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Wednesday, December 02, 2009 2:36 AM

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Religion and Philosophy


they come they go they pear at me
they run from the corner of my eye
they talk to me in my sleep
they tell me their stories, their mesages, thier sorrows
they want me to tell their loved ones
they want me to behave a certain they want to bed my ear
they are ad they are meloncholy
they seem deperate at times
they are greay they are blue they are in technicolor
sometimes they startle me
sometimes they walk right through me
sometimes I walk so close to
sometimes I live there sometimes
on the otheer side they get me they understand me they respect me they see me as important
I listen I go between I pass it forward
they dont linger with me
they want me to know to tell and then they leave
unless I botch the message unless you botch the message
unless you cant receive
unless you are so hungry tired and you thirst for
your ancestors on the back
unless Im afraid to tell, unless Im afraid you wont receive
they come back
they are persistent in my dreams in my body's sleep but my minds wake
they have many visitations with me
until I understand
but,
people that are alive, they do not get it,
they do not want to see, they think im crazy
they think Ive got nothing better to do
they think Im the lunatic fringe
they think I seek attention, I am shy, it is attention I am seeking

those who lie and cheat are the first to point the finger at me to call me names they do not want their secrets told they do not want me to see who they really are
are
they lie straight to my face, as if I dont know as if I can not call them on it
or they want to be in competition with me boasting claims of sights and anglic beings
but Im sorry it is nto a competition
I will not go there with you
Im sorry you feel the need to
jealous wish to have contact, I try to help
them to see
but mostly Im not taken seriously unless you've experienced a message or some proof of me having direct contact from your loved one
unless they tell me things that there is no other way for me to have possible known except through the eyes and heart and throat of their beloved
some ask,'do you see dead people?'
I say I see all sorts of things, the living the dead, but I would not call them dead
they are very much alive just like I am to you
how can somebody that is dead come and talk to me?
how can somebody who is dead appear to me?
take walks with me, celebrate my birthday and hallos eve with me?
I see you, what is it that you want?
are you happy?
they never are to harm me
they are souls I usually have known in this lifetime or they passed when I was born or are an ancesotr beofre my time
they are my relatives ancestors and my freinds ancestor
but we are all linked we are all borthers and sisters
we are all one part of the one creator
they are angels
they are dragons
they are lizards
they are water
but they are all here to help me
I am her to help them
ometimes I wake crying when I have been with my beloveds
sometimes its so hard
even my pets that have moved on..
 
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 3:13 PM

Current mood:  blank
Category: Romance and Relationships


I have a tale to tell
sometimes it gets so hard to hide it well
the light that you could never see
it shines inside you
cant take that from me



...a man can tell a thousand lies I learned my lesson well


if I live to tell the secrets.....


will I ever have the chance again

...if I ran away.....
 
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Monday, November 02, 2009 4:32 AM

Current mood:  blessed
Category: Religion and Philosophy
  People who live in high places think they are so cool,
the big shot,*.
I know that its hard to reach out and communicate with others
when you live in  such a high, high place in the world. 
I know when you single yourself out and take yourself out of community to be alone, away from all others.
I know when you think your life is the cream of the crop
and you've got it all together, your money, your home,
your vehicle, yourself, its hard to forgive when forgiveness is due.

Its so easy to point fingers from all the way up there, its so easy to find fault and blame.  Its easy to tell all those below you  just where they are doing wrong and how they have wronged you in some way.

I know that its hard to admit that your ego is overloading your ass and that you need to come down off your high horse and get real and start showing love peace and community.
It must be hard to to be so worried all the time about what others might say or think about you if you were to be a real loving caring person in the world, a person that is not self-centered.  A person that gives with all your heart and might.
A person that wouldnt ask for anything back, or in return. 
Its not that every one has their own Gdifferent God that they believe in.  Its that they believe that they are God.  Its that they believe we can become like God, because they heard it some where?  Because someone told them that they are?  Because they believe thay have the right andit is their time to be God-like?  They deserve Godliness.

I might ask you does God know you feel this way?  Have you talked over your sel-centered notions with him?  

Or have you repeated the notion to any one that might be standing around you at the time to see what their reaction might be?

Or do they assume this to be o already by the way you treat yourelf, that you are, in your own mind, superior to others.
Im supposing that those types arent the ones ever asking,"What am I hear for?"  Because they've never been dwn so low befoe.
As we all are, as we all will be in our life times and most likely if we are human beings created by God, we will find ourselves in this so-called lowly position many times.  A lciche term for it, the dark nioght of the soul.  It is a time of deep learning and growing, a learning to dpend on others, that we need to commune.  That we are not independant human beings but that we are independant humans, mm I mean interdependant humand beings.
We cannot learn love in isolation.
We cannot learn to be honest and open and to have sympathy and to hold a hand, or how to gently and patiently to help guide someone back on path, those around us, here with us, if we are alone and shut ourselves away from.  If we keep putting another brick on the wall.  And then standing on top of it looking down on all God's creation o far all the way down below as if.... 
 

Any one can do that.
 
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009 6:18 PM

Current mood:  wanted
Category: Romance and Relationships






Gorgeous half moons,
crackling popping smells of night time logs burning in camptown fires
sausages, cokes, cotton candies
tents and strangers and campers
and tickets and change lost and found
along the festival of autumns unrest
giggles sighs booms oddities
swings tilt-a-whirl gambling
the milky way of the river
children running hiding wide eyed
snuggled in sweatered hoodied hatted
booted sock footed gymshoed
we walked the other way
it was still
quiet
 
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Friday, October 23, 2009 11:11 PM

Current mood:  focused
Category: Romance and Relationships
My music player above...
please do not turn it off,
or change the settings,
you can explore with it without doing these things.
Its is to set the mood for my blog, if you dont want to hear the 2 short songs, please use your computer's settings instead to turn down the music or off.

If you would like one of your own go to dizzler.com.

Some who come here do not know how to turn it back on or that its even there to play music to set the mood.  It doesnt automatically re-set itself after you leave my page.
thank you
Tina

My Music player above....
please do not play with it

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