-How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they love you?

5 boyfriends…do infatuated male friends and strangers count,lol? If so, make that 5,457..just kidding...not really...

 
-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?

Of course.

 
-Are you crushin' on anybody?

 Yes, you know him.

 
-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?

 Yes.

 
-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? 

Never. They made themselves cry!Sissies!!!

 
-Are you happier single or in a relationship?

You cannot be really happy with anyone, if you cannot be happy alone.

 
-Have you ever been cheated on?

Supposedly not, but a girl can never be too sure.

-What is your favorite thing(s) about the opposite sex?

Everything that a woman is not. Which actually ends up to be not much, lol.

-Have you ever had your heart broken?

 Deniably, yes.

 

-Have you ever broken someone's heart?

 I plead the 5^th.

 

-Talk to any of your ex's?

Yes. If you MUST stay away from them, then there are unresolved feelings...

 

-If you could go back in time and change things, would you?

No regrets.

 

-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?

The best.

 

-Have you ever dated some one that wasn't good to you?

Never. I give them the boot as soon as I see signs…

 

-Have you been in an abusive relationship? 

No. I don't need to use my hands…my words hurt as it is, haha!

 

-Have you dated someone older than you?

Not too much older.

 

-Younger?

Unfortunately, yes.

 

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

 Yes, only if you are below high school age. Anything after is unforgiveable.

 

-Believe in love at first sight?

 Yes.

 

-Do you want to get married?

Eventually.

 

-Do you have something to say to any of your ex's?

 I love you, friend. You have taught me much.

 

-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?

Not that I know of. People can be such liars, you know…

 

-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?

No,why would anyone?There are 6 billion people in this world...not exactly a shortage.

 

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?

Yes, but there is life after love.

disclaimer: Sorry for any typos & mispellings, this is a very long blog !

Ok, so I finally found some time to write a BLOG ! Yay!!! It's just that I have been getting so many of you youngins and olderin's  have been asking me for advice and the sorts. Well, I decided to do a brief overview of what I think would be a good place to start out as you research your interest…

 

Here is one of the first things you have to realize about modeling…

 

Just because you are pretty doesn't mean you will make a good model,

Just because you are a model, it doesn't make you pretty.

Capiche?

 

Ok, so moving forward, there are tons of ways to that you can label yourself as a model nowadays…modeling used to extremely out of reach for most due to their physical make-up and such. Now, ANYONE can be a model. The avenue for modeling careers has blown up with the birth of the Internet. Most of them…glamour and nudes, but still it's a type of modeling. For those of you who have a more traditional sense of acquiring a lucrative modeling career, you have to accept what you have to offer in the physical aspect for a modeling agency or a client who needs a model. Click here to read all about the different types of modeling.

 

Here are my views,advice,blaaabs regarding the process of modeling for all of you who want to pursue this new found interest..

 

1. Do not go to a modeling school. They are too expensive and they don't teach you a damned thing.
2. Get some photographs taken of you first by a friend or family member.
3. Use these photographs and see if any photographers would do a "test" shoot with you. Since you are a beginner, it may be easier to seek beginning photographers as they are more willing to build their experience and portfolio. These photographers are more likely to do a "TFP" shoot with you.

 Here are two of the best photographers that I have worked with and I totally recommend you hire them for a shoot! Check out their work & I know you will agree! Tell them Sophea referred you and you may get an even better deal !

Greg Hadel

SummerVisions

 

TFP means "time for print" where no one gets paid to do a shoot. If EVERYONE is lucky, then the shoot will produce good images that is worthy of putting into a portfolio. I usually ask around for references or if they are a friend of a (trusted) friend, etc. Sometimes I will resort to the local craigslist, or myspace but you must be VERY careful!Never trust someone you have never met, especially on the internet. Always use an escort, always check out their references, etc. Modeling is NOT worth you losing your life, kids!

 

4. If you do score someone who will shoot you for free (or not), plan the shoot carefully. Plan to bring an escort. Think about themes, backgrounds, clothing, accessories, poses and most importantly emotions! Hire a make-up artist and stylist if you did not find one who would do TFP. TRUST ME! I've had plenty of failed shoots where I was too nervous or whatever the case was it ruined a lot of images that could have been great.
5. A few days before the shoot: whiten those yellah teef of yours JJ! with some whitening strips or somethin'! JK! Tone up your body, tan if you have to…I recommend Mystic Tan at any salon the day before a shoot ( takes 5 minutes and in 1-4 hours, you are tanned!). I personally do not sit in a tanning bed because I am totally chicken
6. The day before, maybe try on the outfit, practice some poses I the mirror, facial expressions, etc. I know it sounds VERY funny and don't EVER let anyone catch you, because you will never live it down! This really helps you get in the flow of  posing and seeing what works best for you as a model. Also get a lot of rest, because modeling isn't lifting 50 lbs of metal, but it isn't as easy as it looks…
7. AND finally, the day of the shoot…get your escort, be prepared and just relax. Let the makeup artist & stylist and posers (if you hired any of these) do their jobs. Let the photographer direct you and don't be afraid to try out all the poses you think would look good. Just from experience, the most painful positions and poses yield the best images ever!!!!

 

And after all that hard work, you deserve a big piece of chocolate cake…**YUUUM** Don't forget to get me a piece too please...us models gotta stick togetha!

HERE ARE SOME FAQ'S I GET ON MYSPACE REGARDING MODELING:

 

How did you start modeling?

It was accidental. Youuuuu know how since I am this reeeally tall (by Asian standards) asian girl, I sorta stuck out and has been told for years that I should model. But I was really awkward and lanky and totally unsure of myself (still true to this day!Haha). I never pursued it until I was offered to do a calendar a few years ago and I took the job. That experience was not spectacular, but it really helped me pursue more creative and fashion based shoots. Not so much the bikini and lingerie thing…

 

Are you an import model?

No, I am not an import model. I really enjoy modeling and I try to choose assignments and photo-shoots that represent who I am. I REALLY like high fashion with a mix of glamour and even some "urban" influences. I have done some product shots that may be considered for the import scene, but the import circuit is not necessarily my goal. I am an Asian woman, so you know the offers for the import scene are constantly flowin'!I know a lot of beautiful women who are Import models, though *RAWR*. Haha..kidding…

Do you model nude or implied and if you do, can I see them!?!

No, crackhead! Go spend some time with Palmela Handerson and leave me be!!! Hah..no, I do not model nude or implied. I would consider implied for high fashion shoots or hi end artistic shoots that really pays a lot! Haha. But I typically do not do nudes..just my personal preference.

 

Can you give me some advice on modeling and how I can be like you?

 

Haha…no one can be like any one as a model. Unless you are twins, it would be extremely hard to achieve. Find your look and market it in the way you want to market yourself.

 

How do you handle feedback, haters, fans?

 

Well, I finally came to the conclusion that I have all of those influences. Feedback? Yes, good and bad from EVERYONE. Haters? Yeah, I can't understand why. I don't even know these people…at least give me a chance to steal some money from your wallet so you have a good reason to hate me J. Fans? Weird, huh??? I really think I am just being myself and living my life, maybe I'll inspire people along the way, but anyone can do that J.It's not like I am Ghandi or anyone like that…now that's a hero if you ask me.

 

But in the least, I do try to stay positive. Take all I can in and use it for what I can. Compliments are good, but constructive criticism is even better. How else can you make yourself better (at anything)???

 

Be prepared to be talked about, insulted, complimented, sought after, and ridiculed. If you do shoots in skimpy clothing, then be prepared to called names. That's just the how the world works. Even I have opinions and preferences when it comes to models and modeling. Not because I have an opinion about everything and am extremely obnoxious, but that's how things work. When you claim to be model, people will find the right to judge you. Opinions will come and go. And that's exactly it….just let it go. People who are immature will never understand to mind their own business. If you are constantly living your life defending what you want to do, then you are living for someone else. You might was well be dead, because you certainly aren't living for yourself.

 

Uhh, did it get too philosophical??? Ok….so back to being a hot model again…???

 

Haha...well guys, I hoped this helped! I know this blog has been long overdue. I promise to make more time to let you know that I am alive. Take care of yourself...and each other..(that's from Jerry Springer by the way, haha!)

 

 

Xoxo

 

Akara

 

 

... I know I am behind, but I am really trying to catch up ...promise

 

Hey guys! Lotsa stuff has been going on with me. Some good, some suck..but BLAH that's life right!?! Ok, so I decided against NYC because I had no choice. I was hoping to accept a DOPE internship in Manhattan, but the only catch was that it was unpaid !

I don't come from money, I don't have rich parents and I don't use men for money, soOoOoo my only means was my life savings...which was well, insufficient to say the least . Yeah, it sucks to be broke. I begged for money and even did a fundraiser...and it still wasn't enough to go to NYC! But instead of crying, I have plans to BLOW UP with my many talents .

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Ok, I just realized that my talents all have to do with being poor and a starving artist.Ok, so I have decided to involve myself in photography and fashion and making people happy  . Here is what I realized...

I have been getting so many inquiries from you guys about the makeup and styling and of course, the images produced on my page. Yes, they are awesome and no, it will not cost you an arm and a leg to book this type of shoot! I have to be honest with you...I take a huge part in creating and styling my photoshoots...this includes choosing props, set and location of shoots. From the fashion to makeup and hair and even posing you the right way.

I also do post-production, this means I am able to retouch your photos (you know, what they do in Maxim and Playboy), and even super-imposing. So since I loved doing it for myself and my shoots, I decided to work together with my photographer and create awesome images for other people! We have already started doing shoots and the results are unbelievable! The clients are so happy and we have been getting great referrals.

I really encourage you guys to BOOK A SHOOT and stop procrastinating. I believe that things are going so good, that our worth will be going up soon and it would be better to get a shoot while we are affordable( I know how it feels to be broke, but really want something).

 The shoots are detailed and personalized to each person. Everyone is different, so we work with you to get exactly what you want. You don't have to be a model or a celebrity, if you want amazing pictures of yourself, you have to act now. You can be a model, an actor, a singer, dancer, bride, mom, dad, husband, wife, executive, student, young, old..whatever. Great photos are important to marketing and sales, but I think the most important reason is because photos are timeless and that's why it is important to capture a part of you at some point in your life.

If you are interested, message me and I will more than happy to go over everything with you! If you do book a shoot because of my post/bulletins/blogs etc., because I am soOOoOoo TRUSTWORTHY *wink,wink* nudge,nudge*... PLEASE say make sure you mention that !*whew* What a long blog, I need a nap....

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I expect 2,389,405,768 messages when I wake up .<--I love this icon..it's the same look I give to men walking in front of my car at a crosswalk!-->

 

SORRY IT TOOK ME SOOOOOO LONG TO UPDATE THIS BLOG, BUT IT'S OVER! AND NO, MY LOSER BUTT DIDN'T WIN A THING!!! BUT THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO REALLY "DID" VOTE! ME LUB YOU LONG TIME!!!!!

PLEASE CLICK ON THE IMAGE TO VOTE FOR ME!!!! LAST ROW/2ND GIRL!!!!!

These lyrics are so dope: Everyone told me, kickin' it to her was hopeless At first I just thought, she didn't mess with broke kids The thug niggaz always talking about, how they smoke kids But the rich-sniff-coke kids got no play "I'm not even interested" is what her body language would say Everyone around the way, gave up trying to get in it It didn't matter how good your game was, she wasn't with it On the block, bitches was jealous, but wouldn't admit it Talk shit, and deny to everyone that they did it 'Cause they regreted the long list of niggaz that they let hit it And no one ever gave them shit except McDonald's and did-dick Smoking weed with thoughts of envy, whenever they lit it She spoke intelligently and they bit it, always trying to copy But when they tried to use her vocab, they sounded sloppy She had a style, all her own, respectful and pure I was sick in the head for her, and there wasn't a cure Forever changing the expression of my thoughts when I speak It was because of her, I even deaded all of my freaks She convinced me, to stop hangin' out on the streets To stop robbin' and stealin', from people like you Instead I took her out to the Apollo and the Bronx Zoo We sailed in Barrio and the Metropolitan too Got to the point when I was either with her or my crew So I decided one day, to tell her my feelings was true I couldn't live without her so I told her, facing my fears But honey's only response, was a face full of tears She could only sob hysterically, holding me tight I tried to speak, but she wouldn't stop until I left sight I felt like a moth who got himself too close to the light Except I didn't burn, I turned cold after that night

Ok, so apparently someone has been using my picture on their profile..claiming they are asian/latina and looking for a "man"... ...HAHAHAHA....I really feel sorry for this twit. Am I being mean? *sigh*... I just don't know what the point of using fake pictures are. Especially if you are trying to "get a date".HAHAHA...Like that person WON'T notice that you don't look like your profile pic! Her name is "KASEY"...and this is her profile....I think all of my GOOD friends should leave her a "pleasant" message to make her day... THE IDIOT And if the person who did this is reading this: I AM NOT TRYING TO BE AN ASSHOLE, BUT YOU NEED TO GROW UP! Like I told you in my message, remove my picture from your profile, or I will get your account deleted. I am not passive and I WILL NOT BE PART OF YOUR DUMB INTERNET GAMES. I PRAY FOR PEOPLE LIKE YOU.

I have discovered that some people who you thought were your friends really aren't.

With the exception of my first boyfriend in my adolescent years, I can confidently say that I have never lied,cheated,stole from anybody in my 25 years of life. And as far as the infamous "I never talk behind my friend's back", I am known to speak my mind, so if I actually had a problem with someone, you better believe they already knew it.

Unfortunately, I think the task of betrayal have been bestowed upon me by those who I thought were my friends. It's funny because the same girls who claim they don't talk sh*t behind people's backs..talk maaad shit about their own friends to you. I guess people who are soooo adamant about their theory of "not talking sh*t behind people's backs" are speaking due to their guilty conscious.

Funny huh? I guess I should've known that I am NOT excluded in their drama. I've always done such a good job in staying away from senseless drama with immature men and women, I can't understand why they try so hard to include me in their drama...BLAH...

And as far as enemies go, I never knew I had any until my friends started telling me about crazy rumors that they heard. It's funny because I never had any enemies or rumors until I started maturing into a woman. Until I started dressing with confidence, speaking with confidence and taking on roles that required some confidence. I guess they felt like I am trying to prove something, when in reality I am just trying to live my life too the fullest,pushing myself to the limit of my own capabilities and taking risks to achieve my goals...and never hurting anyone in the process. I never thought people would take offense to that.

I know that false rumors and insults do hurt, so I always refrain from doing that to those who don't deserve it. These things hurt a lot...even from strangers..but I willingly take the pain and convert it into a postive source of inspiration. The more pain and criticism I can endure, the more invincible I become. But I have to admit, it is much harder when it comes from people you trust and those you thought were your friends.

Yeah, I know these thoughts were long...but I guess it was time for me to experience something new: the betrayal of friendship.

Friend

I know your dreams

I know your past

Your faults are numerous

But I know that they do not last

 

I feel your pain

I feel your elation

Sometimes they are foolish

But I take them in approbation

 

I believe your testimonies

I encourage your changes

You know that I'll be here 'til the end

How else would you define the definition of a friend

s.a.