just updated the age in my qq profile~! >6<''

again a longggg born of this blog.i thought that i shld write sth 4 the very special day 4 several days.
coz it's been almost a year from the previous one.
a lotta thin's has happened.maybe it's the most dramatic year 4 we all since our birth.
most of people leave many words of that exam, that sayin' goodbye,the movin' 2 a new place.
4 me,there's nth...i became speechless in frount all of the changin's.
i write sth b4 abt the b-day.bt i feel that's useless now.
werid.as the suddenly comin' 18!

actually,i sighed "MUST I FACE THE 18?!." on myspace few days ago,
maybe i cannot face that really,even 2day~
my mom said 2 me she that she got a shock when she is 18,maybe it's in the gene~LOL

i feel it's a little ridiculas when i set so many things 2 do at my 17.bt nth i did b4 2day.
so that's the 17.my fav age.a just play 4 fun age,a never finishin' age.
maybe i'm 2 awarenessly.wut differs from 2day & 2morrow?
2morrow i'm still the same.be the lazy one.

this 18,i didn't find some representative songs as my 17.
this 18,i can't use the desperated teenage any more as my 17.
this 18,i'm not the b4 punk type as my 17.
this 18,i celebrate outside myself.
this 18,i'm changed ... ...

still childish,still willfulness,still burnin'.
all in all,we all stay young!

HAYLEY IS 17 YEARS AGO.

P.S.
got lotta wishes from yesterday,it's sooooo nice of all u guys!
luvin' u buddies!!!

OMG~!
i hav finished all of my exams 2day!i could be all free...
but i'm not so exciting as i expected!
i cannot put up my task nd i'm still so nervours,stressful!
i'm afraid 2 c my final score~

JESUS!please bless me,let my dreams come true nd i could start a brand new life outside!
hope there is an amazin' trip startin' 4 me......

MIRECALS HAPPEN COZ THE GOD'S LOVE!

nd 4 noe,i shld be hapy nd relax...

bye skul,bye exams~
farewell...

hello summer,hello my brand new life~
greeting...

loves&hugs
-x-hayley-x-

after added...

i used 2 wonder where i gonna be after these 3 months...

but i never thought the answer would come sooo easy 2 reply!

i shld stay one more year,the dreams u feel so close suddenly faded!

u can' t see,u can't find them anywhere.3 months turn to 1 year,hoe funny?

sometimes i thought the lord is only playin' a game with me,nd when i open my eyes,it's a nightmare...but it really is~

i've really dreamed about the life outside 4 sooo long,but it slipes when i get close 2 it...it's really harmful~

but...4 my dream, i don't wanna break them down,though they will come l8er~

i don't wanna miss the chance 2 get my dream.

maybe one step could change all.so i choose 2 stay,choose 2 start again,choose 2 give myself another chance,choose 2 make a full 12-year' round!

i knoe,when i'm completed,everything would be okay...when i'm readdy~

still belive in god,still needs god's love,still want mirecals,maybe that's me!

it's not far,it's just there,one year,not long......

drearms come true i do!

keepin' tellin' myself thoses words

these days of next year,i'm on my way 2 my place~

just let myself fall into the study

study hard hard HARD

never think about anything

just study!!!

hope i could get a nice score in the next year's final exams.

hope i could go 2 shanghai 2 hav the univerSHITY,

hope i could get my dreams,

hope mirecals could happen on me!!!

(em...i can't give up my e-pals~~~T_Ti luv ya all!!!

i'll check the e-mails once a week,maybe lessssssssss)

oh,hav no time on it~

gotta study!BYE

God Bless Me 4ever

playin' truant 4 me is as everyday's lifework,such as eatin',sleepin'...i don't think it's kewl,on the contrary,i know it's wrong,but i just feel fine!i wanna live 4 my own happiness~!~!~!

i found my skul is like a concentration camp more nd more~as the old sayin',the oppression breaks out where the resistance exsits!so,me&my frenz keep on tryin' 2 find ways out of skul.a hole,a wall nd any other ways~~~i promise that i'm good at jumpin' off the wall,man!dreamin' someday 2 be in the FBI......LOL

although the f**kin' exam is comin' 2 me,i don't know hoe 2 do!(maybe i just don't wanna do)

although i know i shld study hard 4 my parents(not 4 me),i don't want 2!

although i can get out of the skul,i can't get out of my heartdurance!!!

i'm still on my way searchin' 4 my own freedom,but i can't find it !

does it not exist,or just i can't find it?

who can give me the answer~?~?~?

WAITIN' 4 IT!