Okay, so some days really aren't that great. Some days really suck! Like today. The past always comes back to haunt you. No matter how hard you try to leave it behind.
I have lived my life in a way that pleased others forever. My whole 39 years. I try to keep the peace, get blamed for everything, and then just keep on going. Being a lady. No matter what's thrown up in my face.
I keep fighting the good fight, the right way; with dignity. Then every little bit, I almost lose it. Almost give over to that primal, animal thing inside that makes me want to fight back with claws bared. But, I don't. I like being able to face myself in the morning, still knowing I didn't cause it. I didn't deserve it. I was the victim, who now is the survivor.
I am a mother, a partner, a friend that does it with everything she has; meaning every second of what I do. Loving without expecting much back except honesty.
Those I love mean everything to me. I will fight like a momma bear to protect, to honor them. So, those who would mess with that, BEWARE, I am on guard. Ready to do whatever it takes to make sure they are fine.