Sorry if I jump off track a little bit. It's just some thoughts.

I'm tired of all of these vegetarian/vegan,pro-life,peta or whatever groups/organizations/cults or whatever you want to call them trying to get me to come to the other side....Muhaaaa! What you eat is on you. If I want me a nice juicy steak, then dammit that's what I'm gonna eat.

 I like animals but I would rather spend my time and money on homeless kids. Someone that will actually have an affect on my country in the future. And I'm down for saving the starving sick kids in Africa. But what about the starving kids in America? They don't have those "For only $.10 a day you can save a hungry child in America" commercial.

And what a woman want's to do with HER body. She should be allowed to do it.  To each it's own. That is between her and God or whom ever she believes in. Who are you to judge? We are all HUMAN!

What you might think is trash. It may mean the world to someone else.

Don't try and force your beliefs on someone. If they don't want to do it. LEAVE IT ALONE. Just do what makes YOU happy.

I know I am.

I know people probably wonder why do you need so many top friend? I'll tell you why I need it. Mostly everybody in my top is family. I have a huge family. This isn't even the tip of the iceberg. If more of my fam decide to join then they will be added too! Until I run out of room. And the ones that are not fam that are on my top list, those are homies for life.Not sayin those that aren't on there aren't I probably just couldn't fit you on cause my fam took up half of the damn spaces.   Love you guys!

You know I'm sick and tired of people telling me what I should or shouldn't do with MY hair...Emphasis on the word my...I don't give a damn if you don't like my hair. I didn't do it for you...I did it for me...And dammit I think it looks good! I don't need anybody tellin me that I need to wear make up or wear big earrings...I look nothing like a man...And I don't need long hair to be feminine...Why do people figure they can say shit to me like that but if I speak my mind to someone I'm being an ass hole or I'm mean...Fuck that...The shit people say to me is mean...But I don't have a hissy fit when muthafucka act like assholes to me...I just take it and swallow it so I won't hurt anybodies feelings...But fuck all of that...Next time somebody say some shit to me it's on....

Sorry bout  all of the profanity ya'll I just needed to vent a little...I'm so mad right now I don't know what to do...

Today I lost my diamond heart pendant that my husband bought me for Mother's Day...I am soooo sick right now...I wanted that pendant so bad for so long...I don't even know how I lost it...All I know is that I was in the back yard with my kids when I got home from work and something just didn't feel right...I touched my neck and almost past out...I don't know how long it's been gone...I'm praying it's on my desk at work...

Let's have a moment of silence please...

Thank you!

...am i so flyyyy?

I've been on myspace for a while now. And I've seen alot of pages. On some of those pages the "owners" wrote..."I will only add you as a friend if I know you." For what? If you don't want people to see your page, like it and then want to be your "friend"  make your page private. I could careless. Just as long as you don't disrespect me or my people we'll be all good.

I had to cancel this one fool cause he had the nerve to post a comment with a pic of him in his underwear standing in the damn bathroom. Then he had the nerve to disrespect my husband. I had to give his ass a myspace beat down. ( I cussed him out then deleted him.) His body wasn't even bangin and he sho wasn't cute. LOL

Those of you that know me personaly, know that I've always had long hair...Well I'm tired of hair...I have been for a while now...So I finally did something about it...I cut it off...My hair used to reach the middle of my back...Now it only comes to my chin...And that's only in the front...It's stacked in the back...But there is a problem.I have about a half inch to 1 inch of new growth. I'm trying to go natural. I'm also working out trying to lose the weight I've gained from having two kids in two years. So my problem is after I wash,blow dry, flat iron and curl my hair, I work out (not directly after) My hair puff up and look like a damn dirty q-tip. And I have to start the process all over again. And I get so tired of that.

My mom and bf have already cut all of theirs off. And they look hot.It only takes them 5mins to do theirs.(check out their pages Joanne and Tiera)

The only reason I haven't cut it completely off yet is because of my husband.He wants me to wait until I get 6 inches of negrowth. But I can't wait that long. so he's gonna have to settle for 4 inches. Cause by January this sh*t is gone.