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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 57
City: GRAND JUNCTION
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/22/2006

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Monday, November 30, 2009 

A new leash on life When we are born we are born with a collar of limitations. Attached to this collar is a leash. Our parents and teachers hold that leash when we are young guiding us through life. As we get older many  people give that leash over to their spouse, priest, God or government putting trust in that they will not lead them astray. If you are not happy with the direction you are being led it is up to you to take charge of your life, to become the Capitan of your own ship and steer yourself in a new direction. We still have the collar of limitations we are still human, but we can take up that new leash on life and pursue happiness on our own. 
by bim willow.  
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 
I know God.
     I know the God that people say they have a personal relationship with and that meets their individual comfort needs and feelings of inadequacy.
 
    I know the God that the Churches say exists and is used to control and extort followers.
    I know the God that the Government uses to manipulate and to march people into war.
    For those who seek after a God they will find one. For those of us who know God know there is no God.  
 
by bim willow
Sunday, November 01, 2009 

The teacher gave the student a stick and asked what do you see?

The student said I see a stick.

The teacher said look closer.

The eyes of her imagination were opened and she said I see a toy, a tool, a weapon, I see art.

The teacher said look deeper.

The eyes of her understanding were opened and she saw billions of tiny spheres. She said I now see that I and the stick are one. 

The teacher smiled and walked away.

Sunday, March 15, 2009 

Driving down desert highways

I wrestle with complacency

.. ..

I seek to rest from the road

A place to relieve the overload

.. ..

Seeds of thought dormant lay

Waiting for such a day

.. ..

Pen bleeds my soul’s blood

A trickle becomes a flood

.. ..

Onto desert sands dry as bone

Feelings now have found a home

Monday, February 16, 2009 

Painting with Words


By Bim Willow


I pick up my pen as my brush, words as my paint, and paper as my clean fresh canvas.


  I seek to create a new world where the soul of the reader can separate self from natural body to find a new world where the air is crisp and clean the sun shines brighter, flowers more fragrant and where marshmallow clouds pushed by an awkward wind bump into each other. A place where the villains are wicked, heroes courageous and where the reader can escape the ordinary to find their imagination refreshed. An Image so strong that the reader may be encouraged to laugh, to cry, provoked to think, to feel.  


  I pick up my pen so that I may find the brief pleasure in bringing brief pleasure to others, enough to once again pick up my pen and paint.   

Tuesday, January 27, 2009 

Without passion in our lives we don't have much of a life. Lust for wanting is passion. Once we get what we thought we wanted we are often let down.
The real pleasure in life is the journey not the destination.
All too often people live their lives in the past or the future. Examples; when I graduate, when I get married, when I get promoted, when I retire, when I die and go to heaven, I will be happy. Always putting off being happy in the Now which are the only place in time you can truly live. Enjoy the journey enjoy life. Remember it is not getting what you want that is important it’s wanting what you got. Want carefully because you might just get what you ask for.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009 

Dedicated to Rick O Shea

Staring a long time at the clock on the wall I close my eyes. In my mind’s eye I still see the roundness of the clock in a silhouette image. The second hand ticking off the seconds as a reminder that life is limited. Soon we all will be like an old black and white photograph stacked in a shoe box hidden in the closet, taken out on special occasions when children ask a parent, ‘who is this,’ pointing to images of what we once were.

We close our eyes and those who touched our lives return in our mind’s eye like black and white photos. We reminisce as the second hand ticks away.

  I wrote this after I had closed my eyes and saw an image of Rick in his wheel chair setting on his deck talking to me.

.. Rick Oshea who died  in 2008 was one of the greatest men I have ever had the chance in knowing. ..

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 
For vegetarins who take themselves too serious

I hate vegetables and take great pleasure in killing them.

Uprooting or plucking them and eating their reproductive organs.

I cut and slice them up into little pieces

Because they cover the planet spreading their seeds

No where for them to run that I can not see

I will hunt them down or raise them in captivity

I hate vegetables  that is why I eat them.

Friday, December 12, 2008 

Fat American

More is better don't settle for less

Take the best leave the rest.

You got yourself into this mess

When you bite off more than you can chew,

So what do you do

You lose control

You swallow it whole

And you become

Just another fat American

Just another fat American

Third world countries that you abused

More in your landfills than they use

They want to kill you all over the news

Just another fat American

just another fat American.

MTVand SUV's lifestyles built by greed

while many in the world suffer in need.

Their waiting for your time to bleed.

Just another fat American

just another fat American

 

Don't ask why they hate us. Ask yourself why you would if you were them?

Sunday, December 07, 2008 

Dust 

To stop and contemplate dust

Am I any more or less significant?

Today I slowed down to watch dust dance in a sunbeam

Like an asteroid belt in the galaxy of my room

How vast my room must seem to those who live on those tiny dust worlds

My home would seem unfathomable

Oh how they shine in their moment in the sun

A star, a tree, a blade of grass can only be seen with childlike vision simple and pure
Saturday, December 06, 2008 

A cold and damp fall day

As if to rain at any time

Clouds of insecurity shadow me

Thundering echoes of my short comings

 I can not be all of what anyone wants be to be

Without loosing sight of whom I am.

I can be a source of inspiration and ingenuity   

Burning inside is a powerful sense of passion, creativity, and hope

That keeps me warm on such a

Cold and damp fall day

As if to rain at any time

by Bim Willow 10/28/04

Friday, December 05, 2008 

The Moral Atheist 

By Bim Willow

            I have grown tired of hearing that as an atheist I have no morals, or ethics, that don't believe in anything, that I have no standard to live up to so I am therefore a second class citizen that is not to be trusted. Having been a Christian at one time I did not backslide into being an atheist I took a step forward. I did not lose the moral standards that I thought to be common sense and good for societal order. I did not stop in my studies with Christianity. I found more what I believe to be true within other religions and philosophies as well. I find Christians who think they own moral and ethical truth because it is "Christian" are both arrogant and ignorant.

Just because a person does not believe in Santa Clause does not make that person immoral. Why would a person who does not believe in God or Jesus be considered immoral? Because the Christian thinks his God is real and Jesus is alive? 

             Is it ok to kill? Why yes, according to these religious cults who go to war under the justification of "They are trying to destroy our American life style" or

"They are trying to destroy our Islamic culture" They are infidels and God or Allah wants us to destroy them. Ok what kind of morals are they teaching?    

Judaism, Islam, and Christianity are all blood cults that all contradict themselves. They teach to be kind and cruel, forgiving and vindictive. They all believe in a God that demanded blood sacrifice.  Throughout history they are by deeds Terrorists and they say Atheists have no morals. 

             America was not founded on Christian principles. In this country we have freedom of choice; we have no King, no Lord to rule over us. In the Kingdom of God men and women are slaves and servants of the "Lord". This is not the American way. Here we are all free men and women. For those who think that we should return to our Christian heritage should study the history of the United States. We have freedom to believe or not believe as we choose in this country.

             

Does one religion have the moral rights to create laws that dictate what marriage is and that it should only be between a man and woman because that is what their religion says thus overriding the rights of others who want to have a "spiritual marriage union"?

This would be like one religion that does not eat pork voting into law banning the sale of pork or to force women to cover their faces or face death?

            Just because it is in your "holy book" does not make it moral.

So be good for goodness sake.

Thursday, December 04, 2008 

A Good life

By Bim Willow

 12/02/08

I woke up today with these thoughts on my mind;

·        Self acceptance

·        Accepting others

·        Learning to love

·        Flexibility

·        A sense of humor

·        Dealing with your fears

·        Living a creative life

·        Dying peacefully

Self acceptance

          Don't compare yourself with anyone else. The only thing that you will be the best at is being yourself.  Don't compare your self to yourself of what you once were or what you will become. The only place you can truly live is in the Now. Accept that you are wise and foolish, knowledgeable and ignorant, kind and cruel, loving and vengeful….. You are uniquely you. Ask your self questions to get the answers you both desire and despise.  All in all accept yourself, not as how others would have you to be or how you would want yourself to be, but how you are right now. This is the beginning of love. To know self is not always pleasant but it is what it takes to love one's self. 

          Accepting others

          The attributes we see in others are the attributes we see within ourselves. We can only love others as much as we love ourselves. We can only despise others in the same manner. Accepting self as the true self empowers us to accept others as they are not as we want them to be. We then can deal with them as we would ourselves.

Just because you accept a person does not mean that you accept their behavior. When you become aware that you are wrong you have the authority to make those changes within yourself. You however do not have that authority to override anyone else's will. You can by example or suggestion, lead others to make changes within themselves.

   Conflict is inevitable with self as it is with others. Conflict can be constructive and lead to positive change.

          Learn to love

          Love starts by loving self, not self centered love but rather centered in self love. One is a taking love the other a giving. When you love your self you want what is good for you. Caring for others is caring for you. We are all a part of each other as well as a part of everything that exists. Learning to love is a process that takes a lifetime.  Harboring resentment is detrimental to loving self. In many cases you are angry for being vulnerable. This is not pleasant to examine or deal with and is much easier to transfer it to the aggressor. To forgive is an act of kindness to you first to the person you resented second. There is great power in love and forgiveness. The frustration comes when we see things we do not like, and is not within our control to change them. This takes me to the next thought.

          Flexibility

          We make our plans, set our goals, but things don't always work out the way we want them to. Even if our plans are so well thought out that you would think it couldn't possibly go wrong it often does. Chaos and change are as consistent as order, a paradox. A tree that will not flex with the winds of change will be broken. We all break we all fall down. What we do with the pieces teaches us flexibility. A person who learns by his mistakes learns wisdom and their mistakes become opportunities. A person who learns by the mistakes of others has obtained wisdom. We can not always dictate what happens but we can have a say so in how we react. For every action there is a reaction. Find your order in your chaos.

  The living willow limbs will break in the storm, but come back to life given the right circumstances.

          A sense of humor

          "It's a joke son a joke" Foghorn Leghorn

When we find we are not always in control of what happens we have to let go and laugh knowing that life is too mysterious to take it to serious. Taking life too serious sets us up for disappointment and sadness. Life can be joyous if we turn a blind eye and deaf ear to sorrow.

   It is written " Laughter is good medicine but a broken spirit dries up the bones" (Palms) Dry bones are like the dead willow branch that when the storms come it falls to the ground but never comes back to life.

  To laugh love and be happy is a choice. If you say to me that you have nothing to laugh about I find that rather amusing.

          Dealing with your fears

           Fear can be healthy when it is synonymous with respect. Like standing on a cliff and the fear of heights hits you. Without that fear or respect you might fall. There are many fears that as humans we are plagued with that are not healthy. Fear on rejection, fear of commitment, fear of failure, fear of success, fear of loss of life and property, fear of the unknown…….  Fear is something we must face if we are to be free to live a good life. This too is a lifelong journey. When self examining these fears are not only hard to look at but also hard to find because they have a tendency to hid in the dark spaces of our minds and become painful when brought to the light. Once you bring them to the light and apply a sense of humor, wounds heal and fears become as nothing.

   When you see yourself as part of everything you see that you are also nothing.  

          Living a creative life

          Great pleasure comes with accomplishment. Creative energy is the energy of the universe. When you live what you believe you become what you believe. When you see yourself one with all things you become what you see. When you see yourself as being separate you become what you see.

There is always something happening in the Now. There is always something creative happening. Chaos and order are all a part of the creative process. We are all creators as well as destroyers. We can not create without destroying something else. Use your creative powers wisely.

          Dying peacefully

           We cannot live without dying.

If you accept yourself, accept others, learned how to love, how to be flexible, kept a sense of humor, dealt with your fears, and lived a creative life, death is a sweet ending to a good life. 

Tuesday, November 25, 2008 

Current mood:  sad
Category: Life

Angry stench

The globs of sculpted aluminum among the ashes reflect the light on this bitter fall day.

A fire has a certain stench when it is quenched as if angry for being put out before its time.

She couldn't afford gas so she used a space heater to keep warm.

She was just 19 when her trailer burnt. Her life extinguished before its time leaving an angry stench in the hearts of those who loved her.

In memory of Janet who died  11/22/08

Saturday, November 22, 2008 

I do not oppose God. God does not exist.

I do not oppose you only your concept of God.

I oppose injustice, oppression, and slavery.

I oppose the Christian, Muslim, and Jewish blood cults.

I am not an antichrist because there was no Christ or will there ever be one.

Opposition to your faith is opposition to lies that you believe and tell others.

I am opposed to your lies, manipulation and insanity.

Question your God. Question yourself. What need is there for blood sacrifice?