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Status: Single
City: La Mesa
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/11/2006

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Friday, August 28, 2009 

Category: Life
My first husband, Lynn Igou, passed away last night. His mom called me to let me know. I stayed In touch with Lynn through the years and with his mom too. Lynn and I were married eight years. I was 21..he was 23.  A silly marriage, but we were young and felt like maybe it would be kind of  a
"far out", interesting thing to do (such a mature approach, eh?) I knew there would be problems from the get go, but I had a way of putting blinders on when it came to romantic dealings. So of course the problems got huge and we ended it.  We stayed friends however. I even remember we went out for a drink after the final divorce signing at the court house. We werent overjoyed or anything, just sort of a "well, that was a trip, huh?"  way of feeling as we parted that day.
 I've ONLY now seen that pattern of mine of putting on blinders. Took me long enough. My second marriage ended after 23 years last year.

I just wasn't very smart in acknowleging my gut,  and red flags. I'm not at all implying these men were flawed, I was not..  when I say I ignored red flags. I mean there were obvious markers these relationships would not be a good fit for me. However, one can only know a good fit if one knows oneself or at least pays attention to what one's gut is saying!  

So that's the journey I've been on this past couple of years. "Getting To Know You" (what Musical is that from?)  is my new theme song as I look in mirror these days.

As sad,  or bittersweet, as it is that these relationships didn't last, I also now know that each relationship I've had (there was one three year relationship in between the two marriages)  has added a wealth of information to my self learning. Those men too, learned/are learning a great deal, about themselves as well. The second marriage also produced two incredible sons, Matt and Mike. I can't imagine life without them! So, there is a reason for everything and no coincidences. 

I was meant to go down those roads. It's opened up a world of information to me .. my own journey.




Tuesday, August 18, 2009 

Category: Music
New song up.  "Big Picture."   I was my own BAND today. Mike showed me how to use Garage Band!!(I know I know I'm SOOO behind on this  stuff.)  I have NO idea how to really use it of course. but I'll learn. I even tried to do my own lil bass part on the song.
The volume is way too low , no idea of course how to fix it but Mike will help me out I'm sure.  I just did a few takes  and used all the corny stuff I could think of..  Handclaps (which I love) and finger snaps and vocal and guitar "effects" etc. What a hoot!
I'll take it down soon since it's really not ready for being heard, but I just had to share! 

I wanted it to be like a live recording of three friends (Me Myself and I )  up on stage who were playing a song they've never done together before and who don't really play well yet.. .  I think I succeeded in that just fine.
pfffffffffflt.

Monday, June 22, 2009 


Slide show?

Wednesday, April 01, 2009 

Current mood:  enthralled
Category: Life

 Austin, Texas.. ..I walked into the Continental club with my friend Rosie Flores. I wanted to hear the band Heybale. I met Redd, the guitarist, long ago and was looking forward to hearing this band he was in when he's home in Austin. One of the other bands was playing when we walked in. They were good, but I had come to hear Heybale. I went outside to get a bite to eat and started yakking away to folks. Soon Heybale set up and I realized I missed the first 4 -5 songs! I headed back in and heard the band. I swear angels started singing, and the clouds parted, and heaven woke up! ha! www.heybale.com. The seratonin levels of everyone in the audience was up a full 10 points --or however you measure seratonin or endorphins. The room got turbo-joyful is the best way I can explain it. Musicians from all genres come to pay their respects to HeyBale. Redd Volkaert and the guys are amazing musicians. Redd was a great guitar player way back when I met him in the 70's, so I was looking forward to hearing him again. I had no idea HOW good he was! That goes for the rest of his bandmates. I bet many of you know these guys. They are truly the cream of the crop. The members of Heybale are each pedigreed up the ying yang. They've each played with, and/or still currently playing in, some of the most well-known bands when they aren't home in Austin. (Redd Volkaert/elec guitar, Earl Ball/piano, Gary Claxton/vocals and rhythm guitar, Kevin Smith/bass, Tom Lewis/drums .. Plus they bring in their equally talented friends -when in town- to join them) You don't have to be into country music to appreciate what they do. I am just a lil Folkie, but I love good country music .. the real deal. I got an appreciation of country when I was in bands in San Jose in the 80's and got to play with some great players. When you hear a band that is so tight and so equally over- the-top talented and happy to be playing music together, something magical happens. That goes for any genre. Tom put Heybale together nine years ago to enjoy keeping busy when home... and they have been playing Sundays at the Continental ever since. You HAVE to hear them live. It knocks you out. They're so tight, they take instrumental breaks that go wayyy outside the box. They try to throw each other off, but they never do.. . you know? They know each other well. They have fun. They play old covers that bring all memories back alive. They play originals you can start singing right away because they are such great brain-sticking songs. Their harmonies are solid. They aren't afraid to play ballads (certain death to some bands) so their reportoire is a wonderful mix of everything from beautiful ballads to crazy, pounding, driving, melodies... KILLER syncopated honky tonk rhythms that force you to dance (O lordy... Earl, on piano is amazing. I was bouncing off the walls when he played this one song. I thought I had died and gone to SyncOpation Heaven!) Each song is put out there with such conviction and tight confidence. AND, best part is that there are no solo attitudes up there at all. Just the love of playing music together. . whew. I'm now a certified "Heybalian". If you are ever in Austin go see Heybale at the Continental on Sunday nights..or wherever they're playing and please tell them San Diego Sooz Sez Hi.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 

Current mood:  grateful
Category: Life
Parenting.  I remember.. pre-kids.  I used to think to myself  "I wonder if I'll ever be a mom, and I wonder who those kids will be?"   Dan and I were good parents, I think .. certainly not perfect, but we keep trying.. haa!   :) )
So here's to Michael and Matthew Reed. You are each adults now and wonderful human beings. Thank you for being who you are. Every day I'm blown away I get to be your mom.. it's a privilege.
Love you.



Tuesday, December 23, 2008 

Current mood:  fascinated
My son Mike /"Mickey" with Jay and Lou, as The Smart Brothers, along with my other son Matt as "chief driver/roadie/merchhelp guy", took to the road in a 36 foot RV in spring 2008. Two sets of brothers, both ages 23 and 21, out there seeing the country and bringing The Smart Brothers' wonderful music to the people via venues or right smack dab on the sidewalks.
The RV had a 100 gallon tank and at $4-5 a gallon...all profits went to The Tank. Many gigs were lined up, and some they just jumped into, but they made some wonderful fans along the way.
Jay and Lou are a duo now and perform mainly on the east coast, and Mick (Mike) is back home in San Diego. It was shortlived as a trio, but it was a great musical adventure for the guys as well as the audiences around the country who got to hear and see them perform.
If you happen to be surfing around YouTube, type in "The Smart Brothers Songbird Sing" and listen to them and some other videos when Mike was in the group. If you are on east coast, check out Jay and Lous' schedule and go see their show. Tell them "Sooz" says hello.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 

Current mood:  awake

Whew.. they take some work and $, but they are worth every penny and every bit of energy. When we bought our home in 1999, I knew the family room would be Dan's "Super Bowl" room, but the large living /dining room would one day be the room for hosting music "soriees". Around 2002 we started converting the room into a music room complete with stage, lights, and sound system. Then we had a couple of years of being patient when the house slab "shifted" and the entire back of our home had to be reconstructed. But I soon picked up my dream where it left off, and was  back on track with the idea.

I named the room  "Heritage East" in honor of the wonderful little coffeehouse in Mission Beach (The Heritage) where I got my start in music around 1965. Many thanks to Dan, Mike and Matt, and Jim Sprague for building that stage (and to Jim Sprague for the beautiful wood flooring) And more thanks to Dan for saying "Ok, we can have a bunch of people in our house for the evening, many of them strangers to us"!  After the first 30 min of snacks and gabbing before the music starts though, they were no longer strangers. We had the common demoninator of being "patrons of the arts." We were there to make sure talented musicians/singers were given a supportive and attentive audience.

It ended up I only put on about 11 concerts on that little stage (and I no longer live at that house) but it was very fun and fulfilling to have put on those shows. Thanks so much to my family, the performers, and to the fellow "patrons" who attended the shows and gave their time and donations to these grateful artists. Look up "House Concerts" in your area sometime, and attend them! It's a wonderful way to make new friends and hear great music.

Sooooz

Saturday, September 01, 2007 
I was telling a friend of mine about how I was watching the CSPAN Book channel a few days ago and the gent on there was talking about the US economy. He was saying that our attention is being diverted with this crazy war and that a very serious sitch is  creeping up on us because our attention is elsewhere.
My friend is a very well-read man, and he agreed. And added this info that we should all keep in mind:
 
The U.S. national debt now stands at more than $8.3 trillion, of which more than $2 trillion is owned by foreigners. Since 2000, the percentage of U.S. public debt owed to foreigners has doubled. [For a point of reference, when Reagan entered the White House in 1981, no President had ever taken the nat'l debt over the $1 trillion mark; his first act as President was to cut funding to domestic programs amd increase "defense" spending so fast and so recklessly that by the time he left office the nat'l debt was more than $4 trillion. Under Clinton, the increase in the nat'l debt slowed to 4.3% per year; the Republican presidents before and after him (Reagan, Bush, and Bush II), raised the debt by an average of 10.8% per year.]
 
As of March 2007, China held more than $321 billion worth of U.S. Treasuries, up from the $60 billion it owned at the end of 2000. Similarly, Japan now owns $640 billion worth of U.S. Treasuries, up from $317.7 billion in December 2000. Lately, however, America has also borrowed heavily from oil exporter nations (as defined by the Department of the Treasury), which include many nations that despise America. Luminaries such as Venezuela, Ecuador, Iran, Libya, Algeria, Indonesia and Iraq, and several other primarily Middle Eastern nations, now own $98 billion worth of the U.S. debt.
 
According to Brad Setser, director of research at Roubini Global Economics, "The irony is that the three countries in the world adding to reserves the fastest and thus buying the most U.S. debt now are China, Saudi Arabia, and Russia, none of them democracies. … We are increasingly counting on a group of creditors who are not our closest friends but have a bigger and bigger stake in America," he says.
 
The more imminent crisis is---what happens if these nations call in their loans? The U.S. economy would collapse in a heap....
 
Friday, July 20, 2007 

OH my gosh. I LOVE New York!.  Although Mike came home from NY after being there a couple of months,  I knew I'd get back there eventually.  

So I  just went for a week.. by myself.. July 2-7th, ('07) . Spent two nights in Midtown at the great little apartment (at 43rd and 9th . up 34 floors..with the "Five Million Dollar View!")  as the guest of my good friend, Kate and her husband George. What a treat to fall asleep on their couch, looking at a NY skyline that could have been a photo straight off a postcard. Then I went and spent four days in Greenwich Village .. just to get a teeeensy feel of living there.  I walked everywhere and took the subway often, and chatted with so many great folks, listened to incredible music in Washington Square Park (I stayed at the little Washington Square Park Hotel. Great lil place.. if you can do "small hallways").   The staff was wonderful. I got very very ill one night  (maybe somethingI ate?)  and was sick for 16 hrs straight. The staff checked on me and sent me up some Gingerale and soda crackers when I finally felt I was going to live. about 5pm the next day.   I lost a whole day in NY .. that was a bummer.. but the day after, I was back out there.. walking everywhere. I saw where Mike had been living when he was there around  Bank and Hudson (NICE lil spot) ..

I had a great time and wish I could live in NY .. only for a year.. but what a year that would be... I like the fact you can live without a car.. what a concept!

 

Saturday, November 04, 2006 

My son Mike has been in New York for almost 6 weeks now.  For a die-hard California guy, he was amazed he fell under NY's spell the very first day.  He got to live in the Village for five weeks. He loved it and wants to stay in NY if he can.  We miss him like crazy, but ohhh boy, what a great adventure this is for him!   

Give me a holler if any of you folks know where he can go to play  music  and meet other musicians. He's getting re-settled now  (the apt in Village option ran out,  so he'll be staying with friends in New Jersey for a bit while he thinks about his next step).  He's a talented guy (plays several    instruments--main ones are guitar and piano) and is a very personable.  He may already have some irons in the fire.. but again, if you have any contacts, let me know and I'll pass them his way!