I have recently come to realize how happy i am in life right now!

I have the most amazing man in my life.  He is my rock! Without him i don't know what i would do.  He makes me feel fantastic.  There aren't even words to describe our relationship.  He is the person i will spend the rest of my life with.

I have the greatest group of friends i have EVER had! People who would stand by me and always be there for me no matter what.  People i can act myself around without feeling like i'm being judge... just all around good people in general and i love each and everyone of them like family!


I've now lost 22 lbs since the end of March and i feel fantastic!  Every day i notice my body changing and i'm starting to actually feel good about what i look like for the first time in.... well i can't even remember when! It's the most amazing feeling in the world.

I just have to tell everyone... that my life is... utterly perfect right now.  and i wouldn't change a thing! xoxoxoxo

There is only one thing that is missing in my life right now.... and thats one of my oldest friends... she knows who she is... there isn't a day that goes by that i don't think about the friendship we used to have.  I love her and her kids... and wish things could be different.... i miss her son and her so much. i love them still.. like family... i just wish i had them in my life :(

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Vintage photos

This song is exactly how i feel about Kevin.... i love him with all my heart.... he's my best friend :)

My Bestfriend by Tim McGraw

I never had no one
I could count on
I've been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin'
So tired of searchin'
'til you walked into my life
It was a feelin'
I'd never known
And for the first time
I didn't feel alone

You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend, oh yeah

You stand by me
And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
You're right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
And I still tremble
When we touch
And oh the look in your eyes
When we make love

You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend

You're more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I don't know where I'd be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You're my best friend
You're my best friend (my best friend)
You're my best friend (my best friend)