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mm.. blah my head hurts pretty bad right now. I have discovered recently that my temper sucks lol i have such a short fuse nowadays =/ hmm. i dunno aaanyway. im watching phantom of the opera again maybe thats why i head hurts. Did you know the phantom is the same guy from 300? anyways i kinda want to go to school i hope we have it tomorrow.

Laying alone with the history that made you cold and uncertain inside. Careful now, deep breath, the water's still rising. But your silver lining's in sight. When you feel like you're breaking down, And your body's just giving in, And you can't go on broken like this any longer. Close your eyes, Don't you cry. Let the sorrow within you subside. Don't despair, Have no fear. Give your weight to me when you hear this lullaby. You say all seems so wrong with the life that you're living. You're searching for some reasons why. You're so scared to trust, you're feeling unworthy. Aching for comfort tonight. When your heart's too sore to beat, And you feel it might never heal, And you feel not even beggars want you. I do. Close your eyes, Don't you cry. Let the sorrow within you subside. Don't despair, Have no fear. Give your weight to me when you hear this lullaby. Close your eyes, Don't you cry. Let the sorrow within you subside. Don't despair, Have no fear. Give your weight to me when you hear this lullaby. Don't you cry, Let the darkness within you feel light. Don't despair, Have no fear. You'll find comfort in me like child with this lullaby.

I’ll seek you out,
Flay you alive
One more word and you won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour

I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain

I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace

I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain

Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze

And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace

Felling any foe with my gaze
Steadily emerging with grace
Felling any foe with my gaze
Steadily emerging with grace

The sound of her voice
in the tragic love song
trigers my unknown emotion
of loneliness and realization

how did i get here
how do i get out
where are you when i need you
are you even real at all













reality is the alternative
when your only in my fantasy


mmmmmm


mm


im not poetic :(

Mkay
This is the ingredient to the perfect husband.
yeah, i know its a little emo.
but tdk
so sthu


Lestat- from interveiw
Lestat- from queen of the damned
Edward- from Twilight
The phantom - Phantom of the opera
Jack Skeleton - Nightmare before christmas
Edward - Edward Scissorhands
Jude - Across the universe

combine all of those together
and you have THE perfect person



:p



yeah

i have no life >>

Haven't laughed this hard in a long time
I better stop now before I start crying
Go off to sleep in the sunshine
I don't want to see the day when it's dying
She's a sight to see (sight to see)
She's good to me (good to me)
But I'm already somebody's baby
She's a pretty thing
And she knows everything
But I'm already somebody's baby
You don't deserve to be lonely
But those drugs you've got won't make you feel better
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only
Little part of your life you're keeping together
I'm nice to you
I could make it through
But you're already somebody's baby
I could make you smile
If you stayed a while
But how long will you stay with me, baby?
Because your candle burns too bright
Well I almost forgot it was twilight
Even if I think that you are right
Well I'm tired of being down, I got no fight
You're wonderful
And it's beautiful
But I'm already somebody's baby
And if I went with you
I'd disappoint you too
Well I'm already somebody's baby
Already somebody's baby

I think, At some point,
Everyone dreams of finding..
An Edward.
Even if you dont like Twlight
You still cant argue that hes perfect.
Someone whose name you call, or whisper.
And he's right there waiting.
Someone who hums a lullaby,
And holds you close, as you drift off.
Someone who seems to just glitter, in the Sunlight,
Whose eyes are often Topaz,
Warm,
And Reassuring.
Someone who takes you to dinner,
And ignores the pretty waitress.
Someone who follows you,
Watches you always,
Secretly, Just to be sure..
You're always okay.
Someone Romantic,
Yet has a good sense of humor.
Someone Ancient, Yet Young.
Who'll save your life, No matter what.
Who cries when you're injured.
Someone who cleans out even the deadliest wounds,
However impossibly hard it may be.
Someone to take you to your prom,
Dispite your complaints,
Who teaches you to waltz,
As you stand on his feet.
Someone who just knows when it's time.
When forever really means forever.
And takes you away,
For years to come.

I havent felt like myself in a long time. It feels like everything is in a big fog, or a dream that i havent woken up from yet. I dont see beauty in anything like i once did. My photography sucks, i cant write poetry, and i just feel like a body with no spirit. I looked through my old pictures in my album. I have tons of pictures. In some of the first ones, i looked happy....you could see it in my eyes. but not my eyes just look empty and colorless.