Standing in the rain as my sole cries in pain........still searching for an answer.I dont wanna cry,please be there when i die as my memories fade to black as i lay in bed i mourn my self to sleep cant help but to weep......why do i feel this way .........still searching for an answer.As i fall my heart bleeds for you as i die my sole cries for you.When i walk away from the pain you will turn into dust as when i lost your trust.And as i wiped the tears i walked away .....still searching for an answer.

so many things happening in the month of july that im am so happy for:1st,going to madison with one of my good friends to see fireworks:)2nd and 3rd going to sawdust days,4th going to six flags great america with my co workers and boss,15th my sisters 21st birthday yay!17th shinedown and trapt concert:me and my sister are going i am so gonna rock out:P,28th my dad gets married,so happy for him:)29th i have 2 things going on:my cousins 13th birthday.....awwwww,and my dads wedding party......woohoo groovy,i think thats about it at least for the big plans in july,any ideas im always open for more fun:p hope everyones summer is going good:)ta ta for now:tanya*

"Human cries of sufffering,powerful mind overloading"."Tears come down and wet the earth.""The walls are crying with human denies,burning whispers of forgotten past.No more hypocrites,I hold the key to the past,its locked in a box full of darkness."Mending from the wounds,running away from all the games."Its frustrating to think how the world is so cold."My sole cries out for revenge."A dream is tainted with head games,I never wake up."Stuck inside a hour glass,running out of time until the destruction starts.