In this life i am a women. In my next life i aam going to be a BEAR!!

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January 5, 2009 - Monday

2009
Category: Life

i am at that point where i have had it... done giving 2nd chances, benefits of doubt, or passing off bluff after bluffs. in 2009 i am casting away with the things that cause trouble in my life... i am tired of the fights, lies, and upsets. The constant worries, drama, let downs and so on. I have so much to worry about i dont need the extra! I believe that God only gives us what we can handle.. i am hoping that i have ALL that i can handle. lets face it 2008 was not the best. Drs. meds, complications, and a huge list of crap that only a few know about. i am not certain 2009 will be any better... but if i can rid myself of a few headaches i am all for it! In 2008 i found out the only people you can count on is your family! Ya i have friends.. but i have the type of friends who call when they need a favor!! lets face it thats not a friend... i live in my own little world here in Frankton... Voted off the island, and left stranded from "friends" who i spilled everything too and done a lot for.. and for what to be taken for granted, and to be talked about and lied to.. not anymore... My life is far more important then this swirl of dirt and filth that goes around and some how always has my name in it. 2009 will be different.. i have my friends that i can count on.. i have taken them for granted way to long.. those friends are my FAMILY... they are the GREATEST and i love each and everyone one of them!! i only hope that in this circle of Family members people can FINALY lay down their bitterness towards each other.. and realize they are apart of something great.... something people yearn for, something that some do not have, a family. i thank God i have the greatest friends in my family! So dont be offended if your not on my top friends list here on myspace... its simply filled with family... blood or not.. we're still family.

huggles! Sara

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October 27, 2008 - Monday

in my next life:
Current mood:

giggly
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural

In this life i am a women. In my next life i aam going to be a BEAR!!

When your a bear you get to hibernate and do nothing but sleep for 6 months straight Yep i can hadle that!

Before you hibernate you are suppose to eat yourself stupid... I can deal with that too!

When your a gilr bear you birth your children (the size of walnuts) while your sleeping, and wake up to 1/2 grown cubs who are cute and cuddley. I could Deff. deal with that.

When your a momma bear everyone knows you mean busness. You swat at anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line you swat them too. I could deal with that!

When your a bear your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling! He also EXPECTS you to have hairy legs and excess body fat!

YEP I GONNA BE A BEAR!!!

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October 11, 2008 - Saturday

STRANGERS

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i saw a TV report on the news the other day. They did a segment on how we teach our children not to talk to strangers.. however they say now to say dont talk to strangers. but if you need help to find another mommy. they said that mothers, or females, will take the time to help a child. And only a slim number will run with the child or do unspeakable things to them... which got my mind going.. Scary thing i know but, to some children in the world they see 1/2 of their family once or twice a year.. or when ever the parent decides to pick them up.. so in reality they are a stranger.. yes that child knows them.. knows their face, car, small minor details about them... all in all they are still a stranger. to me a stranger is a person that knows very little to nothing about a child.. for example they might know their name if the child could tell them or there mothers name again if the child could tell them.. but here is the kicker.. a stranger knows nothing about this child... Like for instance their faviort food, color, game, toys, clothes, cookies, tv shows, movies, the list can go on... Now as the child grows older they sometimes worship the stranger they call mom, dad, grandma, grandpa ect.. and lash out on the "responsible" parent for things that they do not let them do and quote "if i was with the other parent i could".. ... once again PROVING my fact that the other parent is a stranger.. because if they knew you they would know what kind of trouble you would get into buy doing whatever it was that you wanted to do.. in return making that loving, caring, responsible, parent transform in to the mean, lame, non loving, to these children... Then sometimes those children grow up become parents of their own and see hey i am so glade that i lived with this parent.. because if i lived with the other one.. i would be....... well like them... taking hand outs for money, not knowing how to make an honest living, have children running around who i am a stranger too.... and repeating this cruel and unfair process that happens so many times around the world...

Which brings me to another news segment... the one where some schools have start passing out condoms and for the OLDER children to have access to.. Yes to some it says that the school is condoning the whole sex before marriage thing.. but lets face it.. how many of us have in fact "saved" for their husband or wife... a very few percentage.. if you have then GREAT!! You did something that so many of us could not do, and that i have the highest respect for you.. BUT lets look at the facts.. many children are have sex at the young ages of 12 ,13, 14 anyhow you get my point... and at that age and even older some are to embarrassed to talk to their parents or go and get them on there own.. so i think this is a great idea on the schools part.. and hopeful will break down on that cycle of children knowing there other "parent" as a stranger.

Now before any of you hype down my neck stating that i am referring to my own life... i am telling you now YES i am, in SOME parts!! however the rest in fact dose involve other members of my family... If you dare to tell me you or they have done all that they could do for the wellbeing of the child or children involved... i will be forced to tell you other wise!! Yes i have done something as well as they, to prevent the child from seeing the other parents or family.. like refusing visits for health concerns, or having them thrown in jail, or knowing that there are illegal drugs in the house, so on and so forth.. SO take this with a grain of salt and know that i am speaking from my heart and what i say is the truth in the matter... if that makes me a bitch.. so be it.. if you have a problem with this here is what i am going to tell you. " put your big girl/boy undies on and deal with it!"

lots of love to all that cares!

Sara

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August 29, 2008 - Friday

I believe
Current mood:

accomplished
Category: Life

A Birth Certificate shows that we were born
A Death Certificate shows that we died
Pictures show that we lived!
Have a seat . . . Relax . . And read this slowly

I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.
I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe... That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe... That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe... That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe... That we are responsible for what > we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe... That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe... That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe... That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe... That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe... That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe... That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe... That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe... That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others. sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe... That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe... That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe... That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe... Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe... That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe... That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe... That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe... That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I Believe... The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything.'

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April 5, 2008 - Saturday

Gage and his fish
Current mood:

sad
Category: Pets and Animals

To all of you who knew, or maybe didn’t know. Josh and I got gage some fish.. WELL after 3 days of excitement feeding them and watching them (actually quite handy he would watch them until he feel asleep)! Gage fried his fish.. He went to feed them this a.m.. all excited he stepped up on his step stool, and lost footing. and his hand went crashing down on his tank lid. Causing it to fall into the water with the light on! ZAP!!! at first I hear OHHH MAMMA they swimming upside down.. fish still twitching.. "ya gage their swimming upside down" "silly fishes!!" as he giggles.. After I got the lid out of the take it was apparent to him that they were no longer swimming.. When told they wont swim anymore.. he asked "they just sleeping, be quite momma!!" I then had to tell Gage what happened... HE IS VERY UPSET!! Thank God no one was hurt AND that we bought the 12 cent feeder fish!! Gage will be getting more goldfish today.. maybe this time we can keep them more than 3 days!!

Sorry for the "short story" but I thought it was to cute not to share!! I wonder if the fish see gage and act like the seen from finding nemo with the little girl at the dentist office!! LOL OH WELL we will give it another shot!

Sara

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March 21, 2008 - Friday

somethign everyone should read!

I got this today on my email just wanted to share with everyone!! love you all!!

This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it’s 100% true.

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don’t like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. You are special and unique.
8. Someone that you don’t even know exists loves you.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.
11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

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March 3, 2008 - Monday

WAAAAY 2 MUCH FUN!
Current mood:

tired
Category: Friends

WOW what a weekend......NO KIDS, fabulous wedding of the HUNTERs!! And a night on the town!! I haven't had that much fun in well A LONG TIME!! LOL!! dancing with my honey... Josh not Melissa, sorry!! drinking, seeing OLD friends, hearing the Scottie 2 Hotties play WOW they were good and good looking (Melissa Pics please!!) So to answer your question, Yes we got home ok.. and YES we were the drunk taxi! Which was FUNNY!! i mean crying your eyes out funny! OH WOW funny!! Jason you will NEVER live this one down, not as long as i can help it!! LOL love ya!! i am buying you a new key ring buddy!! maybe next time that will help your cause! So we are good just still trying to recover getting home at 3am But were good! sleepy but good!

Love ya all!

Sara

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January 17, 2008 - Thursday

Oh happy Day
Current mood:

blissful

2008 is looking to be a good year! NEW BABIES!! No not me THANK GOD!! LOL just friends A LOT of prego friends! Why couldnt you all be prego with me last year COME ON!! LOL . So far in 2008 some major things have happend. I ENROLLED IN SCHOOL!! So excited!! A total 360 im not even in the same field anymore.. Dont get me wrong i loved working with "my kids" but with 3 little ones at home i couldnt handle kids ALL DAY!!

I have found out what cause our drama in our life! NOT saying that josh and myself were haveing problems because we werent BUT, Since the DRAMA is cut out been things have been cheerful and i am not as stressed.. Well still stressed just not in that aspect! LOL anyhow! Things are more laid back.. Can speak with out thinking laid back.. You know you can just open your mouth and talk with out pissing someone off! LOVE IT!! Let see what elese....

Oh ya planing our renewal.. OK you can say were stupid for doing that "so soon" BUT lets face it our wedding is NOT the way josh and i wanted to do it!! LOL BUT hey we did what we had the funds to do!! My orginal plan was to go to brown county to a chapel.. BUT the mommys didnt like that.. OH well So here i set planing the renewal!! I AM SO EXCITED!! Its kind of like planing your wedding, but not i guess!!LOL You Girls know how it is you have it all mapped out and pictured in your head!! and then your hubbie comes in and says well i was thinking this..HMMM WELLL OK.. We will see dear!! LOL... Anyhow

Friends I have made so many NEW friends!! YES I DO HAVE FRIENDS!! LOL Inside joke if you know what it is!! Anyhow i am thankful these certian people fell into my life!! With out you i know i would def. Be in the funny farm!! Thanks for letting me vent and plan stuff with you!! And thanks for loveing me for well ME!!! LOL and of course loving my BIG but little family!! Well i think that is about it!!

LOVE YOU ALL!!

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January 12, 2008 - Saturday

9 things.......
Current mood:

fabulous

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9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.. I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.

3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!

5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7 . When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8 When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

9 When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?

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