All in all friday was great!....me, sarah j., lindesay s., eddie, hermie, oliver, joe juchem, matt karlovec, matt m., and c chuck went to david c.'s play he was in at toledo(the did The Complete Works of William Shakespeare Abridged). The show was great and all of us were involved in the audience participation parts cuz david knew us...so herman was onstage and we had ppl in the show messing with us it was fun:) Afterwards we had a much needed taco bell break(hey david kinda looks like a burrito....a hairy nasty one but i mean a burrito at the least..haha joe) then we hung out at davids dorm for awhile which was nice:) And while im out doing this all my other friends and my b/f in elyria are driving around and getting stuck in mud or w/e they were doing. I think it was pretty dumb but funny lol....so i hope everyone's enjoying their weekend:) Except for the snow:/

It's just kinda hitting me now that at this time next year i'll be graduating from high school pretty much. High school is just going by so quick i can't believe it. I've lost so many friends but gained so many throughout the past 3 years its just crazy. I do wonder how you guys are doing!( jennifer, leah, jessica s, chris s, etc.) I know you guys may not read this but i do think about you often:) I'd like to thank elise and tina especially though for sticking by me longer than anyone else...and elise gosh how long have we been friends now 7 years?! thank you for everything life partner lol...its funny i've waited so long to finally get out of here and start living my life but now im kinda getting cold feet...part of me wishes now...even tho im still a junior...that i could maybe have a couple more years at least....but its not happening...i've got one more year and thats it. I don't know how im gonna function without drama club, or seeing my family everyday, spending time with my friends or just seeing joe whenver i want. It's like a smack in the face "hey there you're almost 18 and out of high school....goodbye childhood hello real world"...it just came so damn fast

Well this spring break isn't going to be fun AT all....my boyfriend's leaving for NC thursday and the day he gets bak im leaving for thespian conference....so this break is gonna be full of no b/f and long ass rehearsals. Not the funnest thing in the world. I'm sure it will be alrite in the end...conference will be anyway. I'm sorta pissed off becuz our orch. teacher ms. john got laid off...it really sux becuz she's more of a friend to me than a teacher...and she mite be going to teach in NC so that really sux April is going to be soo busy for me...all spring break we are rehearsing sylvia so i gotta get my running crew(ppl who move the set pieces around)back up to where we were with the show before thespian conference....as soon as i get bak from conference its tech week for Titanic....so a hell of a lot of violin playing for a week...then a week of set for anything goes....then a weekend of Titanic performances....then tech week for Anything Goes(more running crew)....then performances of Anything Goes into the 1st of may...i have no life this april apparently

I've just come to the realization that i am what some of us would like to call a "nerd" lol....i mean cmon i play the violin, im obsessed with star wars(thats an answer enough), i watch anime(japanese animation) regularly, and i play RPG video games. The good thing is that im proud of my nerdiness it makes me unique:) lol anywayz now that ive got that pointless thought out of my head...it snowed again today and that fucking sux...i just wanna go lay out in the SUN with some temps in the 70s here people...its not that hard...eh i guess im just being impatient...enough rambling for today

well i haven't written one of these yet...but oh well here i go I'm liking this myspace thing becuz im sorta kinda connecting with people i've lost over the last couple years...(leah, jfers, kris, zack b.) it's kool im hoping to talk to you guys more by the way! rehearsal for the musical (Titanic) is killing me...im in the pit orchestra and the lady in charge of us is a bitch ...the music is hard as hell too...but other than that its fun spending time with my eddie, JR and that stupid kid i call my b/f:P Well this was sorta random but oh well...and add me bitches :P