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Wednesday, November 11, 2009 

i was looking through some old writings this morning trying to find stuff for a songwriting seminar i'm doing next Spring when i ran across this note i'd written for a "Best of" album which was to be released in 1999...this note is more than ten years old but it still pretty much reflects the way i feel so i thought i'd share it with ya'll...the biggest difference is that now, i DO get the discount at the drugstore!


Notes on Praying Mantis and Other Songs

it's difficult for me to acknowledge a collection like this...it seems like an epitaph...i'm not dead...i'm constantly fighting to stay awake, but i'm not dead...

i didn't start making these solo records until i had reached substantial age, but the prolonged adolescence created by my rock & roll life with ARROGANCE allowed my early solo work to be comfortable with the subjects of teenage lust & disillusionment...it has a believable point of view (though i did migrate to the themes of middle-aged lust & disillusionment pretty quickly)...you know how it is...when you're young you feel that everything is SO distant & life's this looming adventure, but you're SO mature & your thoughts are SO original & deep...your commitment to (fill in the blank) is SO strong that NOTHING is going to hold you back...then you get older & actually learn something & you start to wonder if you've ever had an original idea or even a vague notion of what you're talking about...you survive that (usually with considerable embarrassment) & by now you've managed to pick up some actual knowledge here & there, but what you've really learned is that life isn't big...it's small...it's about small personal stuff...the clichés...

in a recent effort to justify my lack of ambition, i was haranguing a friend about the importance of the small stuff in life...weddings & funerals & births & deaths are the benchmarks, but the things that really matter are more ephemeral...a beautiful day...a perfect meal...a funny moment with some one you love...then you wake up one day & you find yourself at the mirror, staring into the eyes of a stranger...too old to sing about teenage lust with any conviction & too young to get a discount at the drug store...

so you take a deep breath & sit down & listen to what someone (in this case CHUCK KELLEY; compiler of this compendium) thinks are the recorded highlights of the last fifteen years of your public life...it's very weird...like visiting a house you used to live in...totally familiar, but oddly detached...you walk over, turn off the stereo &  sit down at the piano...you work on that song that's been eating away at you for a week now...

it's difficult to acknowledge a collection like this...it seems like an epitaph...

 DIXON - 22 JAN 99

Monday, November 02, 2009 

i’d like to thank every one that came out to see MARTI sing with me in October…we had a very good time and the experience has made MARTI (and me) more enthusiastic about continuing to perform…our plan is to release some new recordings in the Spring on Record Store Day and do a few more shows then…

 

2009 will go down in my personal history as a special one…i know i was grumbling after the Jump Rabbits tour in April but you have to realize that since last December, i’ve performed  a handful of solo shows but i’ve also played with The Jump Rabbits, Marti Jones, Chris Allen, The Ohio City Singers, The Cosmopolitans, Shalini, The Coastal Cohorts, The Hanging Chads, and Arrogance…i’ve been on stage for a song or two with The dBs, Bill Kirchen, Debra DiMilo, Parthenon Huxley, Mitch Easter, Dave Adams, Peter Holsapple & Chris Stamey, and Mark Bryan & Danielle Howle, as well as playing bass on a couple of Mountain Stage live radio shows with folks like Chuck Leavell and Julie Adams…

 

in less than 11 months, during the course of these performances, i logged tens of thousands of miles on the road singing in NY, NJ, PA, VA, DC, NC, SC, GA, WV, and OH…i knew i’d played with a bunch of different people and had guessed that i’d played over a hundred songs but this morning when i started counting them up for real, the most shocking thing to me was that i had played somewhere in the neighborhood of 239 different songs…that’s right…239 different  songs…there was some over-lap between acts of course because i do quite a few songs solo or with The Jump Rabbits that i also perform with Marti but i’m not counting songs twice if i did them with different groups…239 individual songs…it didn’t seem like that many…

 

i don’t believe that i’ve ever had a year when i played that many different songs on stage and we’re only talking about 40 or 50 shows…no wonder i sometimes wake up with a strange tune in my head, not knowing where i am…

 

but i wouldn’t have it any other way!

 

i know i was grumpy and i apologize…i’m rejuvenated, ready to get back in the studio (while it’s cold) and looking forward to Spring 2010…

Monday, September 07, 2009 
hey

i just found a place that has posted the original "Praying Mantis" video by my friend Howard Libov...i hadn't seen it in a while & all i can really say is "What a mullet!"...

http://www.veoh.com/collection/Don-Dixon-Music-Videos/watch/v165982595QsHCs92#

enjoy...
Friday, June 12, 2009 
Quite often I get asked, indirectly, about my lack of success.
 
“If all these people think you’re so good, why haven’t I ever heard of you before?”
“Why aren’t you famous?”
“Do you know anybody famous?”
 
As I poured myself a second cup of coffee this morning I decided to give this topic some serious thought.  I’ve never bothered giving my level of success serious thought since I don’t care much. 
 
Perhaps I’ve stolen from the wrong people or stolen too little…or too much.  Or lacked focus.  That’s it.  I’ve lacked focus.  Ok, what does that mean?  
 
I jump around from genre to genre.
I don’t fit into a marketable group.
I don’t communicate my ideas in a straight-forward manner.
People can’t understand what points I’m trying to make.
My framework is too broad, too obscure.
My framework is too simple, too trite.
 
I’m already confused.  I draw inspiration and influence from many sources but so do a lot of other people that make up songs.  How does Elvis Costello do R&B style records, string quartet records, Country records, and good old Pop records and still retain a fan base?   Other contemporaries of mine have aged gracefully and kept careers trotting along at an even pace.  Did I wait too long between records when I was younger?  Did my relatively creaky voice, not really designed for the rigors of constant touring, let me down too many times in crucial situations?  Have my productions so overshadowed my writing, singing and playing that most people don’t take what I do in those areas seriously?   Do they think I’m just goofing around, pretending to be a rockstar?  Has anyone ever actually listened to my stuff?   Well, I know some people have because I’ve had some great correspondence with people that get it and I’ve also received some well informed criticism.
 
Now I know why I haven’t thought about this before.  It’s boring and egocentric and I don’t care about this kind of self analysis.  But I want to understand because my life and the lives of my loved ones might have been easier if I had gotten a grip on some basics earlier.  If certain things had been done at certain times, perhaps I’d have more success, more money and more prestige.  I want to learn from my mistakes & pass this knowledge on to my kids.  But do you ever have enough?  Are my contemporaries, the ones that I perceive as being more successful, all thinking what I’m thinking right now?   Where did I go wrong?  Could I have done things better, been smarter, reached a larger audience? 
 
Do we all want more, more, more?  
 
 
Thursday, April 30, 2009 
'morning people

my string of April shows is over...my old friend, ROB LADD filled in for JIM BROCK & sounded great...JAMIE was there every minute as always...we had a great time playing & we had some pretty good sandwiches...we saw old friends like BARDEN WINSTEAD & BLAND SIMPSON who were generous & put us up...the RED CLAY RAMBLERS loaned us there trusty van...we met a new friend, NORMAN CHAMBLISS, who gave us the run of his beach house for a day...extraordinary...

we raised some money for Stop Hunger Now...

i almost choked to death at the CLEVELAND show...on stage...

we managed to find time to work on some recordings...JIM WANN's new show "The Great Unknown" & a new TRUETONES album...

i love to sing...anyone that has made it to a show realizes that whether they enjoy it or not...i love to sing with the band...the chatty nature of this note hides the fact that i'm depressed that i won't be able to go out like this any more...i can't afford it...as much as i appreciate those of you who make the effort to be there, there aren't enough of you to keep this up...

i've got a few more shows to play over the next few months so i hope to see some of you in person again...thank you for the support over the decades...

dd




Monday, March 23, 2009 
thanks to all of you who attended the show Saturday...& thanks to all of you that participated in it...i had a wonderful time & it meant a lot to me to see so many familiar faces & hear so many familiar voices, on & off stage...i know many of you out there wanted to come but couldn't make it...

each morning i wake up & as the hush of sleep falls away i begin to hear little noises...then i open my eyes...i look at my left hand & flex it, then my right...i say to myself, "my hands work...it's going to be a good day"...

when i opened my eyes at ROBERT KIRKLAND's house last Saturday morning, one of my hands didn't want to wake up but slowly it came to life & began to move...so Saturday was a good day, my hands worked, i was surrounded by friends, some of whom i don't get to be with enough & the energy in the CAROLINA THEATER was beautiful & positive...what more can anyone ask for?

we all need to admit that 40 years is a long time...the one's of us that are still here need to appreciate how lucky we are & remember the friends that didn't make it this long...

every cliche you ever heard is true...that's the irritating thing about cliches...love each other...live in the moment...remember the good stuff & throw out the bad...

thanks for everything each of you have done to enrich my life...
Saturday, March 14, 2009 
the REM Tribute at Carnegie Hall on 11 March 09 was a delightful evening...

my friends, The dBs (Will Rigby, Gene Holder, Chris Stamey & Peter Holsapple) invited Jane Scarpantoni & me to join them on the song "Fall on Me"...it was an interesting night full of people i knew & didn't know & should have known all singing an REM number of their own choosing...i think most of the performers, including myself, had never played on the hallowed main stage at this beautiful monument to the musical arts on 57th & Seventh Avenue so we were all a bit humbled...Peter, Mike, Michael & REM manager Bertis Downs were genial & appreciative casually visiting the dressing rooms of each participant...along with Patti Smith, they rocked the house with "E-bow the Letter" & then went to the after party (held at promoter Michael Dorf's downtown City Winery) & hung 'til the wee hours...i did not...i was playing the next night, opening for Peter & Chris down in NJ...i've been a little under the weather & at midnight i turned abruptly from rockstar into a ragged houseboy astride a pumpkin & hauled myself to bed...

but before that, backstage at the show, i had a nice time visiting with a number of old friends like Marshall Crenshaw, David Mansfield & WFUV 's Rita Houston, the evening's voice from behind the curtain...i also met some younger folks i'd never had the chance to meet...i was also struck by how friendly & helpful the union stage crew was...everything had been very pleasant but as i stood backstage talking to Darius Rucker about his new career in the world of country, it hit me...i really realized where we were...i've known Darius since he was quite young & Hootie was still opening for me...i looked at him & said, "Can you believe it? Two hayseeds from South Carolina standing here backstage at Carnegie Hall. What were the chances." Darius just smiled & slowly shook his head...

you never know what life is going to bring & i refuse to take any moment for granted...i'm not interested in the hype or glamour but i am interested in the timeline...being part of an ongoing history of music...in our dressing room was a framed photo of Sibelius...it was from his latter days...he looked quite stern & was shaved bald just like Holsapple & me...under the photo was a small fragment, the first two bars i think, of "Finlandia" hand written by him in the key of A flat...i found it quite comforting that he could shamelessly refer to the song that he was most famous for with pride & flair...the difference between him & a pop personality was reduced & we appeared in my mind on a larger more egalitarian timeline...i could easily imagine a framed photo of Michael Stipe on that wall too with a small square of paper under his picture, scrawled in pencil :

"calling all in transit, radio free europe"
Friday, February 06, 2009 
after years of revising & editing, i've finally found someone to publish my word book...Judi & Marcus at VanZeno Press have been working with me over the last several months to create "Songs 101"...it's a book of one hundred & one collected lyrics to songs i have written over the last thirty-odd years, edited to read rather than follow along with as you listen to the music...

as many of you know, i've never included words to songs in the graphics of my albums because i believe that one should experience music & words together to comprehend the full sense of a song in its intended context...mingled inextricably together...that being said, there is a time for clarity & now seems to be that time for me...

so, any of you interested in this book can feel free to contact me directly or find it in any of the delightful online book stores in this, the Golden Age of Online Shopping...it could be a few months 'til it hits the virtual shelves but in the spring, i plan to come to a handful of select cities to sing & talk about it...i'll try to come up with an interesting presentation...


Monday, October 20, 2008 
i've never talked about him in an interview...i've never cited him as an influence...but i saw THE FOUR TOPS four times between 1965 & 1968...they were one of the most dynamic & powerful groups i ever heard & i went to shows of all the Motown stable from that era...SMOKEY, STEVIE, THE TEMPS, THE SUPREMES, JUNIOR WALKER...i never saw LEVI phone one in....he worked the crowd like he was at his own wedding reception...he brought kids, little kids, up on stage to dance with him...the only person i ever saw that came close to the energy & enthusiasm of LEVI was BRENTON WOOD & BRENTON's show was slicker, more LA, not the absolute lowdown gospel-tinged wailing of THE TOPS...

i know the words & phrasing to all THE TOPS hits...i realize now that LEVI had a tremendous influence on my attack & phrasing...

it sucks when it takes someone's death to make you think about them...& he was only 72...seemed old to me when i was young, doesn't now...i still want to be singing at 72...
Saturday, August 02, 2008 
'morning all

i'm out playing a few shows this week, so taking a shower just now, i was thinking about how great a singer PAUL RODGERS is...then i thought of another singer i love, PAUL CARRACK...& that made me think of PAUL McCARTNEY...these are among my favorite singers of "The Rock"...all Engllish, all Paul...i can't think of three other white contempoaries that have had as much of an influence on me...what gives?

does the name "PAUL" have mystic properties?

i'm feeling slow this morning...help me...are there other single names that have spawned multiple singers?