Hey Regulous,

How are you? I hope you're not to bored looking after me. I'm glad you got that promotion a while back, I'm very proud of you. Do you talk to Akh often? I know he's your boss and all, but still...heh.

Tell them I pass on my love. I miss them all. I miss Gabe's caring nature and his humour, I miss Eiri and her awesome ways, I miss her so much, she's like my other half. She must be lonely being the only one. Must be a little underpowering.

You guys are always there for me. I miss Akh's personality and mind which is always in the gutter. I miss Mikey and his egotistical ways, I'll still beat his ass, ot try to anyway. He can never crush my spirit .

I hope Seth is good. I wonder if Eiri has told him yet, I'm curious how he took it. i'm proud at how Akh is handling all of this. I crave to talk to them again, I need them through certain times, the times where people leave, the times where old things come back and bring pain.

I know you're reading this as I write it. So i'll leave it at that.
I love you, I love the gang and I miss them so much. I crave to hear there words like I crave to breathe in air.

I miss my angels, but I have you.

From your little 'fragile' friend,
Snow

YOU ARE NOT MEANT TO GET THIS, IT IS A LETTER TO TWO PEOPLE WHO KNOW WHO THEY ARE. THEY ARE SPECIAL TO ME AND THIS IS TOO THEM!

For why should my heart bleed so

Like this bloody eye in my hand

For whence my heart once lay

Never beating, till the end of days.

The whole in my chest grows smaller

As the thing I crave drags away

Images of perfection before my eyes

Seeing things that they will never recognise.

For the silver ornament upon my skin

It's burning through straight to my soul

As a liquidy substance srops to the floor

I beg and plead forever more.

The beauty that surrounds me

Forever growing in numbers

For all the truth and the lies

Every moment darkens my skies.

Closing off my face to the rest of the world

Sealing my mind from the curious eyes

I'm sick of  the pain of feeling this way

So with that, I wish my emotions, good day.

14 minutes to go,

I feel like crying.

So much to get through,

So much to be done,

So much I don't want to do.

One person I want to see,

But I can't.

Always a constant reminder of them on me at all times.

I never take it off.

Even when I'm overseas,

They are with me.

The beauty of it cannot compare to their eyes.

The most immaculate thing to ever grace this earth,

And I'm lucky enough that they look into mine.

With something, I can only just comprehend.

Not well, but I can.

And I don't care who reads this,

And I don't care what you think.

This is for them.

This is for me.

This is for my mind.

I try my hardest to hide my pain.

They're the only one who sees it.

The only one who cares enough to notice.

I'm truly sorry they have to see it.

I truly am.

But with all of this, I can only say one thing.

I love you.

14 minutes up.

Tomorrow
Cry away the pain,
Cry away the sorrow.
Live life for the day,
There's no need to fear tomorrow

Laugh for the game,
Don't laugh if you're hollow.
Come what may,
There's no need to fear tomorrow.

His light
His light shines through,
In a world of Darkness.

His voice is music,
In a world of Silence.

His eyes shine bright,
In a world of Dullness.

How can he be like this,
In a world of negativity?

A Day
A day of rememberance,
A day of memories.
A day of life,
and A day of death.

Happy birthday. I miss you heaps. I know Amy does too. There isn't a day when

either of us doesn't think about you. We have come to some form of conclusion of

why you did it. Amy believes she is one of the reasons, no matter how hard I

try I can't convince her otherwise. She's had a lot of problems since. Family,

friends, guys, Camp. I know you probably know all of it, but still...Jamie played

her around. If only you stayed. There are so many days where she needs you

there. Cause I'm not. I know life gets hard, through my own and Amy's

experiences. But it's harder with you not around. Your dad doesn't talk to

Amy, unless within the last week he has changed. But I don't think so. Your

sister was hit pretty hard. She and Amy are now pretty close from what I

gather. I hope Amy gives you a rose from me. She said she would. Camp got hit

by a car, he didn't make it. Luke got really upset about it. Champ's taken his

place. They got Champ about a couple of months are so before Camp got hit. Luke

got hit by a car a couple of days ago, walking off the bus he was on. He's

broken his legs in 3 places and his foot as well I think. He's feeling better

now. Back to bossing people around. he's still in pain, but that's

understandable. Blair was a dick to Amy after they broke up. It's too long for

me to write it out. I wouldn't know where to begin. He punched Amy in the

stomach recently,  Adrian(friend that she likes) flipped (like I did) and punched

him. I would have done oh so much more. But I think that's going to hit off

soonish (Adrian and Amy). Amy also developed a form of Epilepsy. Meds are

keeping it low. That's all that's happened that I can think of, Things on my

side have been going up and down. Had some trouble with my ex Matt. But I'm fine

now. I miss you heaps, words can't describe how much. I love you and wish that

you could return. This is my farewell until next year.

I love you.