense to you if you are not involved with some aspect of it.
I recently deleted a group of blogs from my cover band Legacy's site due to some abject fear of mis-interpetation & a imagined need to be perceived as non controversial...
These blogs ranged from a purely technical perspective about live sequencing, a sincere acknowledgement to the music of Miles Davis & his effect on my own musical development, a humourous satirical set of truthful insights into some common contrived attempts to be "popular", "hip", "trendy" & "cool" and finally a public admonisment for a series of attempted comment postings from a delusional ex female vocalist.
That last entry was provoked by hostile personal insults to my wife, lies & complete misinterpetation of events & a general pychotic meandering of chaotic references. (too many Jaegerbombs, Miss). At no time in print did I mention any names or was the intent to cause any personal anguish. The situation portrayed was accurate, timely & so common enough to be included in what I called "Growing Pains" to be universally funny & tragic. Man, I love run-on sentences.
I think seeing the truth in print is a little too much sometimes.
Heres' the crux: I feel it is better to express yourself sincerely, bust this bubble of bullshit and get to the real deal. Just learn to look at yourself & be honest. It's a fuckin' cover band, ya lame brains. Do you think this is "press" ?
Yes, me brothers, you are totally guilty of the crap I criticize, I myself cheat & use gimmicks, and in this case, the desire to be accepted clouds judgment, including censoring your own for the good of the "product".
I play for money. The more, the better. I am not lazy nor do I take it for granted, however, what I think is what I say. And what I believe & adhere to, has always been the band's strongest aspects. Fans & the audience sense fakeness. They will walk right out the door. You can put it over for a little while, but by the next time you've been had. Think about it.
This is the last time at this level & I have an agenda. I hope I have the paitence for it.