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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 32
Sign: Aries

City: MINNEAPOLIS
State: Minnesota
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/29/2005

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Wednesday, December 03, 2008 

Current mood:  exhausted
His name is XXX. He's the one that still LOVES to berate me in public. Now, it really doesn't bother me. He just annoys me. He use to look SO CUTE, but now ... he must drink a lot or something. So ... this is the one that thinks yelling at me in public will make ME look like a fool. He's SO wrong.


Thursday, November 06, 2008 

Current mood:  energetic
I will NEVER forget it.

John Mc Cain's very touching concession speech



and

Barack's acceptance speech ...



I'm still shocked and amazed by this election. I'm so proud to say I am an American.


Here's Barack's victory speech ...

If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible; who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time; who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.

Its the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen; by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the very first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different; that their voice could be that difference.

Its the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Latino, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled - Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been a collection of Red States and Blue States: we are, and always will be, the United States of America.

Its the answer that led those who have been told for so long by so many to be cynical, and fearful, and doubtful of what we can achieve to put their hands on the arc of history and bend it once more toward the hope of a better day.

Its been a long time coming, but tonight, because of what we did on this day, in this election, at this defining moment, change has come to America.

I just received a very gracious call from Senator McCain. He fought long and hard in this campaign, and hes fought even longer and harder for the country he loves. He has endured sacrifices for America that most of us cannot begin to imagine, and we are better off for the service rendered by this brave and selfless leader. I congratulate him and Governor Palin for all they have achieved, and I look forward to working with them to renew this nations promise in the months ahead.

I want to thank my partner in this journey, a man who campaigned from his heart and spoke for the men and women he grew up with on the streets of Scranton and rode with on that train home to Delaware, the Vice President-elect of the United States, Joe Biden.

I would not be standing here tonight without the unyielding support of my best friend for the last sixteen years, the rock of our family and the love of my life, our nations next First Lady, Michelle Obama. Sasha and Malia, I love you both so much, and you have earned the new puppy thats coming with us to the White House. And while shes no longer with us, I know my grandmother is watching, along with the family that made me who I am. I miss them tonight, and know that my debt to them is beyond measure.

To my campaign manager David Plouffe, my chief strategist David Axelrod, and the best campaign team ever assembled in the history of politics - you made this happen, and I am forever grateful for what youve sacrificed to get it done.

But above all, I will never forget who this victory truly belongs to - it belongs to you.

I was never the likeliest candidate for this office. We didnt start with much money or many endorsements. Our campaign was not hatched in the halls of Washington - it began in the backyards of Des Moines and the living rooms of Concord and the front porches of Charleston.

It was built by working men and women who dug into what little savings they had to give five dollars and ten dollars and twenty dollars to this cause. It grew strength from the young people who rejected the myth of their generations apathy; who left their homes and their families for jobs that offered little pay and less sleep; from the not-so-young people who braved the bitter cold and scorching heat to knock on the doors of perfect strangers; from the millions of Americans who volunteered, and organized, and proved that more than two centuries later, a government of the people, by the people and for the people has not perished from this Earth. This is your victory.

I know you didnt do this just to win an election and I know you didnt do it for me. You did it because you understand the enormity of the task that lies ahead. For even as we celebrate tonight, we know the challenges that tomorrow will bring are the greatest of our lifetime - two wars, a planet in peril, the worst financial crisis in a century. Even as we stand here tonight, we know there are brave Americans waking up in the deserts of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan to risk their lives for us. There are mothers and fathers who will lie awake after their children fall asleep and wonder how theyll make the mortgage, or pay their doctors bills, or save enough for college. There is new energy to harness and new jobs to be created; new schools to build and threats to meet and alliances to repair.

The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year or even one term, but America - I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there. I promise you - we as a people will get there.

There will be setbacks and false starts. There are many who wont agree with every decision or policy I make as President, and we know that government cant solve every problem. But I will always be honest with you about the challenges we face. I will listen to you, especially when we disagree. And above all, I will ask you join in the work of remaking this nation the only way its been done in America for two-hundred and twenty-one years - block by block, brick by brick, calloused hand by calloused hand.

What began twenty-one months ago in the depths of winter must not end on this autumn night. This victory alone is not the change we seek - it is only the chance for us to make that change. And that cannot happen if we go back to the way things were. It cannot happen without you.

So let us summon a new spirit of patriotism; of service and responsibility where each of us resolves to pitch in and work harder and look after not only ourselves, but each other. Let us remember that if this financial crisis taught us anything, its that we cannot have a thriving Wall Street while Main Street suffers - in this country, we rise or fall as one nation; as one people.

Let us resist the temptation to fall back on the same partisanship and pettiness and immaturity that has poisoned our politics for so long. Let us remember that it was a man from this state who first carried the banner of the Republican Party to the White House - a party founded on the values of self-reliance, individual liberty, and national unity. Those are values we all share, and while the Democratic Party has won a great victory tonight, we do so with a measure of humility and determination to heal the divides that have held back our progress. As Lincoln said to a nation far more divided than ours, We are not enemies, but friends...though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection. And to those Americans whose support I have yet to earn - I may not have won your vote, but I hear your voices, I need your help, and I will be your President too.

And to all those watching tonight from beyond our shores, from parliaments and palaces to those who are huddled around radios in the forgotten corners of our world - our stories are singular, but our destiny is shared, and a new dawn of American leadership is at hand. To those who would tear this world down - we will defeat you. To those who seek peace and security - we support you. And to all those who have wondered if Americas beacon still burns as bright - tonight we proved once more that the true strength of our nation comes not from our the might of our arms or the scale of our wealth, but from the enduring power of our ideals: democracy, liberty, opportunity, and unyielding hope.

For that is the true genius of America - that America can change. Our union can be perfected. And what we have already achieved gives us hope for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.

This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But one thats on my mind tonight is about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. Shes a lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this election except for one thing - Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old.

She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldnt vote for two reasons - because she was a woman and because of the color of her skin.

And tonight, I think about all that shes seen throughout her century in America - the heartache and the hope; the struggle and the progress; the times we were told that we cant, and the people who pressed on with that American creed: Yes we can.

At a time when womens voices were silenced and their hopes dismissed, she lived to see them stand up and speak out and reach for the ballot. Yes we can.

When there was despair in the dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw a nation conquer fear itself with a New Deal, new jobs and a new sense of common purpose. Yes we can.

When the bombs fell on our harbor and tyranny threatened the world, she was there to witness a generation rise to greatness and a democracy was saved. Yes we can.

She was there for the buses in Montgomery, the hoses in Birmingham, a bridge in Selma, and a preacher from Atlanta who told a people that We Shall Overcome. Yes we can.

A man touched down on the moon, a wall came down in Berlin, a world was connected by our own science and imagination. And this year, in this election, she touched her finger to a screen, and cast her vote, because after 106 years in America, through the best of times and the darkest of hours, she knows how America can change. Yes we can.

America, we have come so far. We have seen so much. But there is so much more to do. So tonight, let us ask ourselves - if our children should live to see the next century; if my daughters should be so lucky to live as long as Ann Nixon Cooper, what change will they see? What progress will we have made?

This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment. This is our time - to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American Dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth - that out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope, and where we are met with cynicism, and doubt, and those who tell us that we cant, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people:

Yes We Can. Thank you, God bless you, and may God Bless the United States of America.
Thursday, June 12, 2008 
I was in love with A. And I miss A. It sucks that the both of us don't talk anymore, but how can you deal with someone who doesn't express his feelings towards me at the time we were hanging out?

I really miss his kiss. That kiss always had some spark to it.

I miss my friends K, R and B. They don't talk to me anymore. I don't know why at all. K said he doesn't have time for me. R couldn't handle my depression. B doesn't want any ties to me anymore since he has a boyfriend.

And I'm sorry I was hung up on a friend moving. It was during that time I really needed someone to talk and chill. That's it. I just don't understand why you gay boys are all up in arms when a straight guy is my best friend. If it was a chick or even another gay guy, you would be sympathetic.

All right ... I'm heading to the gym to work out and box. I have a match in July or August. I will keep you posted.
Monday, May 05, 2008 

Current mood:  confident
Category: Life

I'm sorry I haven't written on here for a long time. A lot has happened since February. I've lost two friends who passed away. My best friend (a straight guy) moved to Dutch Harbor for his career. Three of my closest friends stopped talking to me and I gave up asking what's wrong w/ me and if it was something I said.

I'm fed up.

I'm burned out.

I'm worn out.

So here I am at age 31 debating what to do next. Actually, I know what I am doing next, but I'm not saying what it will be. No one needs to know, but me.

You know, I let too many years of listening to others and all of these "good intentions" did a lot more harm than "good." Tons more harm. Trust me on that one.

Here's my advice to the peeps younger than me ... Listen to you. Only you know what is better for you. In high school and in college I excelled by listening to my head and my heart. I'm relearning how to do that again.

Thursday, April 17, 2008 
If any of you happen to have my telephone number, what I want from you for my birthday is to call me.

I'm not asking much at all. And yes, I get people get busy, but my birthday IS a big deal for me. I'm the only son in my family, so my birthday was always hyped up to be special.

Damn it! It is!

BTW ... is it that fucking hard to call? I'm mean ... fuck. I've helped out a lot of you on here w/ break ups and to be a shoulder to cry on and when it is my turn - no one is there.

So, pay it forward! I need some support and attention!
Thursday, April 17, 2008 

Current mood:  exhausted
Category: Life
I'm almost 31! Can you believe I survived being 30?? Holy shit! Talk about the biggest emotional roller coaster I've ever gone through in my entire life. And God damn! Did I grow up!

So ... it's time to say good bye to being 30, to many of my friends I love dearly (I miss you.) and soon to this place I call home.

Here's my last chance, my last dance for two more days!

Enjoy my clip and I'll see you in a few days!


Friday, March 28, 2008 


I’ll post more about how I am later on this weekend.
Monday, March 24, 2008 
I’ll just let Mary explain what’s going on w/ me recently.

Thank you Mary. You are too kind!


Monday, March 03, 2008 
Thursday, February 28, 2008 
All I can say is I figured as much. Poor guy.

Richfield bodybuilder died of painkiller overdose

February 27, 2008

Erik (The Viking) Fromm, for many years one of the nation's leading amateur bodybuilders, died in his Richfield home from an overdose of a highly potent and addictive painkiller, authorities said today.

Fromm, 36, who died Feb. 4, overdosed on fentanyl, the Hennepin County medical examiner's office said. The office said the overdose was accidental, and police said Wednesday that they expect to close their investigation soon.

Fromm's death is at least the second in the Upper Midwest involving a bodybuilder using fentanyl. The other case was in Sioux Falls, S.D., last spring.

"People can very easily can overdose on it because it is so strong," said Carol Falkowski, director of the Chemical Health Division of the state Department of Human Services and a leading expert in Minnesota on illicit drug use. "It's almost always used in hospital settings, it's so strong."

Fentanyl is an opium-derived pain reliever and is considered at least 80 times stronger than morphine. In 2006, people in major population centers such as the Twin Cities, Philadelphia and Detroit were selling fentanyl on the street as heroin, leading to deaths, Falkowski said. That problem seems to have abated after the arrest of suspects in Chicago, and no new cases have been reported in the Twin Cities since 2006, according to federal authorities.

Fentanyl skin patches were the subject of recent federal recalls because of a flaw that could cause patients or caregivers to overdose.

In 2006, the Food and Drug Administration said that "deaths and other serious problems have resulted from accidental overdoses" of fentanyl.

Fromm had a serious traffic accident about a year ago in Wyoming, causing him severe pain in his lower back and in his legs and arms, said Kevin Schreifels, a friend of Fromm's.

"He was rating the pain pretty high," said Schreifels, a doctor at Lyn-Lake Chiropractic in Minneapolis. He said he was unaware of Fromm using fentanyl.

While living in his native Wyoming and other Rocky Mountain states between 1998 and 2004, Fromm consistently finished in the top 10 among amateur super-heavyweights in national competitions sponsored by the 20,000-member National Physique Committee. He climbed to second in 1999.

Flex magazine reported in 2005 that Fromm suffered physical setbacks -- tearing a biceps and a chest muscle.

In the other bodybuilder's death, 34-year-old Clinton J. Bitz of Sioux Falls died in his sleep in April 2007 from an "acute fentanyl overdose," said his fiancée, Bobbi Doerfler, citing the death certificate.

Doerfler, who moved from Monticello, Minn., with Bitz to South Dakota in 2001, said he suffered from painful migraines and had built up a resistance to other painkillers.

Bitz's mother, Wanda Cyr, of Monticello said that a relative shipped fentanyl patches to her son. She said police in Sioux Falls have been pursuing a criminal case against that relative, who had the patches properly prescribed to him.

Police said they are wrapping up their investigation and could send the case to prosecutors by the end of the week for possible charges.

Cyr said that her son, an electrician who competed in regional bodybuilding events, didn't know that the dosage in the relative's patches had been increased shortly before he last used them.

Cyr, a nurse, said that she told her son: " 'You can't use these. These are dangerous.'"